| =*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*= Baby you deserve much better What's the use in holding on Don't you see it's now or never 'Cause I just can't be friends Baby knowing in the end That I will love you more than that I won't say the words Then take them back (can't take 'em) Don't give loneliness a chance Baby listen to me when I say (hey) There's not a day that passes by I don't wonder why we haven't tried It's not too late to change your mind So take my hand Don't say goodbye =*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*=*= Justin got up from his bed and wiped away a few tears. He ripped the page out and folded it putting it in his pocket and then he put his diary back in his bedside table and decided it was time that he confronted Lynn about all his feelings. He got into his car and slowly drove over to her house. The rain was still coming down like cats and dogs. He finally got to Lynn?s driveway and pulled in next to the basketball hoop. He got out and ran up to the door and knocked twice. ?Coming,? He heard Crystal say. He put his left hand on his hip and took his right and brought it up across his forehead and through his blonde curls and down the back of his head as he turned and looked out at the front of the house at the lawn and his car. He looked quickly at the street and her paper box at the end of the driveway. He whipped around in a circle when Crystal opened the door. ?Justin?? Her voice trailed off. ?Look Crystal, you don?t need to invite me in and try to do the hospitality thing because I?m here to tell you something. It?s not easy so I would appreciate it if you wouldn?t say a thin till I?m done,? He started. He couldn?t look her in the eye. Justin put a hand inside his baggy blue pants. ?Justin, I?? ?No, Crystal,? He cut her off. ?I need to say this. I love you. I bet that you didn?t expect that to come out of my mouth. It?s a relief for you to know. I love you so much. You deserve so much more then what Ethan thinks he is giving you. Why don?t you just let go knowing that I love you, you won?t have to be alone. I can?t live without you, so it?s now or never. I will be there for all eternity to hold you, protect you and most of all love you, no matter what. I?m not Ethan; I won?t tell you that I love you and then rape you after a drinking binge. Please? listen to me. Take my hand, I won?t let go. God knows I have thought about you everyday and wondered why we never gave a shot at something good. Please?? Crystal eyes started dripping with tears. She was getting all choked up. ?Go,? She whispered. ?Ethan?? |
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