~Prologue~
Nicole Jennings: A 23 year old WWE Diva. She stands at 5'5" and weighs about 145. She has long blonde hair and sparkling blue eyes. She returns to WWE after 6 weeks of being out on an injury. When she returns her heart gets broken and she is pushed into a depression.

Megan Harper: A 25 year old WWE Diva. She stands at 5 "7" and weighs about 140. She has medium brown hair with red streaks and hazel eyes. She is Nicole's best friend and tries to help Nicole in every way she can.

~Chapter 1~
I walked into the all to familiar halls of the All State Arena. It's been 6 weeks since I've wrestled. I was out due to a knee injury I got in a match with Victoria. I walked into the locker room and Trish and Megan walked over to me.

"Hey! Welcome back!" Trish said
"Thanks" I said
"I hate to make this short but I have to go look for Jeff." Trish said
"Oh, OK see you later."

Meg sat down on the bench as I started to get dressed. Then I noticed what Trish had said. I looked at Megan.

"Wait, since when did Trish and Jeff start talking?"
"Jeff didn't tell you?"
"Tell me what?"
"Her and Jeff are together in the storyline."
"No, he didn't say anything about Trish. They're not outside of the storyline are they?"
"I don't know, But why do you care?"
" I don't, I just don't understand why Jeff never told me. They don't act like they're together do they?"
"No, not really.You like Jeff don't you?"
"No,"

I said walking out of the locker room. I was walking down to the guys locker room and I saw Jeff and Trish talking a little ways down from the locker room. He had his hand on her waist and she was crazy flirting with him. For some reason my hatred  towards Trish was increasing. And I didn't understand it. Shane walked out and started walking with me. When Jeff  heard us he backed away from Trish and smiled at me. I looked away and Jeff walked up to me.

"Hey!" He said
"Hi." I replied
"What no hug?" He asked

I looked at Trish then at Jeff and gave him a small hug.

"Welcome back." He said
"Thanks, but I got to go. I have a match with Jazz."

Me and Shane walked up to the curtain.

~The Match~
About 5 minutes into the match Victoria and Steven Richards ran out. Steven grabbed my arm and spun me around while Victoria hit me in the face with the belt. I fell down and held my face. Jazz knocked Victoria out of the ring and came after me when Trish came running out. Steven then hit Trish with a chair 2 times when Jeff came running out. Jazz dissapeared and Victoria and Steven ran off. Jeff went to Trishs side, and I rolled out of the ring.

~3 weeks later~
Everyone was still unaware of Jeff and Trish's relationship. They kept to themselves. I avoided Jeff as much as I could. Trish was out due to an injury so I didn't have to worry about her.

~Megans hotel room~
Me, Shane, and Megan were talking about what's been going on in our lives when someone knocked at the door. Megan answered it and Jeff walked and sat down at the table. 10 minutes passed and Meg asked him about him and Trish. He admited that they were together.

"Well, I got to go."

I said jumping up and grabbing my coat and purse. I was standing in front of the elevator when Jeff ran up to me.

"Nicole wait," He yelled
"Yea?" I asked

I wouldn't look at him.

"Why do you keep avoiding me?"
"I'm not."
"Yes, You are. You won't even look at me."
"I have things to do. I'm in a hurry."

I went to get in the elevator but he grabbed my arm and pulled me in front of him."

"WHAT!" I yelled
"Why are you avoiding me? What did I do? Before you left we were close."

I looked in his eyes.

"I just have been through alot."
"Like what?"
"It's personal."
"SEE YOU WON'T EVEN TELL ME WHAT'S WRONG."
"YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT'S WRONG?"
"YES"
"OK, YOU!"
"ME?"
"YEA, YOUR WITH TRISH!"
"That's why your avoiding me?"
" You told me you would never go with her."
"Yea and you said the same about Chris."
" Chris was a mistake ok? I'll admit that. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!"
"NO"
"GO FUCK YOUR BITCH!"
"WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM? I THOUGHT YOU GUYS WERE FRIENDS?
"GOD YOU ARE SO FUCKING BLIND!"
"THEN FUCKING TELL ME"
"I LOVE YOU OK!?" I screamed

He released my arm.

"Since when?" He asked
"Since I've known you." I said looking away
" Look, your with Chris and I'm with Trish. Let's not fuck anything up."
"So you don't feel the same?"

Jeff looked away

"I don't want to complicate things."
"But before I left you wanted me to leave Chris for you."
"And you wouldn't. So I moved on."

My bottom lip started quivering and my eyes teared up. Jeff wouldn't look at me.

"OK." I said getting into the elevator.

