summer!! woosh!!

woohoo summer!!� this'll be awesome!� so much places to see, so much things to do, so many beaches to bum around in, SO LITTLE TIME!! pft. haaaay. i wanna start going out!! but then again, i wanna savor the moment of not actually doing anything after all the hectic weeks at school� it's been a while, and really, everytime i go online, i find myself too lazy to blog. have no idea why, but hopefully, that'll change. i soooo want a new layout! the problem is, i'm too damn lazy to make a new one. this'll have to do for the summer i guess�

just as i said, savoring the end of classes is really what i'm up for this weekend. not doing any projects, not thinking of any requirements, not studying for any damn examination. wow. gotta love that.� again. i'm supposed to be at Tomas Morato, where my dad has a gig, and luckily, that's where sina Justin wanted to go. so i was supposed to ride with my rents and meet up Justin and everyone else at Chili's. but as i said, SAVORING THE MOMENT, hahaha!!� i sooo wanna slack off. MY PREVIOUS ENTRY SUCKS but then again, there's nothing about it that i would want to change. i mean, yeah, i felt awful at that time, but it makes me realize how happy i am today, and how different i felt. haha weird�

grabe, i don't want to state everything that happens na. it becomes tiring after a while, haha!� woosh! no one's online! friday night, and everyone's out. grabe. want to, but don't want to. labo. pft. slack off? DEFINETELY!

kill me

i hate this. i hate everything right now. sobrang nagiiba tingin ko sa mundo. i have no idea why, wala naman akong problem diba..? but hey, i feel so bad. no idea why, but i feel as if problems come in every direction, FEEL lang, kahit na WALA namang problema. haaay. bakit kaya..? i am sooo not melodramatic! believe me, yun ung feeling ko, ung parang, HAAAAAAY AYOKO NANG MABUHAY, KILL ME!! na hindi..? ok i know it's weird, but really, that's how i feel. right now.

i haven't blogged in ages! a lot has happened i think, haha basta un� bakit kaya..? i'm supposed to be out right now. when my dad picked me up at angge's, he asked me if i wanted to go to alabang and sleep over and that he'd be glad to bring me there and crap, i said no. NIX!! no! haaay.. Justin invited me over kasi, and my dad over heard it, he said he'd let me go if i wanted to.. i said yes at that time, feeling �ber happy since i haven't seen him in ages. haaay. i missed those days, ung parang, sobrang bonding moments, share EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING under the sun, crying sessions namin, ung parang, walang pakealam mga tao sa alabang kung bakit ka umiiyak, hindi tulad dito, pag namamaga mata mo, lahat ng tao nagtatanong kung ano nangyari.. it's nice that everyone's concerned and stuff, pero, the heck, it's annoying sometimes! yung parang, i have a problem shut the hell up type.. it's sooo irritating.. pero what the heck..

it's been a while since i blogged, like a week, maybe even more, pero hey, walang akong planong ichronicle dito bawat araw na nabubuhay ako noh. haaay, i'm speaking in tagalog na.. tagalog kapag bad trip, english kapag ok lang o kaya galit, haaay.

i totally have nothing to say.. sa susunod nalang kapag hindi na ko badtrip noh..? nakakairita lang tong entry na to..

i am sooo hating ateneo right now!�

yes, hating� not disliking, nor envying, ok maybe ENYING, but, hating them, definetly! pft. i can't believe ateneo's starting their summmmer wayyy early, and we still have around 2 weeks or less left!!� this sucks! and the sad part is, since the year is ending and all, everything seems so hectic!!� the sched we have going on for this week and next week, the tests, the requirments, the projects.. haaaay.. i just wish summer would take it's toll. can't wait to go to batangas with some friends!!� i soooooo want to go there right now and just chill. but the next best thing happening to me is the BAMBOO concert, yes, BAMBOO concert on friday at the Ateneo High School Covered Courts! pft!!� haaay!!� going with angge, aj and some other classmates� hope that'll be fun!!� it'll be like a BREAK FROM IT ALL.. haaaay, i SOOOOOOO need that break!!!�

our schedule's pretty tight tomorrow�
(from first period till last:
Math: LONG TEST!! pft!
English: TECHNICAL DRESS REHERSALS!! i am sooo hating play prod right now!!
PE: practice the whole dance thing. pft.
Fil: Pre-test, pftttt!!!�
Music: AHAHAHA NOTHING!! THANK GOD!!!�
CL: test, on a more than 5 page handout. i dint exactly count how many pages, pero sobrang dami�

as you can see, it's pretty hectic tomorrow, and yet here i am, blogging the minutes away. i'm done studying anyway, and i'm ready for the TDR (technical dress rehersals) tomorrow, so what the heck� might as well enjoy, haha!!� haay!! can't wait till friday!! BAMBOO!!!!! shucks� i checked out my FEB page, turns out i have less than 10 entries that month, haha!!� oh well, you cant blog everyday, now can you?!� i dont wanna go CATCH UP on the days i failed to blog, nakakatamad!!� besides, nothing has happened except for the whole HECTIC AMP thing!!� i jsut wish we could skip EVERYTHING and just go straigh to the summer part!�

again! can't wait for batangas!!� sam, kiara, dani, tessa, patty, aj, angge, georgia and i are planning to go to batangas sometime, maybe at around end of march or april� that'll be funnn!!� ayoko na ng ganto.. daming ginagawa..� pft!!!