�in our relationship�
�it seems you want something different� she said
through events and doings that happened
and time over a short while
we became good friends
i considered her my best
getting hurt over and over
by so many unknowing souls
can be so painful and so have so many repercussions
getting hurt over and over
giving myself out
to even just a few people
spreads me thin
to where im nothing
hoping to get something in return
to help me grow
in any way possible
but i get nothing
nothing
but tears
tears of my own
not of another
but of myself
because of others
and their unknown
how do i get into this
so many times it feels
i�ve made this mistake
of giving my feelings to others
hoping they�ll keep them safe
like i do theirs
but instead they don�t realize they have possession
when they do they don�t figure
and so they forget somewhere
leaving my feelings there
with nobody
not absolutely anybody
im sick of giving myself out
myself and my feelings
letting others do with them as they want
because they will do nothing with them
or nothing to help
not even themselves
if i was giving and not receiving it wouldnt hurt so much
but im sending my feelings off
and midway they fall
just drop
and nobody�s around
nobody cares enough to notice them