~Chapter 2~
2 weeks has passed. I havent talked to Jeff or Trish. They were still seeing each other. Me and Chris on the other hand aren't doing too good. Megan entered the locker room.

"Hey Nick. Do you have a match tonight?"
"Yea, I'm against Victoria. I'm on in 5 minutes."
"Oh, good luck."
"Thanks."

~ The Match~
It was going good. We were both doing good. I had gotten Victoria pinned and got to 2 when Trish ran out  with a chair in her hand and began to hit me over the back with it. Now this was not in the storyline. We were supposed to be teamed up. She hit me three times with the chair. Jeff ran out and Victoria and Steven dissapeared. Trish picked me up by my hair and threw me in the corner when Jeff came up behind her and grabbed her.

"What are you doing?" He yelled

She acted like she was calm and he let go of her and they started to walk off I layed there wondering what the fuck was going on when she came after me again. Jeff picked her up and carried her in the back. The ref helped me to the back. When I got to the back they checked me to make sure I was ok. I heard Jeff yelling and then Vince called Trish in his office. Megan walked up to me.

"Are you ok?" She asked
"Yea, what the fuck was that about?"
"I don't know all I know is that she was screaming her head off then ran out there."

Chris ran over to me.
"Are you ok?" He asked

"Yea I'm fine. Did Vince change it?"
"No, I don't think so. He called her into his office."

I got off the bed and started walking towards the locker room with Megan and Chris.

"Babe, I got to go talk to Jay."
"Ok. Bye"
"Bye"

Jeff walked up to us and was giving Chris a dirty look.

"Are you ok?" He asked

I just looked at him and rolled my eyes. He grabbed my arm.

" Nicole, are you ok?"
" I'M FINE!"
" I didn't know she was going to do that." He said
"That makes 2 of us."
" Look, we need to talk."
"Why? You said all you had to say."
"Your the one that fucked everything up, you have no reason to be a bitch to me."
"HOW DID I FUCK IT UP?"
"YOU GOT WITH CHRIS DIDN'T YOU?"
"YEA I DID.BUT YOU NEVER ONCE TOLD ME HOW YOU FELT ABOUT ME UNTIL AFTER I WAS ALREADY WITH HIM."
"YOU COULD OF LEFT HIM."
"YOUR AN ASSHOLE"

I walked into the locker room. Megan looked at Jeff.

"What did you say to her?" Megan asked
"To who? Nicole or Trish?"
"Both."
"Well, I told Nicole that I moved on and I didn't have feelings for her anymore. And Trish over heard me telling Shane that I lied to Nicole and that I do have feelings for her."
"So Trish got pissed because she thinks Nicole's stealing you away?"
" Well, yea I think so."
"Is she?"

Jeff looked away.

"Is that a yes?"
" Yea,"

Meg smiled. Jeff looked away.

"I'll try to talk to her." Meg said
"Thanks"

Jeff walked off and Meg walked in the locker room. She sat down next to me on the bench.

"Why don't you just talk to him? See what he's wanting to say." She said

I looked at her.

"Why should I?"
"Because, he does need to talk to you."
"Ok, maybe."

I grabbed my bag and took off walking to the car lot. I unlocked my door and was getting ready to get in my car when I heard screaming and loud sounds. I walked off towards the comotion. All I saw was Jeff going at Chris. Meg and Trish were screaming at them to stop. I ran up to Meg.

"What the fuck happened?"
" Chris hit on this girl and Jeff saw him. Jeff started yelling at him telling him he didn't deserve you and then Jeff just tackled him."

Shane, Jay, and Lance finally got the two apart. Jeff walked over to me to say something when Trish jumped on my back.

"YOU FUCKING BITCH. HE'S MINE!" She screamed

I slambed into the wall forcing her to let go and fall to the ground. She laid there.

"TRISH LAY THE FUCK OFF OF HER! I'M NOT YOURS!"

Trish started to cry. I grabbed my bag and walked off towards my car. Jeff ran off after me.

"Nicole, wait."
"What do you want? Why cant you just leave me alone?"
"Because I wanted you to know how Chris is treating you."
"I know how he is ok? And he wouldnt do that shit."
"Then ask him. In front of me."
"I don't have time for this."

Chris ran up to us.

"Nicole I can explain," He said

Jeff let out a little smirk.

"Explain what?"
" Nothing. What's going on with you and Jeff?"
"NOTHING! now what the fuck were you talking about? Explain."
"Tell her." Jeff said
"Stay out of it Jeff."
"Why should I? After all it was Trish you cheated on her with."

I was shocked. The next thing I know I smacked Chris across the face.

