| *~Chapter 17*~ ~* I got ready for my match. And walked down to the entrance. I saw Trish and Jeff standing there. When she was looking the other direction Jeff smiled and winked at me. I got there rite when my music came on*~ "Making her way to the ring from Cameron, North Carolina, Jadynn!" ~*I jumped up on the turnbuckles and did my little pose. Trish's music came on. *~ "Making her way to the ring, from Ontario, Canada. Trish Stratus!" ~* Trish got in the ring and I let her do her pose. We exchanged blows for a few minutes. Trish then threw me into the corner and started kicking me in my ribs. She then bulldogged me. Picked me back up and threw me in the corner and choked me with her foot. Matt came running out and pulled her off of me. I lean over trying to catch my breath and Matt gave Trish the twist of fate as Jeff came running down. He got in the ring and faced Matt. Jeff helped Trish up and threw her into the corner. After the poetry in motion I got up went over to her and kicked her in her ribs until I heard her scream. Jeff came over to me and turned me around Trish looked up as Me and Jeff kissed. She screamed and we walked back up the ramp. It was perfect. We get backstage and Meg, Adam, Jay, and Asha were smiling and laughing. *~ "That was perfect." Meg said "Yes I know. It was great!" Me and Jeff replied "But I'm going to get changed" I said ~* I say bye to everyone and Me and Jeff walk off. *~ "Meet me at the vending machines" "Ok" "Love you baby." "Love you too" ~* I watched Jeff walk down the hallway. I walked in the locker room and started to get dressed when Amy comes storming in. *~ "THAT FUCKING STUPID ASS BITCH" "Who?" "ASHA" "Why what did she do?" "SHE'S FUCKING AROUND WITH MATT!" "What?" "SHE JUST FUCKING KISSED HIM!" "Well, just ask Matt who he wants." "OH I KNOW WHO HE WANTS" "OK Amy. Don't get all pissed off yet. Wait until you know the truth." "Yea, OK." "I got to go." "Bye" "Bye" ~* I walked down to the vending machines were I saw Jeff leaning against the wall. *~ "Hey baby," "Hey, we need to talk." "OK. About?" "I'll tell you later I got to stop by the store first." "OK." "Come on." ~* Jeff grabbed my hand and we walked out to the car. The whole way to the store and to the hotel we barely spoke. What the hell's going on now? I was asking myself. Jeff grabbed his bags and I grabbed mine. We got up into the room and Jeff threw his bags on the floor and I put mine on the bed.*~ "Why are you hiding things from me?" Jeff asked "What?" "I thought you told me everything?" "I do." "No, you don't." "Jeff what are you talking about?" "Are you pregnant?" "What?" "Are you pregnant?" "No." "Are you sure?" "Yea." "Then why haven't you had your monthly in a while?" "I have been stressed." "You've been stressed before it never did this. How long?" "About a month or 2." "Here." Jeff threw a bag on the bed. I picked it up and looked at it. It was a test "What's this for?" "We need to find out for sure Nicole." "I'm too tired can't we wait until tomorrow?" "No, now." "OK" ~* I went into the bathroom and took it. I came back out and sat by Jeff. *~ "How did you know?" I asked "Meg was talking to Adam and she didn't notice I was standing in the room." "Are you mad?" "No, I just wish you would have told me." ~* The buzzer went off on the timer. I get up and go into the bathroom. I stared at the answer on the test. *~ ~*Chapter 18*~ ~*I looked down at the blue lines. I didn't know what to say. I had been staring at it for at least 5 minutes. *~ "Nicole?" Jeff asked appearing in the doorway. "Yea?" I said turning to him. "Are you OK?" "Yea," "Well?" "Well, what do you think it is?" "Yes,." He said looking over at the clock. ~* I threw the box and everything in the trash. I sat down on the toilet and put my head in my hands. Jeff walked over to me and bent down to where he was facing me. *~ "Baby, it's OK. I'm not going to leave. I want to be a dad." I looked up at him "Are you sure?" "Yes, I'm sure. Baby, don't worry." "About what?" "About anything. I'll be there for you. I won't