EXCERPT 5: (from CHAPTER 11)  

Out in the bay on Sarmiento’s ship the men waved slowly. Many of them sensed the gloom ashore and shivered. The abyss that they were sliding into suddenly became apparent. A murkiness that spread. Sarmiento perceived the damage and screamed to one of the African slaves who was a trumpeter:

             “Blow ! Blow !”

             The slave took a deep breath, filled his cheeks and his horn blurted. Then cannons were let off. Sarmiento ordered other crew members to raise their own standards and pennants and signal back to the snaking flags ashore. A ceremony which made even the cynics clap. It was a slow dribble at first, but with a steady increase of momentum, until they all erupted with a stirring cheer. Rational despair was mitigated and the harbour-prophets-of-doom began to dance and scream while, on the ship, sailors assumed a hero’s role, racing to and fro, tugging at ropes, yelling, waving, becoming monkey-men clambering up stiff masts:

             “Let out the top-sail!”

             Hunched figures in rufous coats mopped the worn and wrinkled decks:

             “Heigh my hearties, get to’t lads!”

             And the Gemini-fleet slapped the sea...

 

I flung myself outwards to get an objective look. There the ships became more decrepit than inspiring. Dark, egg-shaped hulls, stained and draped with green, furry folds. And the design of them seemed hopeless. Tiny, rough and rounded vessels, bulging, pregnant bellies that were ample in width but short on length. Bobbing eggs, they were, difficult to manage and manoeuvre, so easy to crack and break apart. Tall towers fore and aft threatened to tip the ships over rather than guarantee any stability. They advanced clumsily, only as well as such egg-ships could, according to the winds, which were always encouraged:

             “Blow!” the crew yelled, to either their African trumpeter or some invisible cherubim angels: “Blow!...”

             But if there had been statisticians they would have known the grim odds that I had seen - eighty per cent chance that the ships would sink...

 

EXCERPT 6: (from CHAPTER 11)  

The sea was calm except for the occasional swell, pushing a wave into the cutting bow, or thumping the hull’s belly and splashing over the side. The sky was cloudless - a mid-afternoon sun, scorching hot. The slight breeze was hardly refreshing. Most of the crew were in an empty-bellied siesta attitude, bemoaning the famished nature of their laziness. It was too hot and they were too weak to work. So they waited for the sun to drop. 

             In direct contrast - a group of tireless cabin-boys, animated by adult weakness, were out to play, chasing each other. Running legs and little slapping feet drew a dull echo from the hull. It was a shouting, squealing game, a desperate pursuit and escape. A jumping, swinging, climbing, hiding joy. Reality for those boys revolved around a wonderful-terrible fear-lust of the tag. The ship itself became immaterial. The slaps or kicks received from grizzly sailors were irrelevant.

             Then with the dropping sun the shadows rose, the game stopped and the boys and men were put to work. Scrubbing, hauling. But with the sun’s retreat the slight breeze also choked, until each breath died away and everything became deathly still. Arms slowed and legs moved as if weighted with bricks of lead. And the dusk brought a strange and ruddy cloud that seemed to pull all attention as it rolled toward them. The slow, hardly discernible unfolding of a mist spreading from south to north, girding the whole western horizon. It was a turbid strip of vapour that looked like a long line of salebrous coast. When the full-moon rose, veiled by that fog, it became a crimson orb hanging to starboard, reflecting a bloody hue over the dead-calm ocean which was more transparent than usual. Gallego thought that he could actually see the bottom, and he dropped the lead in again and again, searching for an impossible sounding.

             Mendaña struggled aboard the Capitana, arriving for the scheduled meeting. He was glad this time to have changed ships, Gregorio Gonzalez and Don Pedro Ortega had been driving him crazy with their barbarisms.  But once he had lifted himself he became transfixed by the glowing sea and eerie atmosphere, and instead of going to Sarmiento’s cabin he went up to the poop, to Catoira, who was staring silently at the hardly functional flicker of a fading candle. The writer gasped, ignorant of Mendaña’s presence. Sarmiento was also on deck and riveted: -  The Terra Incognita - he recalled - has the form of a dream – and he felt his soul shudder.

             The whole ship was lulled into a silent trance. But this was suddenly broken by a splash of grim reality - a cabin-boy running, then slipping on the mist-moistened half-deck, fell on his arse, slid, and, as the ship rolled with a sudden swell, he was propelled under the rail and vomited into the ocean.

             Hernán Gallego saw the sliding blur and heard the plop:

             “Man overboard !” he yelled, holding up a lantern and pointing to starboard.

