The War Within

Awake I lie every night
Too afraid to close my eyes
For fear of the thought if I do
I hate the pain and the anguish I go through

The silence of the night
Deafening beyond belief
I stifle a scream
Oh why can't this be only a dream?

My heart beat is in overload
Blood coursing through my veins
I feel like I am dying inside
The limits of panic are undefined

Curled up ever so tight
Rocking mechanically back and forth
Fighting for my breath
Feel my heart pound out of my chest

With relentless hours passing
It gently subsides
An exhausted crumpled heap
Fatigue sets in...now I sleep

Tara Dalton 2004
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