I mean, she uttered the words that made it final, so it must be the end, right? Well, not necessarily. In movies, the guy almost always gets a second chance. The girl comes crawling back and they live happily again. It always happens, so it has to happen at least once, otherwise they wouldn't write about it all the time, right?
Well, it never happened before when you went through this the first time. Remember? How you stayed in that single moment forever, dwelling on what seemed like the better moments. It's all bullshit when she never comes back. And, if she did come back, and you got the second chance. What makes you think that she will stay with you this time? What will be that magical force that makes the world of difference this time? She left you standing alone once, so what will keep her from doing it again? Obviously this is a sign that it won't work.
Not really, some of my friends have gone out with the same person a few times. They dumped the guy and then came crawling back soon after. I mean, it happened to one of my friends at least four times. She just kept coming back.
So? She came back. Big fucking deal! She left you once, that should be enough. If she keeps leaving you, why the hell would you want to stay with her? She would just be fucking with your head and all your emotions. What kind of bitch who would do that would you want to go out with more than once?
She wasn't a bitch though. If she came back, she wouldn't mess around with my emotions, I know she wouldn't, because she's not like that. She would come back because she liked me, and she would stay with me. If she came back, then it would be because she knew that we were supposed to be together... just like I know in my heart that it was meant to be.
Meant to be? Are you even listening to a fucking word I am saying? She left you once, that should be enough to show you that it wasn't meant to be! Honnestly, what the fuck is wrong with you? I know it hurts, but you have to move on, you can't dwell on this forever. She hurt you once, don't let her hurt you again.
You just don't understand. I know we are supposed to be together. I mean, it just has to be. I wouldn't have liked her this much if it wasn't. I mean, she still likes me, she even said so. Why shouldn't I dwell on all this? I want her to come back, and if she likes me, what's keeping her from coming back to me? I know if i could just say one magical sentence, or one magical word, it would change it all. It would make her see everything in a better light. I know how our relationship could have worked, and I wanted it to. Maybe she just hasn't seen how it could work. Maybe she just needs me to show her.
Maybe that could be it, but you are young, do you honnestly think you are going to spend the rest of your life with her if she does come back? She doesn't think so, otherwise she would have stayed with you. Even if she stayed with you, only 4% of all high school relationships turn into marriage. Even further, only a select few of those marriages work out. Think logically for a second! It just wasn't meant to be. You will find someone else.
I don't want to find someone else! You don't get it. I want to ber with her, and I have a feeling I was meant to be with her.
Ok, well, if you two were meant to be together, then why aren't you together right now? Why did she dump you? Why hasn't she come back yet? You two have been broken up for over a month now, and she hasn't come back. What makes you think she will come back?
Because I love her, and I just know that she will. She has to, okay? She just does.
(Phone rings)
Well, aren't you going to answer the phone?
Yeah, but give me a minute.
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