leave." "OK, I won't worry then." "OK good. Lets get some sleep." "OK," ~* I get dressed in my pajamas, and walk into the bedroom where Jeff laid in his Blue silk boxers*~ "Oh, Baby I love it when you where your tank top and panties to bed." ~* I laughed and laid down next to Jeff. He laid on his side with his hand resting on my stomach. Jeff turned off the lights and we fell asleep in each other�s arms. I woke up the next day. Jeff still asleep. I called a doctor and made an appointment. I got in the shower and got dressed. I walked out to the bedroom Jeff was still asleep. I woke him up and Jeff got in the shower and got ready. We got to the doctors office. We found it I was almost 3 months pregnant and due December 26. Me and Jeff left and went straight to the arena. Where we found Vince and told him. Me and Jeff walked out smiling. Amy and Meg cam up to us. *~ "Why are you guys so happy?" "I'm pregnant." "What are you going to do?" Amy asked "Keep it. We want the baby." Jeff said "Are you still going to be around?" Meg asked Me "Yea, I will, when I start showing I'm just going to be doing stuff in the back." '"Well, at least you'll still be around." "Yea, well we got to go. Jeff has a match tonight." "OK, bye" 'Bye" ~* Me and Jeff walked off and got ready. I went into the girls locker room and changed into my clothes. I put on my 'ring' gear (baggy black pants with a small blue top.) I walked out of the locker room and headed off to meet Jeff. I got half way down the hall when Trish, Jazz, and Ivory came up behind me and attacked me and I mean really attacked. They used everything in there reach to keep me down. All I did was block my stomach hoping nothing would happen. They were ran off when Meg, Amy and Asha came running down the hall. *~ "NICOLE ARE YOU OK?" Amy screamed "OF COARSE SHE'S NOT SHE JUST GOT THE FUCKING SHIT BEAT OUT OF HER!" Meg yelled "GO GET JEFF." ~* Amy ran down to the guys locker room and threw open the door trying to catch her breath. Jeff, Matt, and Adam looked up*~ "Amy what's wrong?" Matt asked "Nicole" ~* Jeff dropped everything and took off running. Matt, and Adam followed. I was laying on the ground bleeding. Meg and Asha were trying to help me. Jeff saw me and ran to me. *~ "WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?" He screamed. "Trish, Jazz, and Ivory got her." Meg said "FUCKING BITCHES." ~* Jeff held me. *~ "It's OK baby, it's OK. Asha go get someone. We have to get her to the hospital." ~* Asha ran off. Matt looked at Amy. The ambulance came and I was taken to the hospital. I was in an out of consciousness the way there. *~ "I'M GOING TO FUCKING KILL THEM." Jeff screamed as he held my hand. ~*Chapter 19*~ ~*At the hospital*~ "How is she?" Matt asked "She's OK, so far" "Did they know that she was pregnant?" Meg asked "I don't know why?" "Because from what I saw they were mainly focusing on her stomach. She was trying to block it the best she could." "I never told them. But I swear to god I will fucking kill them. Does everyone know?" "Yea, even the public." "What?" "The camera crew was back there they were supposed to be shooting Nicole walking to the entrance but then she got jumped and they thought it was part of the show. Vince went out and explained to the audience that it wasn't supposed to happen. We don't know what punishment there getting." "They need to get their ass' kicked and then fired." Matt said ~* Jeff was pacing back and forth. He was pissed he wanted to beat the hell out of something. *~ "Jeff." Amy said "WHAT?" "What about the baby?" ~* Jeff looked away. *~ "I don't know, they haven't told me. I asked them a few times but they said it was too soon to say" "Oh." Amy said looking away ~* Everyone sat motionless in the waiting room. No one spoke. Jeff stared hard at the floor. Doctor Stevenson came in. *~ "Mr. Hardy?" "Yes,." Jeff said jumping up "Nicole is doing great. She has a few cuts and scraps. A few bruised ribs, but no broken bones." "What about the baby?" "The baby is fine. You can go see her now." "Thank you." Jeff said