*Mage's fic*
Troubled
Mage
(CHAPTER 3)
TROUBLED Pt 9
Billie had convinced you to go and watch his band, Green Day, perform. They performed for you and a group of friends who had came by to watch them perform. When they finished performing, you sat there, mouth open and surprised.
� Wow!� you heard Jakob shout from behind you, � you guys are awesome!� Billie looked at you. � What you think?� he asked, a sign of nervousness in his voice. You smiled, remembering what he had told you the day your band played for his. � It was really good, totally original. Never heard anything like it.� He must have remembered too, because he began to laugh. You smiled and laughed along with him. They played a few more songs, and you enjoyed every one of them.
A few days later, you were lying in bed when the phone rang. You answered it, with Narie yelling in your ear. � Hey Trin, wanna go hang at the mall? We haven�t seen you in a long time!� You held the phone a few inches away from your ear due to the blare. � Narie, turn that fucking phone of yours down chick!� � Do you wanna go to the mall!!?� she shouted to agitate you. � YES!� you yell back, and hang up the phone.
You met up with Narie and Kaya at the mall. Kaya hugged you tightly. � Long time no see! Ever since you and Billie Bob moved together, we�ve been seeing less and less of you!� � I�m sorry, I�ll try and keep in touch better,� you said sarcastically, � oh, and by the way, his name is Billie Joe.� � Billie Bob, Billie Joe, it�s all the same to me!� You both laughed together. Narie and Kaya were like your sisters; you all grew up together, and did anything and everything for each other. You had stopped to get a bite to eat, and now were looking at a t-shirts in Hot Topic (ok, the store might not have been around back then, I dunno, but oh well!). You and Kaya were looking at t-shirts. You .pulled out a t-shirt of Operation Ivy. � That shirt�ll look real nice on you, Squirt.� You and Kaya jumped and turned around.
Billie had startled you. � What!?� he said, and grinned. � I didn�t know you were gonna be here,� he said, pulling on your belt. � Didn�t tell you I was gonna be here,� you say, pushing him off. You both laugh, and then you realize Kaya was standing right next to you. Your smile faded slightly at the looks that Kaya was giving you. � Hi Bill,� said Kaya, glancing up at Billie. � Hello, Kaya,� he said, looking up at the ceiling. She jabbed him in the stomach. He laughed. � I knew it. I knew it all along.� She leaned next to Billie and asked, � How�s the sex, Bill?� Though she meant it as a joke, Billie still answered. � It�s great! Thanks for asking!� Kaya�s eyes widened slightly at the answer, but you grabbed her arm and pulled her to another shirt rack. You bought the Operation Ivy shirt, and walked outside the store. � Heads up!� called Billie, as he threw a bag at you. You caught, and opened it. You pulled out a green shirt that said, �HANDS OFF!! MY BOYFRIEND�S MINE!!� You laughed. Kaya and Narie glanced at each other, and looked at you. Billie winked at you, and you just stuck your tongue out at him. He frowned and put his head up. � Trinity Dirnt, if you can�t take my great sexiness, than just don�t look at me!� You stopped in your tracks and glared at Billie. He just smiled. You sighed, and shook your head. The rest of the day, you guys just hung around the mall.
TROUBLED Pt 10
FF SEVERAL WEEKS: Oh, sick, sick, and did I mention sick! You woke up, and ran to the bathroom and threw up. You had been sick like that all week. And what was even worse was that you were three weeks late. Billie hadn�t gotten up yet, so you went to the living room and sat down on the couch. You leaned your head back and looked at the ceiling. Could you really be�
� Trin?� Billie walked into the room and sat next to you. � You okay, Trinity?� You sighed and shook your head no. � I�ve been so sick all this week,� you mumbled, and leaned your head back again. Knowing there was more to it, Billie asked, � Is that all that�s wrong?� You sighed even deeper and shook your head again. � No, it�s not,� you said, � I�m late, Billie�� He looked confused for a moment, but when he realized what you ment, his eyes widened. � You mean� you might�� You nodded, and rubbed your forehead. He stood, and said, � I�ll be right back.�
He came back, and handed you a box. You looked at the box, than back up at him. � Kaya had given it to me. I�m not sure why�� He rubbed the back of his head. You knew he was uncomfortable, but you nodded, and ran to bathroom, to take the pregnancy test. You came out and sat next to him. � We�ll have to wait for a little while for the results.� You sighed deeply. Billie looked at you, placed his hand on your shoulder and said, � Trin, if you really are pregnant� it means we�re gonna be parents!� � Yeah,� you mumbled. You looked at him, and were surprised to see a smile on his face. � Trinity, I know we can do this!� he said excitedly. Your eyes widened. � You mean� you want to have kids?� His smile widened. � I� I guess I do! I mean, we�ve know each other for so long, and Trinity, I care about you so much! I�ll be here for you,� he placed his hand on your stomach, � and the baby.� � But, we don�t know yet.� � Well, go find out!� You got up and checked the test. � OH GOD!� you shouted. Billie jumped up and ran into the room. � What!!?� he shouted. You looked at him and showed him the test. � Two pink lines�� you said under your breathe. � So�� he said, holding his hands out, � that means�?� � Billie�I�m pregnant!!� At first, Billie just stood there. You were wondering if he was reconsidering what he said. You hung your head. � I�m sorry Billie,� you mumbled, slowly beginning to cry. But then, you were suddenly in the air, being spun around. � Trinity, that�s wonderful!� he said, holding you tight, � don�t ever be sorry!!� He rubbed your tears away, and kissed you deeply. � I think I better go to the doctor, just to make sure.� He nodded, and grinned from ear to ear. He then took you the doctor center.
