DAVID
 

 I listen,

I can't hear your voice.

I listen,

I can't hear you breathe.

SILENCE.

I hear the wind whistling through

the window,

Seemingly sharing the pain inside my soul.

You are gone.

What a couple of years it had been, David,

The long nights for you,

The pain.

You are with the Angels now,

Forever from my sight.

How I miss you,  David,

Your laugh,  your smile,  your love.

Be with David, My Heavenly Father,

Take care of him for me.

'Til we join each other once again,

In Eternity.
 
 

Written with love by
Mom (Karen Reid2000)
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David's Story
 
On September 20, 1989 at 7 am, I was blessed with the birth of my first son David Andrew.  David easily reached milestones prevalent to development. 

 Quite early, David demonstrated his love and thirst for knowledge.  At the age of two, David would enjoy sitting on his Grandpa Reid's knee, reciting all the birds in the bird book.  He could randomly recite the name of each bird, everything from the Grebes, Cormorants, to the varying species of Owls.  David's absolute favorite bird was the Owl.  Whales and Dolphins had a special place in his heart too.

 In the summer, before David entered into Grade 1, David would go down to the barn to see his Grandpa Stamper - where his favorite thing to do would be to practice adding numbers.  In school, David was very studious, quietly taking everything in.  David enjoyed his special friends he made in school.

 David loved computers and anything related to nature or science.  Math and reading was held in high regard.  He enjoyed playing guitar.

 David demonstrated wisdom beyond his years, always concerned for those going through rough times, always sensitive to the feeling of others.  David and I would have many philosophical conversations, even for one so young.

 October '97, David's father and I separated.  David was in Grade 3.  In November '97 his teacher called, saying she was concerned about David - "he seemed depressed," scholastically, she stated, David was having difficulties with well established work, math and reading.  The obvious question was -- if the separation could be affecting him.  As time prevailed, the separation was a drop in the bucket.

 In December '97, David had a grand mal seizure, approximately 4 minute in duration.  He also was diagnosed with a Severe Auditory Processing Problem.  In January '98 follow up to the seizure a CT scan was performed.  Diagnosis of a severe visual processing problem was made.  More importantly, was how David felt, he was beginning to feel he was stupid, and was blaming himself for the problems at school.  At home, usually a happy- go- lucky child, he started fighting with his brothers and becoming depressed.  It must have been a scary time for him to say the least. 

 During this time, David started to do peculiar things, on two occasions, about 2 am; I could hear David crying downstairs.  Upon investigation the first time, David was very visibly upset, and sitting on the bathroom floor - I asked what was wrong - David said, "I don't know where I am."  The second time same scenario he said, "I can't see."  To say David was experiencing a nightmare was an understatement.  Blood work was also a factor in the final diagnosis. 

  I recall sitting in Dr. Gillet's office awaiting the final diagnosis…David has Adrenoleukodystrophy - but the most important question answered - there is no 
cure.  It felt like a world class boxer gave me a pulverizing punch to the gut and on the way back out ripped out part of my soul.  It was a long trip home from London, the treatment would be the use of Lorenzo's Oil plus Walnut Oil, and a very low fat diet.  The advanced state of the disease warranted out a bone marrow transplant.

 
 
Adrenoleukodystrophy - is a rare genetic disorder, which affects the adrenal glands and the white matter of the nervous system.  Ald is x-linked, therefore, only affects boys and is transmitted by the female carrier.  The most severe form takes place between the ages of 4 and 10.  Early symptoms can be learning disabilities, perceptual problems, attention deficit disorder, short and long term memory loss, impaired vision, coordination or gait disturbances, different personality or behavioral changes and a sluggish adrenal gland.  In time, the child will require total care, needing a wheelchair   and a feeding tube due to swallowing deficiency.  The course of the fatal disease is generally from one to ten years with nervous system deterioration leaving the child bedridden.

Note:  to date, back tracking in my families' history, we can see no link to this disease

 

 
 
 
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