smiling ~* I was sitting in my bed looking out the window. Jeff appeared in the doorway, and I felt his presence I turned around and saw him (still in his ring gear) I smiled at him. He smiled back. He had puffy red eyes and I could tell he was crying. Jeff came over to me and hugged me. He pulled up a chair and sat next to me. *~ "Are you feeling OK?" Jeff asked "Yes, I am." "I'm sorry." "Oh, Jeff it's not your fault. I deserved it. Look at what I did to her." "You didn't deserve that. Trish deserved what she got. You don't deserve anything that they have been giving you. If I would have waited for you I would have been able to stop it." "Jeff, no you wouldn't. It would have happened sooner or later. It's not your fault. Now shut up and stop being so sad. I'm great, and so is the baby." ~* I ran my hands through his hair. He smiled and grabbed my other hand and kissed it while holding it. *~ "I love you, Nicole" "I love you too." ~* I was released 2 days later. Jeff stayed with me the entire time. Trish was moved to Dark matches and Ivory and Jazz were banned to Smackdown as we were to RAW. I appeared on RAW until I was 6 months. I started getting a pouch so I told Vince I was needing time off. My doctor told me to get plenty of rest and try to stay off of my feet. At my last appointment the baby was moved to where they couldn't see the sex so I should find out on the September 26. Which was in a month. I was staying at home most of the time, but when I felt good I would go on the road with Jeff. Matt, Adam, Meg, Amy, or Jeff would always be around to make sure I was OK. Meg and Adam are engaged now. Asha and Amy are still fighting over Matt. So lately Asha has been laying low. *~ ~*At Jeff's house*~ ~* I was laying on he couch watching RAW. Matt, Jeff, and Amy are supposed to be on tonight. I hadn't seen Jeff in about 3 weeks. And I was terribly missing him. I was too tired and weak to travel with him. I found myself wondering off into space thinking about how it would be if I wasn't so fat and I could travel with him. I was brought back to reality when I hear the Hardy's music come on. Jay was already in the ring with his new 'girl' Nidia. Jeff, Matt, and Amy, get in the ring and do their poses. Later in the match Nidia causes "Christian' to loose the match and he goes mad on her. Jeff saves her. Like he saved me only mine was real and hers was storyline. She didn't bother me afterall she was with Jay. So I was fine with it. I watched Jeff walk up the ramp. God I miss seeing him. The phone rang*~ "Hello?" "Hey, Nicole." "Oh, Hey Asha" "I was just wondering how you were doing" "Good. You?" "Good. How's the baby?" "Good. I'm fat but the baby's healthy." "How's Jeff?" "Last time I heard he was OK." "Last time?" "Yea last time I talked to him was Friday." "Are you serious?" "Yea. I'm always tired. So we hardly talk or see each other." "Oh, that sucks." "Yea, it does" "Well, do you know what your having?" "Not yet." "Do you have any names?" "Yea, for a girl Davah Christine Hardy. and for a boy Xander Moore Hardy." "Oh, those are cute names" "Yea, they are." "Well, I better go, don't want to keep Matt waiting." "OK, ttly" "Bye" "Bye" ~* I hung up the phone and got ready for bed. I looked at my self in the long mirror. I saw Jeff standing behind me he walked up and put his arms around me and kissed my cheek. Then I shook out of it. I always thought about things Jeff used to do. Liger was laying on Jeff's side of the bed. I laid down on mine and turned of the lights. *~ ~*4months later. *~ ~* We had a healthy baby boy On December 24. I spent my Christmas in the hospital. Jeff barely made it for the birth. Matt, Asha, Amy, Jeff, Meg, Adam, Nidia, and Jay were in the room having a little Christmas party. We exchanged gifts. When we were done. Jeff stood up grabbed a big box sitting behind him sat on the edge of my bed and sat the box in front of me. I unwrapped it. And opened it and there was another box then another box then another box then another box. Finally I got to a small blue box. I opened it. My