I REFUSE

I refuse to be used.
I refuse to be shown off like a trophy and
Be known as so-and-so's girlfriend.
I refuse to forgive you if you cheat on me-
You've been warned.
I refuse to forfeit my dreams and future
Just for a one night fling.
I refuse to follow you around like a love-sick puppy.
I refuse to believe gossip and such,
Unless I hear the truth from you.
I refuse to be made fun of just because you're bored.
I refuse to be tamed.
I refuse to let you lay a hand on me just because
I won't listen - no matter how much you say you love me.
I refuse to be fought over.
I refuse to be your play thing.
If you want one,go look down a few dark alleys.
I refuse to waste my time with someone
Who won't treat me with respect.
I refuse to let you control my life!

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Written in 2002-2003.