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| Rant Five: Stupid I guess this particular rant goes out to a person I know. (Rea-Lynn) No, she's not my friend, I don't know her well enough. And to put it frankly, from what I do know about her, I wouldn't want to be her friend anyway. I know what I'm about to say qualifies as either talking shit behind her back, or mindless bitching. But you've been reading all my other mindless bitching (rants) so why not add another one? I'm corrently going to refur my subject as Lynn. She is a gril I know, in grade nine. I met her threw my boyfriend Andrew. She has long brown hair, and her eyes are always puffy like she's been crying, she's short and carries on a weak conversation. Anyway, last week I saw Lynn in the hallway, eyes completely red, face blotched, and cheeks damp. I asked what as the matter, as I would to anyone else in that position. And she simply replid "everything" and began to explain the trouble she was having in both of her afternoon classes. (Social Stuides (S1) and Math (S1)) And that she was prolly going to end up failing both of them, and re-taking the course. Understandable, I only assumed she was one of those girls who cared deeply about their studies. I dismissed it as typical teen problems. (Although she did seem to exaggerate them a bit) And there where other small insidents that kept on forcing my oppinion to change about her. Like the way she went on about her parties, her troubles with her family, her job, her friends, etc... Most of which seemed to be a little bit of an attention grabber. For all of the topics just listed, she seemed to either complain about, or had some very odd and improbable story that ended up with her getting hurt in some way or another. Today she really pushed my buttons. I do believe it was Monday I saw her in the office, and she showed me her wrist. It looked like a cat stratch. Not only where the two cuts very small and faint, but they where only deep enough to draw blood. She claims she tried to kill herself, that morning, and Sunday night. Would you believe me when I tell you I don't believe her? Today, I was sitting on the bleechers, minding my own business, watching the football game, when Lynn approached me. She sat down beside me and started talking. To put it bluntly, I didn't enjoy her company at that moment. She went on to say how she did infact try to kill herself, how she got kicked out of her house, and how she was going to try to kill herself again. Not 10 feet away she saw someone she knew. She shuoted to them (and I quite to the best of my recolection) Lynn: "Guess what ______?" ???: "What?" Lynn: "I cut my wrist last night." Excuse me... But speaking from as a recovered depressant/suicidal intender/cutter I found it very odd how if she truly wanted to kill herself, she went around telling everyone she wanted to. If you really wished your life to end, why would you go around telling everyone about it? For people to tell other people, for the unwanted attention you'd be getting, for the shrunks help you wouldn't want, for the chance of them putting you in Selkirk... She's pathetic. I can't believe she would do such a thing, and in case you haven't noticed, she's doing it for attention. Which is something I very much dislike in a human feature. There is a line between expressing yourself and your ideas and gloating/asking for attention. She is far off that line, much farther into the attention side. This girl, has given me a new sense of dispite. No only do I want to kill her to end my missery, but I want to kill her to end everyone else's aswell. I can't stand her in the slightest way. For the short time I've seen her character in act, I've wanted to punch her face in the majority of the time. No one who truely wants to die would tell strangers about it. Not only that but they wouldn't go around showing everyone their scratch makrs. Lynn if your reading this, the best way to end your life is to heat up a steak knife with a lighter, slice your wrists diagolonally, and then O.D on painkillers and alcohol. |
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