Crying On The Inside Chapter 17
Michelle tried to think of a way to cancel JC's plans.
There was nothing she could think of and before she
knew it he had pulled up in front of her house. She
walked slowly outside and got into his car. He leaned
over and kissed her. He headed towards his house but
remained quiet. Michelle sat there petrified. She was
to afraid to say anything. 'Speak up' a voice said.
'Tell him you don't want to do it' it told her.
"JC..." she said nervously. Her heart pounded so
much it felt like she would pass out.
"Yes?" he said. He smiled at her but didn't seem
to notice how afraid she was.
"I...um..." was all she was able to say.
"Just relax," JC said cutting her off." Relax and
it will be fine." He rubbed her shoulder and she
relaxed a little.
When they got to his house he led
her upstairs and she sat down on the bed. He sat next
to her and she tensed up. He told her to relax again
and started to massage her. Before she thought she
would give this a chance but now that it was actually
happening she got scared and couldn't bring herself to
relax. She felt him kiss her neck and slowly came
around to her mouth. She kissed him back. 'Just get it
over with' she heard Brianna's voice in her head. 'I
love you' she heard JC's voice say. She felt him
laying her down. When her head hit the pillow she
tensed up again. Again he told her to relax. He kissed
her and his hands felt freely down her body. She
wanted to take his hands off her but she kept them
down on the bed. He lifted her slowly and removed her
shirt. He felt on her breasts but she still didn't
stop him. He unbuttoned her shorts and removed them.
He got up and removed his shorts and shirt and laid on
top of her in his boxers. He kissed her and she felt
him harden between her legs. It brought her to reality
and she moaned out afraid that this was actually going
to happen. JC took this as her being turned on and
started to remove her panties. When they were off he
laid back on top of her and she felt him fully hard
and ready. All that was in the way was his boxer
shorts.
"I love you so much," he told her stroking her
hair. She couldn't say anything for fear she might
start to cry. She tensed up again and felt her stomach
tie up in knots. She felt sick all of a sudden and she
couldn't breath. He stood up and removed his boxers.
She looked at him in the darkness fully naked. What
might have turned her on before made her sick to her
stomach. She couldn't do it.
"JC...I..." she started to say. He laid on top of
her. He told her to relax. 'Oh god stop' she said in
her mind. Of course he didn't hear her. She felt him
against her ready for entry and the doorbell rang.
"Shit who is that?" he said getting up. He got
dressed in two seconds and ran downstairs. Michelle
lay there breathing hard. She realized she was
sweating and there were tears running down her cheeks.
She got up and got dressed her hands shaking the whole
time. JC came back upstairs.
"I'll take you home okay. Something came up," he
said angrily. She didn't have the strength to question
him or argue. She needed to get out of there. When he
pulled back up in front of her house he kissed her.
"Sorry we were interupted," he said. She opened
the door to get out. He held her arm. "I love you."
She said nothing but got out of the car and he drove
away. She jumped in her car and drove to Justin's
house.
Justin saw Michelle's car pull up in his driveway. He
ran downstairs to let her in. He opened the door and
she looked a mess. Her hair was a little messy and
there were tear streaks on her face.
"What happened to you?" he asked. She looked
hysterical and didn't speak. She looked into his eyes
and then passed out into his arms.
Michelle awoke and realized she was on Justin's bed.
He was sitting there. He turned and looked at her.
"I'm glad you woke up. Please tell me what
happened," he said holding her hand. She started to
cry and he held her.
"It almost happened," she said through her tears.
"I was so afraid and I didn't want to do it. But he
kept going and kept telling me to relax...I felt sick
after a while but he kept going..." she said still
crying. Justin held her and she held him tightly.
"Don't let go please," she said. And he didn't.
They fell aleleep together. They woke up the next
morning still in his bed.
"Oh no what time is it?" Michelle asked getting
up.
"It's 6:30. Damn my dad will be up here in a
minute," he said jumping up. He ran around his room
getting clothes and getting undressed.
"Justin!" Michelle whispered sharply. He turned
toward her.
"What?" he asked.
"Why are you getting undressed?" she asked.
"I have to be getting ready for school so my dad
can bring me. You have to leave now so he won't see
you," Justin said looking out his door.
"No just come with me. I'll bring you to school,"
she said.
"Okay. Give me a minute," he said. She heard him
finish getting ready and they left out the door and
went to her house.
"Stay here I'll be back in 15," she said and ran
in to get dressed and ready. Fifteen minutes later
they headed to school. They were not that late but
when the two of them got out of her car they were seen
by JC, Joey and Lance. Michelle did not like the looks
on their faces.
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