| Dear Diary, I�m on the space plane right now. I went to the party and had a wonderful time. When I got there, the place was full. I was happy for that because then I wouldn�t be so pressured to say hello to anyone. About an hour after I arrived there, I was dancing on the dance floor. They had very good music. Another great thing about Antar. All of a sudden, someone came up behind me and tapped me on the shoulder. When I turned around, it was the boy I had seen staring at me earlier today. I was so surprised, I didn�t know what to say. He asked me if I�d like to dance with him. I accepted and we danced the night away. We connected immediately. It was getting late when we finished dancing. We went outside to get some fresh air. Antar has the freshest air I have ever breathed. We found this bench and we sat down there. We talked a bit and then we had nothing to say. Then the most wonderful thing in my life happened. I couldn�t help it. I whispered in his ear, �Kiss me�. So he put his hand on my cheek and I leaned in and then we just� It was beautiful. I don�t know how I know this, but I�m going to marry him some day. I�ve only known him for an evening and yet I know I will be with him for the rest of my life. It�s such a strange feeling. I wish I didn�t live so far away. But we agreed that he would come out to Rydon next week and he�ll stay for a week or two. I can�t wait! Avalia Dear Diary, I haven�t written in three weeks because I completely forgot. I�m not used to writing in a diary, so I must remind myself every day to write. I went to the Uniport to see Zan off. He came to see me for two weeks. Let me start from the beginning. Three weeks ago, I met Zan at a party and we fell in love instantly. Then I had to leave that very evening for Rydon, but he said he would come to visit me for a couple of weeks. So, the next week, he came out with his father. We walked around the entire palace perimetre, which took most of the morning. I found out so many things about him through that walk. He looks so strong on the outside, but once we really started talking, he broke down and told me his troubles. He�s terrified of the thought that he will be King one day. He can�t see himself as the ruler of billions of people. But I told him that he wouldn�t be alone, that he would have a wife beside him. And he�d have his family. He felt better after I talked to him. Later on, I showed him around the palace and to all my siblings. He couldn�t believe how many brothers and sisters I have. I don�t see anything strange about having 8 siblings. In fact, our family is one of the smaller ones on Rydon. But our family is growing because Mama is going to bare a child in two weeks. We traveled around with our fathers quite a bit, seeing the countryside and also the large cities. My heart was saddened when I saw all the poverty on the streets. It�s scenes like that of when they�re sitting on the cold ground, begging for a crumb of bread, that compel me to work towards my goal of plentiful food for everyone on Rydon. I�m fortunate for because of my status I am able to actually make a difference. Zan was amazed at how much I long for the poor to live healthy lives. I don�t see why the rich should be any more healthy and happy than the dirty poor should. It makes no sense to me. We attended many parties that were hosted by friends and family in honor of Zan and his father. By the end of his stay, Zan and I had grown so close, it was terribly hard to say good by. I miss him so much right now. I want to see him beside me all the time and it kills me that he�s so far away. Avalia Dear Diary, Krey got engaged! I�m so excited for him. His fiancee, Neca, is from Vumyth, an old and wealthy planet. I�ve met her many times and she seems very kind and will make a good Queen for Krey and for Rydon. The wedding will take place two months from now. People from all five planets will be invited, so it will be a large wedding. I will be one of the bridesmaids, along with my sisters. Neca�s brothers and sisters will be in the wedding also, so the wedding party will be a large one. Zan will be my escort and for that reason, I want the wedding to come all the more quickly. Speaking of Zan, I talked to him today over the teleport. My teleport only works on Rydon, so I am not able to transport my full body to Antar. But being a hologram is just as well, since I can feel, taste, and smell everything just the same. We talked about Krey getting married and how his life is going to be when he becomes a husband. Then we started talking about our own wedding and marriage. It wasn�t anything serious, but I think we both know that we want to get married to each other. We talked about what we�d do after we got married and where we�d live. Obviously, since he is heir to the thrown, we would live on Antar. Then it hit me. If I married Zan, then I would become Queen of Antar. Queen. That word has a thousand meanings to me. If I were to become Queen, I�d be able to do unimaginable things that a lowly princess like me would never have the chance to do. I�d be able to reform society and turn everyone into equals. No one would starve or die of hunger. I told Zan about what I thought and he said that he would stand beside me all the way. He too wants to see a reformation in society. That just made me love him more. Then we talked about children, about how many we would have and how far apart in age they would be. I said I wanted 16, but he refused. He only wants 5. Maybe we�ll be able to compromise. I�ll try to get in at least 10. I must go now. Avalia Dear Diary, Neca came over with her sisters to see me and my sisters about bridesmaid dresses. We searched through all the models and only found 3 that we all agreed on. Then we had to vote and that brought it down to 2 dresses. One dress was a silvery blue with a tinge of sparkles in the fabric. It had three thin spaghetti straps on each shoulder. In the back, the dress had a low cut all the way down the bottom of the back. The dress was strait all the way down to the toes, where it flared out just a tiny bit. The second dress was a shiny creamy white colour. It had short sleeves that went to just below the armpit. It was a more reserved dress because the collar line is right below the neck. At the waist, the dress flares out a bit, showing the hips. The dress goes all the way down to the feet. Personally, I preferred the blue dress. Thankfully, that dress won. I got fitted and now I have my bridesmaid dress. It looks absolutely divine on me. I have to show Zan the dress the next time I see him. Avalia |
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