| My Transformation Goals: *Love me...and always keep in mind that this is for me...and me only.* To exercise regularly. To have patience. To keep faith in myself. To drink plenty of water! Oh yeah...to look like <-------- one day. (just kidding...well, at least to be able to wear a pair of pants like that? aww come on...whatcha think? lol) |
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| 03.05.02 updated |
| I am a nice person...yep, I'm over weight...been that way my entire life. I am that woman who no one talks to...I am that lil' girl that no one wanted to be friends with...I am that over weight black chick that you never speak to because she never speaks to you (not a mean person...just shy)...I am Jonai. {wave} Allow me to begin by saying...Jonai isn't my real name. Well, let's just say it's not my first name...however, on this site I go by Jonai...{that's Jo-Nay}.I am 23 years old as of July 11th...I am single...and I do not have any children. I am not FAT because I am happily married and I just had a baby and I want to get rid of baby fat...I am not FAT because one day I...*gasp* "...woke up FAT," although I was once a cheerleader. I am here because I am trying to make myself healthy after 23 years of being unhealthy. Umm, give or take a year...I wasn't quite born 200 pounds, although it feels like it. I am alone, I am sad, I am {painfully} shy, I am me... Okay, this is NOT where I go into my life story...I just wanted to get to a few facts about me...I am just your average chick. I am NOT on Weight Watchers...although I hear it's a great program...nor have I had any surgery...although if I could have afford it...I just might have. I am just eating less, exercising...and most importantly trying to stay motivated. I kinda call my weight loss journey SLIM SLOW...because it damn sure hasn't been going fast! {lol inserted here} The words THIN or SKINNY will NEVER be used to describe me, this I know...but I'll tell you why I'm doing this... I am sick and tired of being alone, sad, depressed, irritated, envious of others...and most of all MISJUDGED. 99.9% of the time I am misjudged...I am misjudged by men...women...family...co-workers...EVERYONE. It must end...losing weight is the only way to improve my life. Fitness is now my biggest priority...I just wanna be healthy... I don't need a MAN in my life...I don't need a bunch of FRIENDS...all I want is my good health, fitness...and if the other things come...then it is meant to be... So, that's my story...yep...that's me... ...and it is now @ this time that I'd like to say something I've NEVER had the courage to say b/4... take it or leave it. It's all about ME...becoming a better ME...in 2003...and BEYOND! {insert *smile* here} |
| to learn even more about me...here are the results of a few online quizes I've taken... {don't take it all that serious...it's just results from random internet quizes I took when I was bored! lol} |
| Random Facts: Sign: Cancer Location: The South... aka, North Carolina Personality: Realist, Sarcastic, Shy... Favorite "Slim Slow" {lol} food: Ego FF Waffles; Hashbrowns w/fresh mushrooms; Morning Star "Sausage" Links... (yep, a girl's getting CREATIVE now...lol) Favorite TV Show: Sex and the City & Six Feet Under Favorite Movie: Dirty Dancing & Love and Basketball Favorite Color: Light Blue & Lavender & (recently) Pink Last Book Read: Umm...does Cosmo count? lol Currently Reading: Bad Boy by Olivia Gold-Smith CD Player: Anything slow... Currently Working Out To: The YYYYYYWCA :o) updated 01.21.03 |
| ---------------------> Funny how my friend just told me the same thing in a conversation recently...lol Alright, maybe she was right...{smile} |