You sat in the room, fidgeting on the seat, waiting for the doctor to come see you. You had had to put on a white gown, which was quite uncomfortable, but you put up with it. Finally, the doctor came in. � Hello Miss Dirnt. I am Dr. Taylor.� It was a female doctor. You looked at Billie, who sighed in relief. He was worried you would see a male doctor, a crazy-perverted male doctor. You smiled at him warmly. � Well,� said Dr. Taylor, � you want to check if you�re really pregnant, hmm?� You nodded and hung your head. Dr. Taylor smiled and put her hand your shoulder. � It�s alright. Ok, so, I�m going to have to get a blood sample,� she said, getting a siring out of the drawer. You heard Billie gasp slightly. He had a huge fear of needles. She took you blood, and said, � I�ll be back with the results in a few minutes.� And she left.
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�Ok! I have the results.� The doctor walked back in the room. � Congratulations, Miss Dirnt, you�re pregnant.� Billie jumped up and hugged you. You both left the doctor�s office, and he walked you to the car, and opened your door for you. He pulled you close to him and kissed you. � I can�t believe it! I�m gonna be a dad!� he said happily, and you both went home.
Billie made you go with him to another one if his band�s practices. They had gotten ten times BETTER than the last time you heard them. Billie and Mike had made up a few crazy moves, jumping around the stage, that made you laugh hysterically. Billie was planning on telling Mike about you being pregnant, and you were hesitant to let him, but you knew you had tell your older brother he was going to be an uncle sooner or later. Billie sand 2000 Light Years Away, just for you, cause he knew it was your favorite song, and he was concentrating on you the whole time, causing you to look away and blush like crazy. After they were finished, you stepped outside, and waited to hear Mike blow his head off at Billie when he told him the news. You sat on the curb, staring up at the darkening sky. Billie came out, and sat next to you. � How�d he take it?� � Well, Tre squealed about it like a little girl, and Mike said, � I knew it! I saw it coming! Just take care of �er I�ll tear you a new one!�.� He said, trying his best to impersonate Mike. You laughed. You grabbed his hand and said, � Oh well.� He smiled, and kissed you on the cheek. � Did you like us today?� he asked. You nodded. � Yup. You guys have sure gotten crazy. But, it suits you,� you said leaning on his shoulder. He leaned his head on yours and sighed. � Damn�� � What?� you said, fumbling with his fingers. � I can�t believe I�m gonna be a dad�� You sat up and looked at him. � I can. I know you�ll be a wonderful father.� He smiled, and kissed you again. He laughed and said, � And you�ll be the best damn mother in the whole world.� You laughed along with him. He stood, and brought you up with him, and walked with you back inside to see Mike and Tre.
When you two went home, all you wanted to do was sleep; and that�s exactly what you did. But as you lay down, you felt Billie lay next you, and wrap his arms around you. You turned and buried your head in his chest. � I love you, Trinity, more than you can ever know.� You closed your eyes, and slowly slipped into sleep.