mouth dropped. It was the most beautiful ring I had ever seen. I looked at Jeff with tears in my eyes. *~ "Nicole, Will you marry me?"" "Yes I will" ~* Jeff kissed me and hugged me. He placed the ring on my finger. We still had or problems. But he was the love of my life. I had to be with him. *~ ~*Chapter 20*~ ~*4 Weeks later*~ ~* I was still in shock that Jeff had asked me to marry him. I didn't know if it was because of the baby or because he wanted to marry me. I never asked him. I was back on RAW. I took Xander with me. I had a new feud with Molly. Trish would be coming back to RAW in a week. Ivory was on Smackdown and Jazz was on both until someone new won the title. Vince made sure it was ok with me and it was. It was cool with Jeff too. He couldn't wait to get back at her. He still wanted to kill her. Jeff was very protective after what had happened. He always made sure that someone was with me. If he couldn�t be with me, then he had Matt or Adam. Me and Meg were with each other enough. But that wasn't enough. Matt still hasn't chosen Amy or Asha. But that will change.*~ ~*On RAW*~ ~* Me and Meg were in the girls locker room. Trish wasn�t due back for another week so I didn't have Jeff with me. Xander was in his baby carrier sleeping. Asha came in crying.*~ "What's wrong Asha?" Meg asked "I'm pregnant." "By Matt!?" I asked "Yes." "Does he know?" "No, He doesn't want me he wants Amy." "What makes you think that?" "He's with her now." "Hun, He's been doing this for a while. He's trying to figure out who he wants. You need to tell him." "I know," "Tell him now. Do you want me to go get him?" I asked "Yes please." ~* I walk out of the room and see Matt down the hall.*~ "Matt!" ~* I yelled he turned around and I motioned for him to come here. He walked down there*~ "What's up?" "Asha needs to talk to you." "ok" He walked inside and saw Asha crying "What's wrong? He went over and hugged her "Tell me." ~* She looked up and he whipped the tears from her eyes. I asked Asha if she wanted us to leave but she said no for us to stay. Finally she spoke*~ "Matt, who do you want to be with?" "Why do you want to know this?" "I need to know Matt, tell me." "Asha, I don't know if I should tell you." "Amy?" "No, What's wrong with you why are you crying? Are you crying because you think I want Amy" "That's part of it. You want to be with Amy." "No, I don't" "Then why did you say that?" "What? That I don't know if I should tell you?" "Yea" "It was going to be a surprise." "So who do you want to be with?" "You," ~* Asha started crying more.*~ "Baby, what's wrong? I want to be with you" "Then why are you crying? "Because I'm pregnant." "What?" "I'm pregnant Matt." "You don't want it?" "Yes I do, but" "But what?" "But, you don't?" "No, I didn't say that." "You do?" "I'm not going to leave because your pregnant. I didn't want one yet. I wanted to wait for a while later. I'm not going to leave though." ~* Matt kissed Asha and whipped her face. He smiled.*~ "Asha," "Yea" "I........I love you...." "I love you too!" ~* The two hugged and kissed. I was forced to remember the old days with Jeff. We were so sweet. We were so happy. We acted like nothing else was there. But now it's who's going to change Xander or feed him. I didn't even think our love was still there. We still said it. But did we mean it? Jeff showed that he cared, but love and care are 2 different things. He still was the sweetest man I ever knew. And he still hurt when I did. But we didn't have that passion anymore. We were falling apart.