| Anslie �I cannot believe you!� I screamed. �All of the times you told me you love me, they were just complete crap, weren�t they?� Tears began to stream freely down my face. �Weren�t they? Kevin, answer me!� �No! I love you and nothing could ever change that!� Kevin replied. �Anslie, everyone makes mistakes, you�ve got to understand that.� �I understand that everyone makes mistakes, but you fooling around on me with a groupie was more than a mistake! How can you not understand that?� I took in a deep breath, �And if you really loved me, it was a mistake you wouldn�t have made.� You buried your head in your hands. �If I didn�t love you, I wouldn�t have told you. Anslie, we�ve always been honest with one another and this was eating away at me.� �So now that you�ve gotten all of this off of your chest, I can start letting it eat away at me? Kevin, I honestly don�t know what to say to you, I didn�t think you�d ever put me in this position,� I didn�t want to finish, but deep inside I knew that I had to. �But you did, and as much as I don�t want to, I have to ask you to leave; permanently.� My stomach was in my throat; I didn�t know how much more I could take. I turned my back to you, so you couldn�t see my tears. �Anslie, think about what you�re saying. We�ve got too much to just throw it all away.� �I can�t believe you have the nerve to say that to me. You should have thought about how much we had before you did what you did.� �Anslie�� Always before, I had loved hearing you say my name, you always said it so lovingly, but now it made me cringe. �Don�t Anslie me, just leave. Please don�t make this any harder than it already is.� I walked through the living room to the front door and opened it for you. I didn�t look up until I heard your car door slam, I couldn�t watch you walk away from me. Kevin As I drove away, I didn�t really know where I was going, I just drove for what seemed like an eternity. I eventually ended up in front of Brian and Kailen�s house. I knew that if there were any way for me to earn your forgiveness, Kailen would know what it was. I got out of the car and knocked on the door. �Kevin, what are you doing here?� Brian asked as he answered the door. I couldn�t answer; I just broke down. �Kailen, come here,� Brian called as he led me into the living room. When Kailen came into the room, she sat down next to me on the sofa. �What happened?� �I told Anslie and now it�s over,� I sobbed. I know I had to look like and idiot, crying like I was, but I felt like I was dying inside; I couldn�t control myself. �Told Anslie what?� Kailen asked confused. �Oh no,� Brian said, running his hand through his hair. �Did you tell her everything?� �I had to, she deserved to know the truth,� I replied. �You two better tell me what�s going on here, right now!� Kailen exclaimed. I looked at Brian, there was no way I could go through the entire story again, it hurt too much. �Kevin messed up when we were in Canada,� Brian explained. �Messed up?� Kailen asked. �How exactly did you mess up?� �He fooled around with some groupie,� Brian replied. �Kevin, I cannot believe you! Anslie loves you more than anyone on this earth and you did that to her!� Kailen screamed. �I know! It kills me to think about how much I�ve hurt her. I love her just as much, if not more. Kailen, you�ve got to help me,� I pleaded. �I don�t think I can help you. You screwed up beyond belief and I don�t think there�s anything you can do to fix things. You betrayed her trust, the one time she couldn�t go with you. I just cannot believe that.� �Kailen, isn�t there any way you can help him?� Brian asked. �I don�t know, I can try talking to her, but I don�t know how much good that�s going to do.� �Please, if you think it might help in any way at all, please talk to her. Kailen, I don�t know if I can handle being without her. Chapter Two |