Billie�s POV: I don�t believe it! The girl I�ve been in love with for as long as I can remember, is carrying my kid! I can�t believe I�m gonna be a dad! But� what am I gonna do now? � Ya know what��will you marry me?� isn�t sounding so bad right now�But� Oh, Trinity, what should I do? I just don�t know what to do! I guess I�ll have to wait and see�
TROUBLED Pt 12
In the middle of the night, you woke up with your stomach hurting beyond belief. At first you were worried that something was wrong, but you remembered that doctor told you it was normal to have stomachaches and such. You sat up, only to be hit hard with a dizzy spell. Billie had woken up, and caught you as you fell back. He laid you down, and he leaned over you. � You okay?� he asked, rubbing your forehead. � Trin,� he said, keeping his hand on your forehead, � you have a fever.� � Great,� you mumbled and pulled the covers under your chin. � But I�m freaking!� you said. � Trin you�re so warm. I�m sure you�re just--- Trin, you�re shivering.� You looked at your hand. He was right; your hand was shacking. You moaned and covered up even more. He wrapped his arms around you and pulled you close, tucking your head under his chin. You couldn�t stop shivering, but were thankful for his warmth. He frowned. � Trin, I�m so sorry,� he said, and pushed his face into your hair. � Why?� you asked shakily. � This is my fault.� � How is it your fault?� you asked, pushing away to look up at him. He looked away and said, � I knocked you up�� You smiled, and buried your head in his chest. � Billie, it�s okay. I�m happy to be here with you. And to be pregnant.,� you said with a small laugh. � Really? Well, that just means your stuck with me. I�m not letting you go anywhere with my kid,� he said, tightening his grip on you. You smiled, and fell back asleep.
You were sitting on the couch, watching the tv, with your hand on you slowly swelling stomach. You were now three months along. Billie, Mike, and Tre had all gone out to finish recording their CD Kerplunk, and you were home alone. Narie and Kaya were going to come by again, as they had everyday after they found out about you being pregnant. But, for now, you just sat there, staring at the tv, watching Rocko�s Modern Life (I love that cartoon ^^ ) Then, you heard a knock at the door. � There they are! Finally!� you said, as you jumped up, and answered the door. But, it wasn�t Narie or Kaya.
� Emily!?� you cried, throwing your arms around your long time friend. Emily had moved away a few years ago. You and her were wonderful friend, and you both grew up together. But you knew that she had a drug problem, and that was why she left; to go and get help. � Hey Trin! I missed you so much!� she cried happily, hugging you tight. � I�ve missed you too! It�s so great to see you after so long!� You invited her inside, and you both sat down on the couch to talk. She told you that the rehab center was nice, and she ad gotten enough help. You then noticed the bag in her hand. She picked it up and placed in her lap. � I came back to town to live with my brother. But, he changed his mind.� She cleared her throat, and tightened her grip on her bag. � I� I was wondering� if, maybe---?� You grabbed her hand and squeezed it. � I�m positive that you can stay here. Billie will let you. You do remember Billie, right?� � Two Dollar Bill? Who could forget him!? You live with him!!?� she asked, astonished. � More than that!� you said, placing your hand on your stomach. � He knocked you up to!?� she shouted. You pushed her shoulder, but you just laughed about it.
When Billie got home, you asked him about Emily. � Sure, she can stay,� he said, � as long as she doesn�t try anything. I remember how she��� � Please!� she shouted, looking disgusted. � I wouldn�t try ANYTHING on you! One, you�re not good-looking anymore. And two, Trin would probably kill me!� Billie pretended to be hurt by her insult, but they both ended up laughing about it.
(CHAPTER 4)
TROUBLED Pt 13
Emily had stayed with you for about a week now. It was amusing. She constantly got in word fights wit Billie, all the time. But, you noticed she wasn�t looking so well. She had been addicted to cocaine and heroine, and you were wondering about her. One day, you got up the courage to ask her if she was still doing those drugs. She just got mad, and yelled, � I told you! I�m clean, Trin, okay?� You just nodded, and left her alone as she stormed out.
Later that night, you were sleeping soundly, but a loud thud jutted you awake. You sat up, and looked at the clock. 3:45 am. � What�s wrong?� Billie sat up next to you. � Something fell in the living room or something.� You both got up and walked into the living room. What you saw made you scream.
� Emily!!� You ran to help her. Emily was lying on the floor, foaming at the mouth. She had over-dosed on heroine. You and Billie rushed her to the hospital.