*~ ~*Chapter 21*~ ~* I finished getting dressed. I picked up Xander and left Matt and Asha. I saw Amy and Jeff down the hall I walked towards them. Jeff saw me. He smiled and kissed my forehead and kissed Xander. He put his arm around me and held me close to him. I wasn't even paying attention to his and Amy's conversation until I heard Amy say Matt's name. *~ "Yea, I think Matt chose me over Asha." "What makes you think that?" I asked "The way he's been acting around me." "Oh, Well, why don't you tell him you need to know?" "I am, I'm trying to find him." "He's, down in our locker room." "Oh, OK thanks." ~* Amy walked off to the locker room. I looked back at Jeff who was staring at me. With his "You know something look"*~ "What?" I asked "You know who he picked huh?" "Yea," "And?" "Asha and there's another thing I know." "What's that?" "She's pregnant." "Really? Amy's going to be hurt." "I know. That's the only thing I don't like." "Well, are you ready for the match?" "Yes, We got to find Nidia to watch Xander." "She's with Jay." "OK," ~*Me and Jeff walk down to the rec room (where wrestlers eat, sit, rest). We see Jay and Nidia in the corner watching the monitor. We walk over there. *~ "Hey, Nicole" Nidia said "Hey, you ready to be Mr. and Mrs. Mom for 30 minutes?" "Yea," Nidia and Jay said in unison with a chuckle. "OK, just bring him down to the locker room before your match." "OK," ~* Me and Jeff left and walked down to the entrance. I didn't say a word to him. Just stood there. Thinking about what I should do. Jeff was staring at me. He had his arm around my waist, trying to talk to me, but I didn't notice. He turned me to face him*~ "What's wrong with you?" "What do you mean?" "You have been spacing out for the past week or 2. Most of the time you don't notice me. It's like your not even here with me." "Nothing's wrong Jeff, I just have a lot on my mind." "That's just the thing. You used to be able to talk to me about things now you don't." "I don't because I don't know about us anymore." "What?" He said shocked ~* I looked away from him. He put his hand under my chin making me face-face with him. *~ "I don't know Jeff." I said as a tear slid down my cheek. "What do you mean?" He said in a teary voice. "I don't know about us Jeff, I don't know if we still love each other." "I love you Nicole. I love you with all my heart I love everything about you. Nicole I want to be with you and only you." "Then why don't you show it?" "I do Nicole, I try my hardest to." ~* Jeff's music came on. We had to go out. He whipped his face and I whipped mine as we appeared at the ramp. We didn't look to enthusiastic or pumped we did our dance.....half heartedly.*~ "Making his way to the ring accompanied by Jadynn, Jeff Hardy!!" ~* We entered the ring and we jumped on the turnbuckles. I didn't feel like being there. And I know Jeff didn't. I got out of the ring. And leaned on the mat. As Maven's music came on. *~ "Making his way to the ring accompanied by Champagne, Maven!" ~* Maven entered the ring and did his little pose. Jeff and Maven were throwing punches back and forth. They ended up close lining each other. I took advantage and did a moonsault on Maven and got out of the ring. Jeff noticed what I had done and crawled over there and went for the pin when Champagne jumped in with a chair and hit Jeff in the head. Maven pushed Jeff off as Jeff held his head. I suddenly had the answers to all my questions. I suddenly knew Jeff loved me. Jeff was starring at me I knew he was in pain not from the chair but from what I said. I started screaming*~ "Come on Jeff, get up! Get up Jeff!!" ~* Jeff looked at me weird. I smiled at him. He looked confused. He tried to get up as Maven hit him with the trashcan. I got up on the top rope and did the huricanrana on Maven. And jumped out of the ring. Champagne came up to me and started fighting me. I got her off me as Jeff won. Jeff rolled out of the ring and I went to. But Maven grabbed me by my hair and pulled me back and threw me in the corner. Jeff saw Maven coming after me and jumped in the ring and grabbed Maven and threw him over the ropes. Maven ran off and Jeff came over to me and hugged me. We walked back up the ramp. His arm around me. *~ ~*Chapter 22*~ ~* Jeff looked at me confused. *~ "So what's going on now?" He asked "With us?" "Yes, first you tell me you don't know about us. Then all of a sudden your in-love with me and everything." "I have always been in-love with you, it's just ever since I had the baby. It seemed like we weren't in-love with each other. Then I saw how