I felt horrible about hurting Faith. I was the worst person in the world for cheating on her. Especially with her sister! I told Kevin about it, and he reminded me that guys have needs too...Meaning that I had to get laid or something. But I dind't have to...
I tried calling Faith a few times, but I never got the chance to really talk to her. When I called her at home, her brother would always answer and tell me to quit calling because Faith didn't want to talk to me. When I called her at work a few times she answered the phone, but as soon as I'd start talking she'd tell me that she was working and she couldn't talk.
Since the phone calls weren't working I decided that it was time for me to go try to talk to her face to face. The first place I went was her work.
I showed up at Jenny's at about 4:00 on Tuesday. I knew it wouldn't be crowded...When I got inside there were only about two tables filled. Since there was no one there, Faith was sitting at the bar with another waitress. I walked to the bar, and as I got closer I heard her laughter.
The other waitress noticed me. She lightly touched Faith's arm and nodded towards me. Faith turned around and groaned when she saw me. She stood up and began to walk towards the kitchen, away from me.
"I'll go get her." The waitress told me, standing up.
I nodded. "Okay, thanks." I told her. I moved towards the bar and sat down on one of the bar stools.
"Can I get you something?" The bartender asked me.
"Oh, no thanks. I'm just waiting for someone." I answered.
He nodded and went down to the other end of the bar. I waited a few minutes until I spotted the waitress who had gone to get Faith come out. I stood up.
"She really does not want to talk to you." She told me once she'd reached me, "I have never seen her this angry before."
"Well, did she tell you anything at all? I asked.
"She just said that she didn't want to talk to you, and she wants you to leave." She said.
I sighed. "Okay. Well, can you just tell her...can you tell her that I said I was sorry?" I asked.
"I'll tell her." She promised.
I swear...that was probably the most intelligent thing I have ever heard Nick say...
I went to Faith's house, fully intending on getting my two cents in. I had to tell her what was on my mind. But when I knocked her brother answered the door.
"What are you doing here?" He asked me rudely.
"What do you think I'm here for?" I asked him in the same tone of voice, "I need to talk to Faith."
He shook his head. "I don't want you to talk to her." He told me.
"Well I don't care if you want me to talk to her or not. I need to." I said. This kid was getting on my nerves. Who was he to say whether or not I could talk to his sister?
"Go the fuck away," He said, "No one wants you here. It's obvious that my sister doesn't want to talk to you. Go find some other girl to hurt. Damn."
"Look! I never wanted to hurt her! I love your sister, and I just want her to know that I'm sorry."
Zach glared at me and said, "You never fucking loved either one of my sisters...At least not the way that they think of love. And you don't deserve Faith. She could do so much better than you. So why don't you just go fuck some ho and leave her alone."
At that time Faith walked into the hall asking, "Zach? What's going on?" Then she saw me and her face darkened. "What do you want?"
"You know what I want..." I told her. It sounded wrong, though, so I added, "I want to apologize to you."
"Go away." Was the last thing Faith said before shutting the door in my face.
I still love her...
