Depressed

My heart feels dead
Void of any feelings
I'm numb all over
Tingling from head to toe
My thoughts are not for me
But for a life that could have been
You can't help but wonder
What she would have been like
Just another one of life's challenges
Testing me and pushing me to my limit!
When I get to this point
Up goes my white flag of surrender
This time, I've already surrendered.
And I don't care, I'm spent!
No energy left to fight
Don't want to run, don't want to fight anymore
So I'm waiting willingly
With open arms for depression
To completely over power me
If I get through it I get through it.
If I don't I don't
Doesn't matter to me anymore
Good-bye you don't have to remember me
Nothing to remember.

Tara Dalton 2004
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