____________________________________Nostalgic... {Random Blabbeties} [v]ERSION ONE- G-BOYS

Bleh...
[j]UNE 15 2004
[e]ATING\ nothing
[d]RINKING\ water
[l]ISTENING TO\ Burn
[s]TARING AT\HTML codes
[f]EELING\tired but happy!

WHOOHOO! SUMMA! xD It's been awhile since I blogged.. -_-;;
Anyway! I get time to work on Intrigued, update Reflections, finally do some work for B&N, and finish my new project: Reminiscene. xP I will go work now. *bows* XD

[m]OOD\Happy!!!!!!!
Danielle recalled at 6:50pm

Bleh...
[m]AY 14 2004
[e]ATING\ coookies
[d]RINKING\ milk (dUH- cookies and milk!)
[l]ISTENING TO\ Milkshake (LOL, how ironic)
[s]TARING AT\fanfiction
[f]EELING\tired..

Well... I guess there's nothing I can do about YYH, but I AM glad that I'm done with my stupid project. x_x *sighs* Now, the BAD thing is that I just found out I have two MORE projects due in about two weeks. Oi...
Did I mention I hated working with Carmen? She's so straight forward, she NEVER thinks before she says anything. And she ends up being called a bitch by other people because she hurt their feelings without meaning to. And she complains to me about her grandma being straightforward. I'm just like- "Look who's talking.. -_-;;"

So... we're partners for the project that we turned in today. And so she tells me that she wishes that she has never picked me for a partner because my schedule sucks like hell and we can never meet. It's MY fault that we did the project kind of last minute. And guess what, our project was to make a newspaper during the civil war with all the actual newspaper feel and stuff... I made the paper look old by staining it with coffee. I wrote all the articles and whatnots that you see in your mainstream newspaper. I would go so far as to say that I did more than 2/3 of the work and she blames me for doing this project last minute. Can anyone get more unreasonable than that?

We were best friends last year because we stuck together a lot, but now I'm not sure anymore. I mean, all that crap about hanging out until we graduate is like... crap, basically. She's changed so much. I mean it's like a rule she has that states that she must say fuck, shit,, etc. every single day. Is that really neccessary? I mean, I don't mind hearing her say things, but some of the things she say is really nasty. Some of the things she say makes me think about how much she's changed. Everyone's "screwed" to her, and she probably says I am too, behind my back. But that's all right. Bitches rule. xD

The only real thing I'm upset about is how we used to be alike in so many ways, and how we're drifting apart now. I don't get my life. I don't get her.

Back to the project, NUH UH, I'm not done. >P
I don't mean she didn't do any work on our paper, I just mean that she did very little. She tells me something almost identical to this-
"We have to make this good so that Mr.Davenport will give us an A. This is my grade we're talking about here! My grade! *she laughs as if nothing matters*"
Sure, it's her grade. Her grade that I'm getting for her. It's important to get an A if it's her grade? Isn't this project my grade as well? Isn't it important for ME to get an A to pass the actual course? OF COURSE NOT! NOTHING ELSE IS IMPORTANT WHEN IT COME TO HER GETTING AN A!

You can't imagine how angry I was at her, but I kept silent. I'm like that.. when I'm angry, I give people the silent treatment. She, for some reason, either was completely oblivious to my anger, of she was just ignoring me, because she just went on chattering about her newspaper and her grade. I would have yelled at her with my wonderful language. :) But I didn't want to hurt her. She's my friend, after all, and I really, REALLY did not want to hurt her, no matter what happens. Because I'm getting the feeling that she doesn't know she annoys me at times, and she probably just thinks that we're getting along great. Well, we're not.

Yes, I am going through a stressful period in my life. Can you tell? If you guys actually read the whole thing, I love you for listening to my meaningless rambles. <3

[m]OOD\Pissed...
Danielle recalled at 9:45pm

dEAD
[m]AY 9 2004
[e]ATING\ air
[d]RINKING\ air
[l]ISTENING TO\ nothing
[s]TARING AT\ computer screen
[f]EELING\ like I'm gonna die.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I MISSED YYH! THE NEW EPISODES OF YYH THAT CARTOON NETWORK TAKES OFF AND PUTS BACK ON WITHOUT GIVING ANYONE ANY WARNING WHATSOEVER! *pantspants* Holy SHIT! It happened last night and I still haven't recovered.

So you know, it was just an everyday saturday night and we went out to eat. Came back at 9:10pm and I just figured that they didn't show it last week, they probably wouldn't show it this week. I forgot about it and started fiddling around with graphics. So then I turn around and I look at the clock and it says 9:55pm. So I figure, no biggie, let's just turn on the TV and check. So I check. Then I drop the damned remote control because guess what's playing? THE SECOND SEASON'S ENDING SONG! DAMN DAMN DAMN! I think (Don't really remember) that I just dropped on the floor and sat there for two hours straight. My mind was BLANK. DAMN CN FOR DOING THIS! I WAITED TO THAT EPISODE A WHOLE FUCKING YEAR AND THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS. I'm cursed I tell ya. Every single time they play an episode where Kurama fights, I miss it. I swear...

Like that time where he fights Genbu, I missed it and had to wait for three months for them to show it again. Then there was the time where he got turned into youko for the first time by that little dude with the idunn box, I missed that too. AND NOW I MISS HIS FUCKING FIGHT WITH KARASU. WTF HAVE I EVER DONE TO YOU????? *dies of frustration*

I should just go buy the series and watch every single episode until I die of watching.

But anyway... here's zee new bloggie with no links installed yet. Except for a few, lol
I'll probably get the links in by the end of the day...

[m]OOD\Pissed...
Danielle recalled at 9:45pm

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