             Everyone picked themselves up, shook a dream out of their heads and scurried to the rails, leaning out to stare into what had suddenly become a pitch black sea. No sooner had he fallen than the encroaching fog smothered the ship, blinding them to all trace. No moon-light penetrated anymore, their own lanterns only managed to illuminate a feeble radius beyond which there was absolutely no visibility. Perception of the exterior was reduced to a shrill and tremulous:

             “Help me...”

             The crew murmured:

             “Who is it ?”

             Then another child’s voice:

             “It’s Ceballos, señor.”

             And one of the officers:

             “My boy !”

             But it was like looking into a black wall.

             “Put out the lights !” someone shouted: “Perhaps we’ll see better,” and all flames went quickly out.

             The desperate voice in the sea persisted and they used their ears to perceive direction of motion:

             “Towards the stern !”

             Some candles were lit again, briefly, to locate lines and hawsers, hurl them overboard in order to fish for the invisible lad.

             “Hang on boy !” but none of the ropes had reached him. Then someone threw a chicken-coop full of birds:

             “Swim !” they yelled: “Swim to the chickens.” But the boy’s voice faded:

             “Help me...” and the chickens’ squawks also suddenly stopped. The Capitana filled with a murmuring hum:

             “We’re drifting away from him.”

             Until another noise, a creek, a splash, and light. Horror - Mendaña:

             “My ship !”

             It was lit up like a Christmas-tree. Lanterns hanging from bowsprit and yardarms. Each light with a double halo, one orange, one blue. Caught in a current or pushed by a freak breeze, the contrast with their own stillness made it seem to be flying straight at them:

             “Our lights !” they shouted: “They can’t see us !” and the ocean filled with their roars, roars which came back from the Almiranta:

             “There’s a ship there ! Fie lads ! We’re gonna hit !”

             A mighty groan as the Almiranta’s hull lifted sharply. A sudden swell grabbed, pushing it, so that it seemed to fly directly in front of them. The boys on board screamed. Riggings were reached for. Rope, burning the fingers and palms of desperate hands:

             “We’re done !”

             The ship lurched, they fell. The Almiranta had nudged the Capitana’s bowsprit. An ominous scraping sound. Timber creaked, cracked:

             “Hang on, lads !”

             Men staggered as both ships righted themselves. At first their relief seemed to blow across each boat like a sigh. This dissipated into a silent stillness, broken by Gregorio Gonzalez’s rasping voice from the Almiranta’s poop:

             “Where’s yer lights!? Fie!!”

             Mendaña yelled back to his pilot:

             “We’ve lost a boy!”

             And the rest of the Capitana’s crew forgot about the fear of collision and rushed to the rails again. Hands were cupped over ears, gradually discerning faint shouts coming back to them:

             “I can’t hear you...” it whined: “Where are you ?”

             “Turn the ship,” screamed Gallego, and then, clambering into a dinghy: “I need two oarsmen and a steersman... Come on ! Move lads !” and finally: “Lower the dinghy !”

             Arms tugged and the little boat went down onto the liquid surface. Oars were out, pushing away from the hull, rowing into the pitch heart of blackness, disappearing into - a miracle.

             The watch at the beak was the first to sight it, and screamed. Unbearably uncanny. Some of them actually ran when they saw it and hid themselves in the ship’s hull. Catoira reached out for Sarmiento’s hand:

             “Am I mad !”

             Sarmiento took the hand and squeezed it:

             “If you are, we are both. Mad - or damned.”

             It was as if a spirit had been born in the blackness. A bright, glowing teardrop of light, like the flame of a massive candle, fulgent through the dense, opaque gloom that enshrouded them. Emitting a noise - a high-pitched ringing. The brilliance of it increased until they were all squinting, their flat hands shading their eyes. A unified gasp until it dimmed again and the blackness returned.

             The boy was unconscious, but alive. Hands reached for him. They wrapped him in a blanket, carried him to Sarmiento’s bunk. Then a circle gathered around Gallego, as he prepared to tell his tale - how the light had appeared, through the fog, directly over the floundering youth, its powerful beam revealing the lad slumped over the bobbing chicken-coop:

             “If that was not a supernatural emanation, then God don’t exist.”

             The audience gaped as the boy spluttered back into brine-vomiting consciousness, and while the ocean spluttered out of his lungs and splattered on the deck the priests fell to their knees, to pray. Sarmiento pinched himself:

             “Am I awake ? Or are we all dead ?”

 

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