"WHY THE FUCK DOES EVERYONE WANT TRISH!?"
"Nicole I didn't mean it."
"You know what she can have you. We're over."

I got in my car and sped off.

~Chapter 3~
~ 3 days later~
I'm back in the arena for Raw. For the past 3 days I've talked to no one but Megan. Jeff and Chris have called my cell but I wouldn't answer. I walked through the halls with me head hung low. Jeff and Megan were standing in front of the locker room. I walked up to the door.

"Hey Nick." Meg said
"Hi" I replied walking into the locker room
"Oh, no that didn't sound good." Meg said to Jeff
"What do you thinks wrong with her?"
"I don't know but I'm gonna find out."

Megan walked in and sat down in a chair.

"Are you ok?" She asked
"Me? Yea I'm fine. My boyfriend fucked Trish, and so did the guy that wanted to be with me and now doesn't. What the fuck does she have that I don't have?" I said starting to cry "And she fucking new that I liked Jeff and she knew I was with Chris."
"Is this really about Chris?"

I looked at her.

"What do you mean by that?" I said
"I mean you were with Chris but you loved Jeff. What was Chris to you?"
" A friend, I thought he really liked me. That's why I wouldn't leave him for Jeff."
"Then why are you so pissed that he cheated on you."
"Just leave me alone."

I walked out of the locker room and headed for my match with Jazz. Megan left the locker room and headed off toward Jeff.

~Megan and Jeff~
"So did you find out what's wrong?" Jeff asked
"Kinda, I know it's not because of Chris. I think Trish is making her loose confidence in herself. She's pissed that everyone wants Trish.She thinks that no one wants her."
"She said that?"
"No, but she was saying stuff that leaned towards that."
"Where is she now?"
" She has a match. I'm gonna go watch wanna come with?"
"Yea"

Jeff and Megan walked down to the monitor and watched the match.

"The winner is Nikki Jennings."

I walked up the ramp to that back and went straight to the locker room. I got dressed and grabbed my bag and walked out into the hall. I looked down the hall and saw Megan and Trish beating the shit out of each other. Meg was banging Trishs head into the wall and throwing her around by her hair. Jay, Shane, and Jeff finally broke them up.Obviosly it was my fault that everyone was fighting. Megan walked off to the locker room to wash up and I walked off to my car. I was pulling out when Jeff ran in front of my car.I slambed on my breaks and got out of the car.

"Are you crazy?!" I yelled "I could of killed you."
"I know, but I thought it was the only way I could get you to talk to me."
"What do you need to talk to me about?"
"Can we go somewhere to talk? Please?"
"Yea, meet me at my hotel."
"Ok, thanks."

I got in my car and drove off.

~At the hotel~
Jeff met me in the lobby and we walked up to my room. He sat down at the table and I sat on the bed across from him.

"So what do you need to talk to me about?"
"A lot of stuff."
"Like what?"
"Well, let me finish before you say anything ok?"
"Yea"
"Ok, well first off I figured I would let you know  why I was with Trish. When you told me that you wanted Chris, I thought that you loved him and wanted to be with him. I figured I couldn't do better. I had to try and get over you."
"So you went for Trish..."
" I wasn't with her untill the day after you came back. We weren't even serious. I never fucked her. We never even hang out besides at work."
" And your telling me this why?"
"Let me finish. Second, I lied to you that night in the hotel when you told me you loved me. I do love you, and I haven't moved on."
"Then why did you say that?"
"Because I was shocked. When you left you told me that I was one of your best friends. I didn't know how to react."
"Ok, I guess I understand that."
"Trish jumped you because she over heard me telling Shane that I still had feelings for you. She got pissed because in her words you were stealing me away from her."

I didn't say anything. I looked away from him. He sat down next to me and lifted my face. He leaned in and kissed me. He pulled away.

"I love you Nicole, I want to be with you."
"I love you too."

He smiled and kissed me again.

~Chapter 4~
~The Next Day~
I woke up and rolled over, my eyes met Jeff's. He smiled.

"Morning" He said
"Dito."

He kissed me on my forehead. A few minutes later we got dressed. Jeff headed off to the gym, and I headed my way to meet Meg and Adam for breakfast. I walked in and looked aroung for Meg, I saw her over in the corner waving her hand around. I walked over and sat down at the table.

