Even when there has seemed no reason or rhyme;
Of all the things that have happened around her;
Of her faith, she's been steadfast and sure.
I questioned why I ever strayed from her teaching;
Always trying to lead me in the right direction;
At times I was so cold, and left her reaching;
Now I long for her Godly wisdom and protection.
No matter the direction I chose in this life;
I didn't stop and think about bringing her strife;
I was selfish and undeserving of her love for me;
But Christ's love flows through her, so simple to see.
She was always that character of my conscience,
God on one shoulder, mom on the other;
She endured all my antics with incredible patience;
Never once making me feel that she wished for another.
She always had unshakeable faith and hope in me;
Even when others just wouldn't believe;
That I would actually take a look at my life;
At the end of the tunnel, see that great light.
There were times I envied her continuous faith;
Her love, her emotional stability and her grace;
But since He has changed me; I can now see;
A little piece of her has been residing in me.
I thank God for the mother He gave to me;
I only hope that I can make the Father as proud;
As He is with my mom for all her humility;
And her undying love for all who surround.
2005
