december 2002

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12.02.02 | 12.03.02 | 12.07.02

~[\.:second:./]~

so i went to my first brownsville parade. it was cute. the lil christmas parade...with all the lil kids, dressed up, marching along elizabeth street. precious. but really....some of the kids were SOOOOOOOOOOOO adorable!! awwwww....

yea....i went with reece & undreth. when chedder [reesa's bf] came by, we started walking with them...at the same speed anyway. we kept waving and yelling. it was...umm....fun. kekeke. but now i'm really, really tired cuz i only slept like....maybe 3 1/2 hours last night. i should get to bed, but i didn't feed or walk the dogs yet. i was hoping my dad would take care of that by the time i got home, but he's not even home yet. and it's past 10 pm!!

*YAWN* ok....i need to go do something productive....doubt it'll happen tho....

~[\.:third:./]~

the more i get to spend time with lisa, the more comfortable i feel here. she's my best friend here, and it's kinda weird that i'm actually spending so much time with a GIRL. i'm so used to having REALLY TITE GUY friends all the time...and spending most of my time with them. but it's definately different here.

i juss REALLY can't wait to go to cali. i'm SOOOOOOOOOO excited. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. kekeke..randall's so cute:

RaCc00n: hows life in brownsville
yoogeenee: iss arrite.....i'm trying to be more kick back....but i'm so excited to go visit cali
RaCc00n: hehe
RaCc00n: u miss cali that much?
yoogeenee: YES
RaCc00n: really?
yoogeenee: and i miss all my FRIENDS, including RANDALL~~~~~
yoogeenee: sooooooooooooooooo much
RaCc00n: who's that??
RaCc00n: i dunno him
RaCc00n: =)
yoogeenee: heheheh
yoogeenee: he's this AWESOME friend of mine
RaCc00n: oh really?
yoogeenee: the SWEETEST guy you could ever find
yoogeenee: i LOVE him to death~
RaCc00n: awww how cute
RaCc00n: he must love u too then
yoogeenee: ^^
yoogeenee: i hope so
yoogeenee: he tells me so n/e wayz
yoogeenee: ^^
RaCc00n: hehe
yoogeenee: and i believe it....cuz he's sooooooooooooooooooo AWESOME
RaCc00n: he must be cute
yoogeenee: heheh
yoogeenee: he IS!!!!
yoogeenee: he's the CUTEST guy....
RaCc00n: hehe i love u too gni
yoogeenee: ^^
yoogeenee: *MUAH*~
RaCc00n: *muah*

keke....awwwwwwwww.......can't wait to see u, babe!!!!

ddalgi: <3
ddalgi: unnie~
yoogeenee: <33333333
ddalgi: ddalgi misses YOU~

awwwwwwww....missin my QT ddalgi~~~~~~~~ ummie will be there soon, babe!!!!

~[\.:seventh:./]~

here's what colorgenics had to say about my mood today...

At this time in your life you feel like 'giving up'. For every time you have tried to build up your hopes and dreams something has come along to burst the balloon. You may feel that, at this particular moment in your life, there seems to be no chance of fulfilling these dreams but you are so wrong. You are the sort of person that can influence any situation, that is - If you don't give up. So consciously make the effort... You have that inherent power to succeed.

Recently you have been experiencing considerable mental anguish and turmoil. You are bored and discontent. Nothing seems to be going right for you. Even your relationships aren't working out and you don't quite know which way to turn.

You have a high opinion of yourself. It is perhaps because of this self-centeredness that you become exasperated when you feel that your needs are misinterpreted by those around you. When this happens - and it does quite often - you feel that there is no-one that can understand the way you feel and it is because of this egocentric self that you are quick to take offense.

From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. You're really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this. Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. You need to be free to do your 'thing' in your own way.

You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realize those dreams and to turn them into reality.

Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to anxiety and you are distressed by the lack of any close and understanding relationships. You feel you are not appreciated by those who matter to you. You are attempting to escape into a world on which you can relax and feel at ease.

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