"Why are you so happy all of a sudden?" Meg asked
" Well, me and Jeff are kinda dating."
"Kinda?" Adam said
" We agreed not to rush into getting together since all the shit thats happened with Trish and Chris."
"Oh, well that's good." Meg said smiling
"So where's he at?" Adam asked
" The gym."
"Oh,"

We ordered and ate ur food. We then left and went with Adam to the gym. The same one Jeff was at. Meg spotted Jeff over in te corner talking to some girl. Meg went to yell at Jeff when she saw  a talking to him. I looked over and saw the girl write something on a piece of paper and hand it to Jeff. Jeff then in return smiled at the girl and put the paper in his pocket. I didn't lose it, but I was pissed. Jeff looked over and saw us standing there. He obviously saw the look on my face and walked over to us.

"Hey, what are you guys doing here?" He asked smiling
"We came with Adam." Meg said
" Oh, so did you have a good breakfast?" He asked me

I looked at him.

" Yes I did. Did you have a nice WORKOUT?"
"What the hell do you mean by that?"
"Who's that girl?"
"What girl?"
"The skinny blond bitch that was talking to you."
"Oh she was just a fan."
"Oh, and she gave you her autograph."
"What are you talking about?"
"Why don't you pull the paper out of your pants and prove me wrong?"

Jeff looked at me and knew he was busted. He pulled it out anyway.

" She gave it to me. I told her I was kinda in volved with someone. She said she'd give it to me just in case."
"Just in case what?"
"Just in case I changed my mind."
"So you were going to change your mind?"
"No, I just didn't get the chance to throw it away."
" No one's stopping you now."
"Whatever"

He walked over to the trash can and threw the paper away. He walked over grabbed his bag and went to the mens room. Adam followed him and me and Meg waited for them to come out.

~Me and Meg~
"Do you actually think he was going to call her?" I asked
"No, I think he's telling the truth."
"Well, if he wasn't he wouldnt of threw it away rite?"
"Rite."

~Jeff and Adam~
"" Were you really going to call that girl?" Adam asked
" No, of coarse not. I don't want to mess things up with Nicole."
" What do you  think Nicole's going to believe?"
" Hopefully she'll believe that I'm not like Chris or any other guy that she's gone out with."

Jeff grabbed his bag and him and Adam walked to the front. Me and Meg stood there. I smiled at him and he smiled back. He walked over put his arm around me and we left. On the way back to the Hotel Jeff kept swearing to me that he was never going to call her. I believed that he wasnt going to call the girl, but I just wasnt used to a faithful guy and I figured why would he be different? I knew Jeff was better then that, but if you've had the boyfriends I've had you'd understand.Jeff was completely different from them. Every guy I dated Meg would tell me that he wasn't my type, and that he was just going to be the same as the others. And of coarse being the dumb blond that I am I would't listen. For the past 4 years her and Adam have been trying to get me to get with Jeff, but that was during my phase of being attracted to losers. Jeff made me feel different then those other guys did. He made me feel special. God sent me this gorgeous angel to make my life mean something. And I'll do anything I can to make this relationship work.

~Chapter 5~
~3 weeks later~
Me and Jeff are now a couple. It shocked the hell out of everyone. Jeff and Trish are still teamed up in the storyline, which I didn't say anything because it's work. I was teamed up with Shane a.k.a. Hurricane. I guess you can say that me and Shane were spending a lot of time together, but it was just because he was the only person besides Jeff and Meg that I actually had stuff in common with. Little Miss Trish felt like she had to stick her nose in it, and everytime she saw me and Shane get 'too close' she'd run and open her mouth to Jeff and totally turn everything around.

~RAW~
I didn't have a match tonight but I did accompany Shane to the ring. After his match I stayed around to wait for Jeff. Me and Shane were talking outside of the locker room. we talked for maybe 5 minutes then I gave him a hug and went to get my bag ready to leave. 5 minutes later I met Jeff at his car. He looked pissed. He threw his bag in the trunk and got in the car leaving the trunk open for me to put my bag in it. I got in the car. He started the car and started driving. We were about 3 hours away from Cameron so we were driving home. About 30 minutes passed and he hadn't said anything to me.

"What's wrong?" I asked
" I don't want to talk rite now, that's all."
"OK."

I left it alone. When we got to the house he still didn't say anything to me. We were off for the next four days so I unpacked and he went out to play with Liger for a while. I thought it was strange the way he was acting. He came back in about 20 minutes later. And we got ready for bed. He laid down on the bed and I sat next to him.

"Jeff, what's wrong?"
"Nothing, I was just pissed about something I was told."
"And what was that?"
" Trish saw what you and Shane were doing."
"And what were we doing?"
"Hanging all over each other, flirting."
"We were not. I gave him a hug."
"Are you sure that's all you did?"
"Yes, why would you even believe her?"
"Well, you guys have been spending a lot of time together."
"Yea, because besides you and Meg he's the only one that I have things in common with. You know this."
"I just thought it was weird. Trish and some others were saying stuff. And I guess I was being gullable."
"Jeff, Shane's not my type. Plus I wouldn't cheat on you. She's just trying to start things."
"Yea I guess your rite."
"So we're ok now?"
"Yea."