You and Billie were sitting in the waiting room, when Mike, Tre, Narie, and Kaya walked in. � How is she?� asked Mike. Mike and Emily had been great friends ever since they were babies. � We don�t know,� you said � They�re still getting that crap out of her system,� added Billie. As you were sitting there, a couple ran into the emergency room. � Help!� you heard the man yell. � My wife! Something�s wrong with the baby!� You suddenly recognized the couple. � Matt!!� He turned at the sound of his name. � Trinity!?� You ran up to him. � Oh God! Rachel! What happened!?� � I think she�s going into premature labor!� Billie ran over, wondering what was going on. � Matt? What�s going on? What happened?� Rachel let out a moan of pain and grabbed her stomach. Finally, a doctor and couple of nurses ran out the help them. They took Rachel into a room, leaving Matt out with you. � I�m going with them,� he said, � I�ll let you know what happens.� You hugged him tight, and he ran off. You then heard Billie gasp. You turned and looked up at him. There was a great look of fear in his eyes. � Billie? Are you okay?� � Trinity,� he started, � What if� what if that was you?� he asked, � What if, we lose the baby? Or, worse� what if I lose you!?� You gasped when you saw tears fall from his eyes. � Billie, no! Nothing�s going to happen!� You hugged him, and held you tight, not wanting to let you go. � I�m scared, Trinity.� � I am too� but I promise, you will never lose me. Or the baby.� You then went back, and sat with the others.
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Then, the doctor who had been working on Emily walked out. Everybody stood to greet him. � How is she?� you asked, grabbing Billie and Mike�s hands. The doctor shook his head. � There was nothing we could do. I�m terribly sorry.� Mike exploded. � What do you mean there was nothing you could do!? There was a hellava lot of stuff you could do, you fucking idiot!! You could�ve saved her!! You��� Billie and Tre grabbed him, and the doctor ran off. You walked up to him, and wrapped your arms tightly around him. Than your brother did something you�ve never seen him do; he cried.
Mike left with Tre, Narie, and Kaya, and you told him you�d go by to see him later. Than, you saw Matt walk out. You and Billie walked up to him, hoping for good news. � How is she, Matt?� He hung his head. � She�� he sobbed, � She didn�t make it�� You placed your hand over your mouth, and felt tears forming in your eyes. � But,� Matt continued, causing you to look up again, � They did save the baby.� You hugged him again, and said, � That�s good. But, I�m terribly sorry about Rachel.� He nodded, and rubbed his eyes. � At least I have our son.� � So, it was a boy?� you asked, trying to lighten things, although you knew it wasn�t going to work. He nodded. � I�m gonna stay here with him. You guys should go and get some rest. I heard about Emily. I�m sorry, so very sorry.� You nodded. � Take care Matthew.� He nodded, and you both went outside to Billie�s beat up mustang.
As you both sat in the car, Billie turned to you. � Trinity, if that were to happen to you� I�LL be the one downing a bottle of pills! I won�t be able to go on without you!� � Oh, Billie!� you said, wrapping your arms around him. He cried into your hair, and you cried too. All the troubles were taking it�s toll on you both. � Billie, never, ever do that! Billie, you have to promise me, if something were to happen to me, which I promise will not, you will never do what I did. Never take pills as I did. Promise me, Billie!� He nodded and said, � I promise, Trinity.� And he held you, as you both cried even more. You than felt his lips against yours, and you kissed him softly back. He then deepened it. Billie had never kissed you like this; it was so caring� so needing. � I�ll� never� leave� you!� he said in between kisses. He than pulled away from you. � Trinity, now I want you to promise me something.� � What?� you asked. And what he said next made your heart stop. � Promise me you�ll stay with me forever.� You nodded. � I promise, Billie.� He smiled, and pulled you into another kiss.
TROUBLED Pt 15
You had been sitting in the living room with Narie and Kaya, when you heard slamming and shouting coming from the other room. You looked at Narie and Kaya, who both shrugged. You stood, and walked to the kitchen door, with Narie and Kaya behind you. You could hear Billie and Mike hollering on the other side. You opened the door and walked in. Billie slammed his hand on the table. � Mike, that wasn�t your fault!� � Than why�d he go and do it!? Explain that Billie!!� You were missing something here. � What�s going on?� you asked quietly. � NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!!!� Mike shouted at you. You jumped a little, and retreated to the doorway. Billie jumped to your defense. � Don�t yell at her. She has a right to know.� � What? Billie,� you asked, looking worriedly at him, � what�s going on?� � It�s about Matthew. Remember the other night?� You nodded. � Well, Matt�� he sighed deep, and placed his hand on his forehead, � he, committed suicide the other night.� You covered your mouth. � What!? Why!!?� � It�s my fault!� shouted Mike, � I didn�t stop him! I was right there with him!� � But Mike, you didn�t know what he was gonna do! C�mon man, you had no idea! You can�t blame yourself for everything!� � I gave him the pills! I thought he could use them, to at least calm him down, not really cause any harm! I should�ve known better!� � Mike,� you said softly, placing your hand on his arm, � it�s not your fault. It was his decision. And like Billie says, you couldn�t have known.� Mike snorted, and pulled away. � Look who�s talking. You�d probably tell him to commit suicide! I know how your head works!� Your brother must have lost his mind! � Mike, what the hell is wrong with you!?� shouted Billie. � Hey, leave me the fuck alone you dick! You fucked her up, you bastard! You both fucked everything up!� He then swung at Billie. Billie moved, and Mike then turned to you. He swung at you. You screamed, but Billie caught Mike, and pulled him back, slamming him on the table. Mike and Billie both thrashed around, swinging and punching. You shook your head, covered your ears, and shouted, � STOP IT!!! STOP IT RIGHT NOW!!� Billie and Mike both fell to the floor, still fighting. You grabbed Mike and pulled him off Billie. He turned and punched you in the face, sending you flying. Then, he and Billie both froze. Narie and Kaya both gasped. He had busted your cheek wide open.
