| Hey there, how is everything going for you? I am doing great. I'm curious to know when your birthday is (what is your sign). To tell you about me, I am 23, six foot two and a half inches, weigh aroung 250lbs but I am not overly fat. I am comforatble with my body, it is proportioned with a little chubbiness in my belly. So weight is not really an issue becuase when I get toned up I will be almost 300lbs by gaining muscle. Full sized pictures will be going up soon... I have blue-green eyes and brown hair. Looks shouldn't be the most important thing, but I know it is where most of the physical attraction comes from. Things I look for in a woman are intelligence, honesty, loyalty, charisma, very caring and understanding, and someone who is not afraid to receive intense amounts of affection or to give it. The little things mean the most to me, like walking hand and hand and knowing that we share the same connection with things. I am a very hard worker, and put a lot of effort into the things I do and a little apprection for me goes a long way. I have a fun and humerous side that likes to play and joke about things. I am a very passionate lover and pleasing a woman gives me more satisfaction than my own pleasure. I tend to put others needs and desires before mine. I have deep feeling for natures wonders and hold high regards for art. Music being a form of art that affects me more than anything else I have known in this world. Love has come close, but to my experience it has never lasted, but the spirits of harmony, melody, and rythom will live long after we have passed. More than anyhting I want to be in love and be a part of two existences coinciding to create beauty that neither of us could do alone. I see into things profoundly and I get excited to learn or disover something new or to even just witness life unfolding. Memories are very dear to me so that is why I live for each moment with curiosity of what I will experience next. I am in awe of the past and how every tiny detail has shaped me into who I am, so that when I become a father I will put the greatest care into surrounding that precious creation with love and filling all it's senses with what I believe to be positive and nurturing growth. So now I want to hear all about you, how you feel inside and what is on your mind. I accept everyone for who they are inside and out. I used to reach out to people with low self asteem becuase I couldn't love myself either. The only happiness I got in life was to make others happy. I had a very traumatic upbringing, and the first time I received unconditional caring I yearned to feel it always. I began to look for the same qualities in a companion, to try and re-create the moments that were so dear to me. I recently have undergone an incredible change in my life. I now have a wonderful new sense of wellness and confidence in myself. I wish to share the wisdom I have gained, endow positive energy to others, and bestow joy and wonderment in special ways. My heart is infinite in its capabilities as the beat is meant to be felt. My mind grows in exponentiality like a black hole imploding information, learning from the mistakes of the universe making the pieces of the past come together for a new evolution. I am computerized in my organization and rationalization, as sound waves are processed in the sixth dimension fundamentalizing high fidelity theories. My hybrid persona was formed from nothing more than at the bare minimum reproduction. I can't even say there was any sexual gratification involved, knowing that the act never amounted to anything more than leaving a byproduct never to be recognized for the epiphanic creation that I rediscover with the innate mystery of my perception of reality. |
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