much pain you were in and I realized that it was just me being paranoid. I do want to be with you. And I do know that we're in-love with each other. I'm sorry that I hurt you. I love you Jeff." "It's OK, Nicole, I understand how you could think that. I haven't really been there for you since the baby was born. But I will never fall out of love with you. You�re everything to me. I love you too." ~* We kissed and walked to the locker rooms. Nidia was standing there with Xander. Jeff took him. *~ "Mommy needs some time alone." Jeff said smiling at me. "Thanks Jeff." "You need it." ~* I went into the locker room and saw Asha sitting on the bench crying. *~ "What's wrong?" "Amy, Matt told her he chose me and Amy. She hates me now.. She wants to kill me." "No, she doesn't. She's just hurt." "No, she yelled at me and Matt she told us she was going to get me when I least expect it." "You know Matt, Jeff, or me will allow that." "I know, but she was one of my best friends." "I know, maybe after she gets over Matt she'll apologize to you." "I don't know." ~* Matt walked in and came over to Asha and hugged her. *~ "baby, Amy didn't mean it. She won't hurt you. I won't let her. Come on lets go to the hotel." ~* Asha and Matt left. I changed and got my bag ready. I walked out and down to the guys� locker room where Jeff was just coming out. Jeff put his arm around my waist and kissed me. We walked past Vince's office Vince peeked out of the door*~ "Hey, Nicole, Jeff, I need to speak with you." "OK." ~* Me and Jeff entered the room and saw Adam, Meg, Amy, Asha, Matt, Nidia, and Jay. I looked at Jeff wondering if he knew what was going on. *~ "Nicole, Jeff. You know about the draft." "Yes," "Well, there has been some changes in the draft." "Really? What kind of changes?" Jeff asked "Nicole, your going to SmackDown. Jeff's on RAW, with Asha and Matt. Meg, Amy and Adam are going to SmackDown with you." "Your breaking me and Jadynn up!?" Jeff said "Yea, Jadynn, Star, and Lita are making an alliance." "So, Jadynn and Jeff are over? Star and Edge are over? Amy and Team Xtreme are over? WHAT'S UP WITH THAT?" "Nicole calm down," Meg said "That's easy for you to say, your still with Adam, I'm completely away from Jeff. I don't care if we go our separate ways in the story line but were on 2 different shows." "I'm sorry, but that's the way it has to be." Vince said "Look, you'll still see him. Your getting married to him." Amy said "Fine whatever." "When does this start?" eff asked" "Monday. We will have you too say good - bye. We'll have a last match Nicole will accompany you to the ring one last time and she'll end up fighting Trish one last time too." ~* Jeff looked at me. And smiled he knew I wasn't ok with it, but he knew I was trying to not bitch. A few minutes alter we all go back to our hotels and get some sleep. *~ ~*My last RAW*~ ~* Me Meg and Amy walked slowly through the halls. We were sad that we wouldn't be with the old click anymore. No more Lita, Jadynn, And Star vs. Trish, Ivory, and Jazz. No more Jeff and Jadynn no more Team Xtreme with Lita. The cameras show us in the locker room. We just got done getting ready, and were talking about the old matches. Nidia, and Champagne walk up and say good bye to us. Saying it was great working with us. We then walked out of the locker room and the cameras went off. I walked up to Matt. *~ "Hey Matt, I know I'll still see him and everything, but I'm not going to be here with him which means I can't watch him to make sure he's OK if something goes wrong. Will you keep an eye on him for me?" "Yea, Sure you know it's going to be weird without you Amy and Meg around all the time." "Yea, I know it's going to be weird without you guys too." ~* Jeff walks up.