It's done - they are married
July 25th 2004
It's been extremely hectic since I decided to go to Oklahoma. The
end of school year activities this year were oh so hectic. Brandon won some scholarships and Student of the Year at the tech school. We had all sorts of dinners and award nights to attend. What fun... too bad I was feeling the stress of the wedding.
Brandon graduated on a Thursday... graduation party on Friday and we left for Oklahoma on Saturday. We were gone for six weeks. It's been fun... and not too much stress while I was gone. It was nice spending the time with my kids.
One of my aunts called to let us know the wedding did take place.
I didn't want to hear that. But I didn't not want to hear it. I mean... if it took place I wanted to know.
I was hoping Aaron would wake up and smell the roses before he said I do.
Didn't happen.
Sooooo... I went to church here at home this morning.
He started to come over and say hi to me... guess she didn't want him to do that. One way or the other... he didn't come talk to me before church.
What do I call her now?
OW? the SLUT? my hubby's ex-mistress.... my daughter in lawlisa.... maybe just lisa is best
She ignored me and walked clear around the outside of the church to avoid me LOL! I was like... who cares. Let it be whatever she wants to make of it.
After church we went to my Aunt's home and Aaron's wife's best friend was there.... she completely ignored me at first. She burried herself in text messaging on her cell phone. I didn't let it get to me. I visited with family like nothing was going on. It was so obvious though. Does she really think I care?
Maybe I do... I'm making note of it in my diary aren't I? hmmmmmmmm...
I wonder what's going to happen
I keep holding my breath... waiting to exhale.
Do I dare? Is it as bad as it all feels?
Am I living in another dimension? You know what I mean? This feels very strange to not care one way or another how anyone else feels now.
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