CONFUSION

You made me promise
That nothing would ever
Change our friendship
Guess I can't blame you
I might have done it too
One day you said words I thought I'd never hear
You told me you liked me
My heart stopped
Wasn't this the one thing you didn't want?
I tease you about it
Playing it off as a joke
But inside I'm wondering if you meant it
And my mind races
With all the possibilities
Of what you could have meant
Your face sticks in my mind
My heart skips when I see you sign on
I'm not sure what to do now
You've got me rather confused
You say you love her
But you flirt with me
I say I love him
But I flirt back
This all has my world turned upside down
And left me confused
And wondering...
What will the future bring?

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Written on 28 January 2004.