You stood, wobbling around. You walked to the table, across where Billie and Mike were. � Please,� you said shakily, � I beg you, stop!! STOP!!� you shouted. Then, something hit you. You grabbed your stomach, and placed your hand on the table to keep you from falling. � Trinity?� asked Billie. � Help�� you cried, as the darkness fell over you, and you fell to the floor.
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� Trinity, please wake up! Please!� you heard a familiar voice say. You slowly opened your eyes. � Trin?� Billie was sitting by your side, holding your hand tight. � What happened?� you asked, closing your eyes again. The pain from before was gone, but was replaced with a major pain in your head. But, then you opened your eyes when you remembered. � The baby!� you shouted. � Calm down, calm down! The baby�s okay!� Billie held onto you, and calmed you down. You then realized that you were lying in a hospital bed, with an IV in your arm. You looked around the room, and noticed that you were hooked to a heart monitor for the baby. � Billie,� you asked, turning to him, � what happened?� � Trinity,� he started slowly, � you went into premature labor. They stopped it before your water broke.� You gasped. � I�m so sorry!� he said, hugging you close. � It was my fault! I��� � No, it was my fault.� Mike walked in. � I started this.� He walked up to you. � Trinity,� he started, tears welling up in his eyes, � please, forgive me!� He hugged you tight, tears streaming from his face. � I never wanted this to happen to you! I�m sorry!! I just---�� � It�s okay Mike,� you reassured him. � I promise to never do that again to you!!� � I know you won�t,� you said, smiling warmly at your older brother. He hugged you again. � Bill,� he said, turning to Billie, � man, I�m so sorry! I didn�t mean to be a total ass!� � Aw, it�s alright. I�m used to it.� They both laughed, and shook hands. You smiled, and were glad that things had gotten better� for now.
You were still in the hospital, so they could monitor you and the baby. Billie was outside talking to Dr. Taylor, who had been the one that checked you in. He came back in, and he didn�t look to happy. � What?� you asked, sitting up in bed. � Trin,� he started, his eyes slowly filling with tears, � there�s a chance you might miscarry� a HUGE chance�� You fell back down, and stared up at the ceiling. He walked over next to you. � Trinity?� � No�� you said, tears streaming down your face. � NO! NO!!� He grabbed you, and calmed you down. � Trinity�� No, you thought. You couldn�t lose your baby. Why did this have to happen?
The next day, you couldn�t open your eyes, but you could feel people rushing around you. And you could here people calling you, and people yelling things you could make out. You listened for Billie, but couldn�t hear him. What was going on? Then you smell a strong scent of blood around you. You suddenly realized; something was wrong with the baby! You wanted to open your eyes, but you couldn�t. Breathing was even harder, but you noticed you had an oxygen mask on. You finally managed to open your eyes, and saw Dr. Taylor standing over you. Noticing you were awake, she told you, � Trinity, do you know what�s happening?� You shook your head, and found that it was in great pain, along with most of your body. � Trinity, you need to listen to me. You may have just miscarried�� Whatever else she said, you didn�t here, because the darkness overwhelmed you�
(CHAPTER 5)
TROUBLED Pt 17
You opened your eyes, and found that you were standing in a pitch-black room. � Where am I?� you asked aloud. You looked around hoping to see someone familiar, or anything familiar! But then, a light turned on, and revealed a table, with a bottle of Demerol sitting right there. Then, the sound of a baby crying came out of no where. You turned around, and saw Billie standing there with a small bundle in his arms. He smiled at you. You took a step toward him, on to see him slowly disappearing. You then turned back around to the table. The bottle had disappeared, only to end up in your hand. � Do it, Trinity,� you heard a familiar voice say, � end it all right here, right now!� � Tyler?� you whispered. � DO IT!� he called. You threw the bottle down, and turned around, only to run into� your mother.