*~ "You ready baby?" "Yea," ~* Jeff's music comes on. We appear at the top of the ramp. Jeff kisses me. And we walk down*~ "Making his way to the ring from Cameron, North Carolina accompanied by Jadynn, weighing 212, Jeff Hardy" ~* We get up in the ring and he jumps on the turnbuckles doing his pose. When Maven's music came on. Maven got in the ring and started off the match. Jeff was loosing, he had his mind on other things. Maven had Jeff laying in the middle of the floor and went for a trash can. I jumped up and did a hurricanrana on Maven and pulled Jeff over Maven for the pin*~ "1..2..3. The winner and new hardcore champion Jeff Hardy!" ~* I jump back up in the ring and hug Jeff. We stare into each other�s eyes. We hugged each other and we kissed. The crowd roared. We walked backstage. Trish ran up and challenged me to a match and I accepted. I got ready for the match and meet Jeff and Trish at the entrance*~ ~*Chapter23*~ ~*The Match*~ ~* I was beating the hell out of Trish. It was my last match on RAW and I wasn't about to leave a loser. And I didn't. Trish didn't move she just laid there. I walked back with Jeff. Happy that I finally showed Trish not to mess with me. The camera showed us backstage at the doors. *~ "Umm, good luck with Smackdown" Jeff said "Same to you." "It's not going to be the same without you here." "I know," "Well, I'll miss you." "I'll miss you too." ~* I began to spark up some tears. As Jeff hugged me. *~ "I love you." "I love you too." ~* It then showed Star and Lita joining us. *~ "You ready Jadynn?" Star asked "Yea I guess." "It was nice wrestling with you Jeff" Lita said ~* Jeff gave Star and Lita a hug and then gave me a hug and a last kiss. And me, Star and Lita walked out of site. It showed Jeff turn around and walk away with his head held low. After we left I didn't even have time to say bye to Jeff, we had to head off to Chicago, we were in Indiana, I left him a note in the hotel room. And took Xander with me. *~ ~*4 weeks later*~ ~* In the past 4 weeks me and Jeff have only seen each other twice. And he's only seen Xander 3 times. It was hell, our schedules clashed. It was almost like WWE was trying to tear us apart. They would schedule or signings at different times at different parts of the world. So I arranged a meeting with Vince*~ ~*The meeting*~ "Well, hey Nicole. How can I help you?" "I don't think this is the rite life style for Xander. He never gets to see his father and he hasn't been home in over 6 weeks." "Are you saying you want to leave?" "Yea," "Have you talked to Jeff about this?" "When? How? We hardly get to talk because our schedules are completely different." "Are you sure you want to do this?" "Yes, I am." "OK. You'll always be welcome to come back." "Thanks." "Will you let Jeff know?" "Yes, I will. I guess we will arrange your leaving tomorrow night." "OK" "See you then." "Yup" ~* I left Vince's office and went to the hotel and told Meg and Amy about what I did and they understood. *~ ~*Last night wrestling*~ ~* The High Flying Divas (HFD) had a match against Jazz, Stacey, and Ivory. HFD were winning. I got up on the ropes and went to do a moonsault when I slipped and fell backwards looking like a landed on my neck. I didn't move I just laid there. The medics came down and took me to the 'hospital'. After the show went off. I went back to the hotel and found Jeff sitting in front of my door. *~ "Jeff what are you doing here?" "Vince told me what you did." "Good," "Nicole, you shouldn't have done that. This is your dream" "Yea it is, but the dream I want to come true is being a family with you. I hate Xander never being home and never seeing you." "You did this for me and Xander?" "I did it for us." ~* Jeff let out a smile. And grabbed my arm and pulled me in and held me the tightest he ever has.*~ "Oh, god I missed you." "I missed you too" I replied. "Vince gave me from wens-mon off so we can go home tomorrow. And spend every day together." "Really?" "Yes," "Finally." "Where's Xander?" "Oh, Amy took him for the night. She said I needed some time alone." "Oh, Well, we do need some time alone." "Yea, we do." ~*Me and Jeff got changed and went straight to bed. The next morning Amy dropped Xander off and we went home. For the first time in months I actually felt like we were a family. I loved it. 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