| So what do you do when you lose someone you love? I don't know. I cried. I remembered. I took some time off from life for a while. I stopped and watched the world move. Then I got up and started putting one foot in front of the other. Sometimes I fell, and sometimes I tried to run, but eventually I just kept moving forward. It's been three months exactly since Tim went away. I still think about him everyday and I worry that I didn't do enough to try and find him. I hope he is safe. I hope he's at the Rainbow Bridge, waiting for me. I miss him everyday. I miss having him beside me. I've learned to adapt to this "new normal", and know that life won't wait for me to catch up. This is a long journey, and I've only just begun. I would give anything to have him with me, but in my heart I know that a greater life is waiting for both of us, and in that life we'll be together forever. I just have to be patient and wait...because maybe somewhere, Tim is waiting patiently for me. I love you, Tim. |