Jeff gave me a kiss and we went to sleep.

~The Next Night~
All day me and Jeff were really good. We got along great and had a lot of fun. After dinner Jeff went to the store to pick up a few things we needed. When he got back we were ready to go to bed. He was sitting on the edge of the bed. I walked in and sat next to him. We started kissing and that lead to us making out. I then got on top of Jeff pushing him down to the bed. He looked at me and I kissed him again. I took off his shirt and started to un button his pants when he grabbed my hands.

"What?" I asked
"You don't have to do this."
"I want to."

We started kissing again. I un buttoned his pants and he took them off. He then pulled my shirt off and my pants. He rolled me over and was looking in my eyes.

"You love me rite?" I asked

He looked at me and backed off.

"Of coarse I do. Why did you ask me that?" He said
"I don't know I just did."
"You, know you don't have to have sex with me just to prove you love me." He said
"I know that."

I started kissing him on the neck and he grabbed my arms and I looked at him.

"You don't want me?" I asked
"No, it's not that, It's just I don't think now is the time."

I looked at him. I was shocked at what he said.

"Ok, Fine"

I laid down and went  to sleep. Jeff turned of the lights and laid next to me, he moved close to me and put his arm around me and went to sleep.

~Chapter 6~
.::2 weels later::.
Jeff had explained that the reason he didn't want to have sex was because he felt it was the wasn't the right time. I wasn't sure about his feelings for me and same with him. He wanted out first time to be right and perfect. Which I totally understood, and it also proved that he wasn't just with me for sex. We're doing good now, except for the fact that Megan and Adam are fighting and Jeff's being the best friend and being the shoulder for her to cry on. He's been spending more then a litte bit of time together. Me and Shane have been spending time together. He listens to me bitch about Jeff "blowing" me off to be there for Megan.

"Hey we need to talk." Jeff said walking up to me
"About?"
"I think maybe you should stop hanging out with Shane."
"Why?"
"You guys are spending too much time together."
"And you and Meg aren't?"
"That's different."
"What's so different?"
"Meg don't have feelings for me, and I don't for her."
"And I don't have feelings for Shane neither does he."
"Bull shit, he told Shannon that he thinks it's bull shit how I've been treating you and that he's trying to get you to toss me and go with him."
"Well, that's not going to happen."
"I want you to stop hanging out with him."
"I want you to stop hanging out with Meg."
" You can't make me stop hanging out with my best friend."
"Then I'm going to hang out with Shane as much as I want to."

Jeff's face turned red.

" I thought you loved me."
"I do,"
"No, you don't. If you did you wouldn't go against my wishes."
"Same with you."
"I'm just being there for her."
"WHAT AND YOU CAN'T BE THERE FOR ME?"
"I am there for you."
"When? When Meg's not around for you to fuck!?"

Jeff's mouth dropped open and was clearly shocked at what I had said.

"Yea I know that you and Meg have something going on."
"There's nothing going on between us."
"Whatever you say Jeff."

I turned to walk away from Jeff.

"Wait,"
"Why should I?"
"Cuz I do love you Nicole."
"Then why don't you act like it?"
"I do."
"No, you don't. You blow me off for Meg, your never there for me. You treated me so much better before we got together."
" I didn't realize how I was treating you."
"Well, now you do."

I walked away from Jeff left the arena and went to the hotel. About 2 hours later Jeff showed up at the hotel. He walked in the door and sat on the edge of the bed.

"Where have you been?"I asked well aware of where he was.
"I talked to Meg for a little after my match. And I ran into Trish and Shane."
"Really?"
"Yea, they actually had a nice story for me."
"What was that?"
"That you and Shane are together behind my back. And that I should break up with you and go with Meg."
"What?"
"Do you believe them?"
"I don't know what to believe."
"You do believe them don't you?"
"Your not denying it."
"Yes I am."
"Look, maybe we just rushed into this too fast."
"What?"
"Maybe we made a mistake." he said holding back tears

I knew he didn't mean what he said, but I didn't know why he was saying it.

"Why are you saying this all of a sudden?"
"It's just weve done nothing but fight and get jealous over stupid shit. One bad thing after a nother."
"So your saying it's over?"
"Yea, I think so."

I couldn't look at him. I turned around and laid down on the bed and cried. Jeff down on the bed next to me, and tried to ignore me crying, but he couldn't. He put his hand on my back and rubbed my back. I cried myself to sleep.
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