To my precious son Sean, I know that you are looking down on us from heaven and you know how loved and missed you are but I wanted to let you know how special your Mommy is. Your Mommy is a loving, caring and devoted woman of whom I know you would be proud. She loved you from the moment she knew you were growing inside of her. As the days and weeks went by her love for you grew more and more with each passing moment just as you grew inside of her. When we found out that you were going to be born earlier then we had planned for your Mommy began to plan for your first Thanksgiving and Christmas! She also had began to keep a journal for you when she found out that she was pregnant, she wrote in it for you each night, her fears, her dreams and her hopes for our future together as a family. Your Mommy has so much love to give and even though you are not here on earth with her I do not want you to think for even one-second that she does not love you, because she always will no matter how many siblings you may have down here on earth, you hold an extra special place in both of our hearts and you always will. Love, Your Daddy Dear Sean, Words cannot express the joy I felt when I held you. You were so tiny and fragile looking and even though I knew you couldn't see me or your Daddy I know you knew we were there and that you knew when we held you and not the nurse. I had such hopes and dreams for you, when you were born I knew that you would have to fight but I couldn't help but to start dreaming about your future and what it would hold. I imagined your first T-Ball game and your first Cub Scout meeting. The wonder on your face when you discovered your toes for the first time. How you would pull yourself up on the dog and have him run away leaving you to either stand on your own or fall. These and so many other things just weren't meant to be. God called you home just hours after you were born. I know that he must have had a good reason to do so and someday when we are together again you can tell me what it was, maybe by the I'll be able to understand. Remember, that I love you and always will, you are my special angel that God let me hold while you were still breathing. He allowed us the time to have you baptized before you went to live with him and for this I will always be grateful. We will be together one day and I will get to hold you again this I promise you my dear sweet baby Sean. You have my love now and forever! Love and Hugs, your Mommy PS Listen to your big sister and brother!!! :0)