Crying On The Inside Chapter 4
Michelle finished getting dressed and drove to Lance's
house. His house was huge. He had the biggest house of
them all. It was even on a hill and it was actually an
estate. Lance lived in a different section of the huge
house. It was just like he had his own apartment with
two bedrooms, a kitchen, a living room, and a
bathroom. It was near the pool and the he had maids to
come clean three times a week. They even shopped for
him. Michelle drove around back to Lance's section and
parked in his driveway. She went in and everyone else
was there.
"They were just about to watch the tape. Come sit
down," Heather motioned to her when she closed the
door behind her. There was huge bowl of chips and
pretzels on the table.
"What tape?" she asked sitting down next to JC
and kissed him.
"The performance we did at half time," Brianna
said coming from the kitchen and sitting on Joey's
lap.
"You had someone tape it?" Michelle asked
laughing.
"Yeah. We knew yall were gonna do something good
and we weren't able to see it so we had Roger tape
it," Joey said taking a handful of chips and started
to feed Brianna.
"We were wonderin why you girls were half naked
when we came back after halftime," Lance said
laughing.
They popped in the tape and it started to
replay their performance. The guys started to cheer
when they took off their sweat suits. When it was over
they clapped.
"That was great. Yall looked good in that
underwear," JC said laughing.
Heather's mouth dropped
open and pretended to be offended. She playfully
punched him on the arm. For a while they just sat and
talked about the game and watched videos. The guys
went into the kitchen and returned about two minutes
later. Lance tapped Heather's shoulder and she
followed him into his room. Joey did the same to
Brianna and they went into the other room. JC and
Michelle stayed on the couch. She nervously looked at
her watch but didn't really look at the time.
"You ready to go already?" JC asked her. She
looked at him smiling at her but then felt herself
relax. He looked so innocenet and sweet.
"No not yet," she said. He moved closer to her
and put his arms around her. She cuddled up in his
strong arms and wanted to stay there forever.
"You seem so tense," he said.
"I am a little," she answered. He moved her so
that she was laying on her stomach on the couch. He
massaged her shoulders and she felt herself relax to
his touch. He started at her shoulders and moved down
to her side and furhter over to the sides of her
breasts then he went to her lower back and worked his
way back up. He leaned over and whispered in her ear.
"Turn over," he said his lips touching her ear.
She did so not thinking much of it at first until JC
kissed her. Of course she loved his kisses but didn't
expect what happened next to happen. Before she
realized he was fully on top of her. He continued to
kiss her and then moved to her neck sucking gently.
She knew it would leave a mark even though it was
soft. She was getting worried and then JC moved down
and was between her breasts. His hands eased down to
the bottom of her shirt and tried to go up but she
stopped him.
He said nothing but kissed her again. She
wanted to stop but knew that he didn't so she let him
kiss her. She was actually afraid to say anything. But
when JC went to unbuckle her pants it scared her and
she finally said something.
"JC wait...." she started to say.
"Wait what? Don't you love me?" he said trying to
make her feel guilty. It worked and she didn't want to
hurt his feelings. Her head told her to be smart and
tell him no but her heart was to strong and told her
to give in to him. Since she didn't say anything he
started to lay her back down and she did so but not
really wanting to. They heard noises in the other
room. Michelle tried not to listen. Instead she used
this as a way to escape.
"It's getting late and I told my mother I
wouldn't be to long," she said getting up and going
toward the door. JC held and kissed her hand.
"See you tomorrow then?" he said. Michelle nodded
and leaned down to kiss him.
She made her way out the
door. She slipped into her car her heart pounding so
hard. 'That was so close' she thought to herself. She
rested her head on the steering wheel to catch her
breath. Why couldn't she just say no to him? she
wondered. She felt really strong feelings for him and
her feelings were just as strong about not having sex
until she was ready. She loved him so much and she
would tell him how she felt about the situation sooner
or later. She was lucky this time. Now everytime they
were together he would expect to do it. She had to
tell him because they might go all the way next time
and she probabaly wouldn't even stop him. She drove
out of the driveway making that promise to herself and
then wondering how he would react. Oh well she would
just have to see.
[chapter 5] [Crying on the Inside]
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