� M-mom!� This wasn�t your step-mother. It was your birth mother. You looked so much like her, it was unbelievable! She smiled, and held you. � Oh, Trinity! I�ve missed you!� � Mom!! I�ve missed you so much!� You pulled away and looked at her. � Mom, he�s gone! They�re both gone!� � Who?� she asked, already knowing the answer. � Billie! And our baby!� you said, tears streaming from your face. � Trinity, what are you talking about? They�re not gone?� � What?� She smiled an all-knowing smile and said, � Just wake up.� � What?� � Wake up, Trinity,� she repeated, � WAKE UP!�
You slowly opened your eyes, and noticed you were back in the hospital room. You looked over, Dr. Taylor, sitting there. You then noticed the sonogram. You hadn�t miscarried. You let relieved tears fall. You than felt someone holding your hand. You turned to see Billie right next to you, looking at the sonogram. You squeezed his hand. He whipped around, and noticed you were awake. His eyes widened, in a good way. � Trinity!� he said, hugging you tightly. Dr. Taylor noticed you also, and smiled at you. � I�m glad your awake. We were worried!� � I can tell,� you said, has Billie reluctantly let you go. He laughed, and you laughed along with him. � You�re very lucky,� said Dr. Taylor. You nodded.
� I know. Thank you Dr. Taylor.� She smiled warmly at you. � Well, you are officially sick months in. Would you like to know if it�s a boy or a girl?� You shook your head. � I�ll wait.� Billie hung his head. � I wanna know!� You hit his arm, and he laughed. � Ok than! Tomorrow, you can go home. I advise you to get rest, take it easy.� You nodded. You laid back down. So much happened to you, in so little time.
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Things had been going so well� why did something bad have to happen? Jakob, who had been your good friend since you were little, had been killed in a car accident. He had gone out with his brother, who was drunk behind the wheel, and crashed into an eighteen wheeler. You stood outside the hospital, staring down the street. Mike walked out and stood next to you. You turned to him, � Why?� you asked. He shook his head, held out his arms, and you flew into them. He held you as you cried.
All this was getting to you, and it hurt in the deepest way. Billie walked out, with Tre and Narie behind him. Kaya didn�t even want to be near the hospital. She had loved Jakob, and now she lost him. You stood there, among the only people you knew you could never lose. The people you NEVER wanted to lose. If they were gone, you�d die! Tre and Narie hugged you, said bye to Mike and Billie, and they left. Mike went off, and said he�d call or drop by later. You turned to Billie. � Billie, I can�t take this! Too much happening to fast for me!� He grabbed your shoulders. � Learn from these things Trin,� he said sternly. � Be prepared for anything. I know it might sound cold, but you need to be prepared, anything could happen.� You cried, but knew he was right. A lot of things could�ve happened. A lot worse things could happen.
You nodded. � You�re right, I�m sorry.� � Don�t be,� he said, smiling, � I understand how much Jakob ment to you. I�m going to miss him.� You nodded again, fresh tears threatening your eyes. He hugged you again, and you let it all out. � Ready to go home?� he asked, and you nodded. He walked you to the car. As you were sitting in the car, you then felt something. You placed your hand on your stomach. Billie noticed you, and he became worried. � What�s wrong?� he asked. You smiled. � The baby�s kicking!� His eyes widened, in a good way, and you grabbed his hand, placing it on your stomach. He felt the baby kick, and he grinned. � We got ourselves a soccer player there for sure!� You laughed, and he then drove home.
You went home, and collapsed on the bed. You lay there, and stared up at the ceiling, a thousand thoughts flowing through your head, all the things you had been through in the past few months. Billie sat next to you. You turned to him, and laid next to him. He ran his fingers through your hair. � Get some sleep Trin,� he said, � it�ll help.� You nodded, and closed your eyes, drifting into an uneasy sleep. You knew something else was going to happen; you could feel it. You just had no idea what it was.
TROUBLED Pt 19
Well, things had gotten a hellava lot better. Kaya and Narie decided to throw you a baby shower. They turned Kaya�s backyard into a party place. Streamers, and all sorts of things were strung up all over. You loved it! All your friends and family were there. Tre was making a fool of himself, doing tricks and such, causing you to laugh so much you cried. You then sat down, next to Billie. � You okay?� he asked. � Yeah, just tired. The baby just won�t quite!� The baby had been very active for a long time now; you were eight months in now. He smiled, and someone across from you laughed. � Why you laughing, Carrie?� you asked jokingly to your cousin. She had her two-year-old daughter, Maggie, sitting on her lap. � Babies are always like that. Even after they�re born. Get used to it!� You smiled, and then the baby kicked you again. � Ow!� you said, rubbing your stomach. � Kicked you again?� asked Billie, placing his hand on your stomach. He smiled when he felt it. Tre sat across from you. � Here,� he said handing you a green box. Billie looked over at him, grabbed it. � For me!?� he cried, looking like a kid on Christmas. � No, silly,� said Tre in a girlish voice, � for the baby! NOT YOU!� He took the box and handed it to you. You laughed at their silly antics; typical Billie and Tre. You opened the box, and pulled out a small green shirt. Across the front, in big bold letters, it said GREEN DAY. You laughed. � Tre, you�re gonna courupted to poor baby!� Billie frowned. � Nuh uh!� he said, crossing his arms, and pouting like two-year-old. You laughed again. Someone called Billie, and he left. � Ya know,� said Tre, � he really loves you. We sometimes have to threaten him to make him shut up about you!� You smiled and stood. � Thanks, Tre,� you said, and hugged him.
You walked inside. Kaya and Narie noticed. � What you doin�?� asked Kaya, serving a little kid some ice cream. � I�m tired. You don�t mind if I take a nap in the guestroom, do you?� Kaya shook her head. � Not at all, go ahead!� You smiled, and thanked her. You walked to the room, and soon as you opened the door, it hit you, like a ton of bricks. The pain from before, a long time ago, came back with great force.
TROUBLED Pt 20
You grabbed your stomach. Contractions racked your body. � HELP!� you cried, � BILLIE!� You had been there for about five minutes till you saw Kaya, Narie, and Billie run up to help you. � Trinity!� cried Kaya, who was the first one to run up to you. � Trinity, what�s wrong?� � The baby�� you gasped, � the baby�s� coming!� Billie�s eyes widened in horror. � Oh God!� he cried, as he ran over to help you. � How long have you been having contractions?� asked Narie. You inhaled sharply, as another one hit you. � Five� minutes�� you gasped again. � It hurts!� you cried, as you grabbed Billie�s hand. � I know, I know�� � What are we gonna do!?� cried Narie, � she�s still only eight months pregnant!� Billie froze. He then realized you were premature. � Kaya,� he said, turning to her, � go get the car, and bring it to the front. We have to get her to the hospital now!� She nodded, and ran off. Billie picked you up, and carried you down stairs. Kaya had parked the car out front, and Billie climbed into the back with you. Kaya slammed on the accelerator, and took off. Every bump was agonizing for you. You cried out in pain, as another contraction hit you. Billie brushed the hair out of you face. � It� hurts�� you cried. � I know, babe, I know!� he said. You could see the tears in his eyes, but he held them back, trying to be brave. You knew he was scared. � I�ll be� alright,� you reassured him. He nodded, and a few tears escaped his eyes. � I don�t want to lose you�� he said, grasping your hand tight. Kaya turned a sharp corner as a contraction hit, and you cried out in pain. � Watch it!� Billie yelled at Kaya, and she yelled back, � I am!� as she slammed the brake at a red light, causing you to cry out again. Billie glared at her, but turned his attention back to you. You then felt a strong pressure; your water had broke. � Billie!� you cried, startling him. � What!?� � My water� just� broke!� you cried, causing fear to spread all over his features. Finally, you stopped at the hospital.
Billie got you out of the car and carried you into the hospital. The nurse saw you, and got a wheelchair for you. � Her water broke a little while ago,� Billie told the nurse. She nodded, and told him, � you and the others can wait in here��� � NO!� you cried, � he�s the father! He has to come with me!� She nodded, and led you both to the delivery room. Billie help you into your gown, and onto the bed. � Oh God, Billie,� you cried, � I can�t do this!� � Yes you can! I know you can!� he said, squeezing your hand tight. Dr. Taylor than walked in. � Trinity,� she said, causing you to look up. You had sudden felt very tired, and could barely keep your eyes open. � Trinity, I need you to listen to me. When I count to three, I need you to push. Okay?� You nodded, and squeezed Billie�s hand. � One� two� three!� You pushed, as hard as you could. � You�re doing great!� said Dr. Taylor. You pushed once more, and that was it. The darkness fell over you again�
You woke up, to the sound of a baby softly crying. You opened your eyes to see Billie sitting there with a small bundle in his arms. You thought you were having that same dream again, and it frightened you. You reached out, and touched his cheek. He then looked up at you, and smiled lovingly. � Hey,� he whispered. You smiled, and let relieved tears fall from your eyes. � Congratulations, mom!� he said, � We have a handsome baby boy!� he said happily. He hand you your son, and gladly held him. � You�ve given us so much trouble,� you said, as he grabbed your finger with his tiny hand. � What�re you gonna name?� asked Billie anxiously. � Me? I can�t name him alone.� Billie smiled. � How �bout, Williamson Joseph?� You laughed. � How about, just William?� He frowned, � Okay�� You giggled. � William, Jakob�� � After Jakob?� asked Billie. You nodded, and so did he. But then you added, � Armstrong.� You handed William Jakob to him. Billie lit up. � Really?� he asked, looking down at his tiny son in his arms. You nodded and smiled. They looked so alike, it wasn�t even funny! � You are his father after all you�� You then saw tears falling from Billie�s eyes. � What did I ever do to deserve this?� He looked at you. � Everything, Billie,� you said, running your fingers through his hair. Than Billie said something that made you heart skip a beat. � Trinity, will you marry me?� Your eyes widened. � I know I don�t have much to offer, or anything but--!!�� You cut him off, with a deep kiss. � Wow,� he said, � I�ll take that as a yes?� � Of course I�ll marry you, Billie!� He smiled, and looked back down at little William. For once, in you entire life, you were finally happy�. Truly happy.
(FINAL)
TROUBLED FINAL
� You ready?� You turned to face your brother. � Wow, you look wonderful Trinity!� You smiled, and looked down at the flowy white dress you had on. Today was the day� that Billie Joe was going to take you as his wife. � I said, are you ready?� You stuck your tongue at your brother, who did the same back. You both laughed, as you linked your arm with his. You both stepped into the room, and everyone turned around. You saw Narie and Kaya, you�re bride maids, and they both smiled. Kaya was holding little Will, who was two and a half months old. You saw all your old friends, and suddenly wished that Jakob and Emily were here, but you knew that they were watching over you. And then you saw Billie. He was dressed in a nice black dress shirt, with black pants, and a neon green tie. Mike walked you down the isle. He gave your hand to Billie and said, � She�s all yours, man,� and took his place next to Tre by the alter. Billie held your hand and said, � Here we go,� as you both turned to face the preacher. The preacher talked about how you and Billie would be with each other, help each other through sickness and health, which you did, and be with each other until death. Than came the vows. You and Billie than faced each other. He smiled at you as he began his vows. � Trin, I�ve loved you since the day I first saw you� since that day you came into your brothers room when you were nine and I was ten singing at the top of your lungs. I thought you were hillarious, but your brother wanted you out of the room. You�ve let me help you with so much. You don�t know how much you mean to me. I�d die for you, and almost did. I find it amazing how you run to me with your problems, and always want my help, which I will always gladly give. I love you, and always will. You�re the most amazing person I�ve ever met, and I promise to take care of you and little Will. I�ll love till the day I die, and way after that.� You felt tears streaming down your face, and you wiped them away. � Billie Joe Armstrong, you have NO idea how long I�ve waited for this day! I even dreamed about it� but I never knew it would be this amazing! I love you so much! I thank you for all the help you�ve given me, and the help you�ll give me in the future. You cared for me beyond compare of anyone else. I love you more than anything, and would do anything for you. That�s why I�m here� I want to be your wife.� You both turned back to the priest as he spoke, � Do you, Billie Joe Armstrong, take Trinity Dirnt to be your wife, through sickness and in health, until death do you part?� � I do,� Billie said, looking down at you. � And do you, Trinity Dirnt, take Billie Joe Armstrong to be your husband, through sickness and in health, until death do you part?� � I do,� you said, looking back up at Billie. � I now present to you Mr. and Mrs. Billie Joe Armstrong! You may kiss the bride!� Billie grabbed you chin and kissed you with such passion you thought you would melt. You felt so happy. Everything was finally going good, and nothing could change it. You were finally Billie�s wife�.
Billie�s band, Green Day, was at the top of it all! They were now on tour with their latest CD, American Idiot, and you were traveling along with them on tour. William was now 10, and you had another son, Mark Travis, five. Will was just like his father� and Mark, sadly, was like his godfather Tre. Both of your sons looked up to their father, and followed him everywhere. Mike began playing the bass line to She�s A Rebel, and you heard Billie shout, � This song is dedicated to my wife! She�s here with us, and I�d like to dedicate all the songs we play tonight to her!� The crowd went wild, and Billie sang the song. You smiled. This was the best life you could have ever wished for�
THE END
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