so smoothe and nothing was wrong.
Damaged by pain and seperation,
a family weakened, not strong.
This family torn within.
Tears flow again.
tears of rain so deep.
Sadness takes over me,
I fall to the ground and weep.
Why such is this?
Pain that is neverending,
it keeps taking me away.
Killing my pain,
I am killing myself everyday.
This pain is a part of me,
so it is never going to die.
Tears of rain I cry,
I wish I could say goodbye.
These tears I cry,
rain that cleanses me.
I can't explain how I feel,
for it is my pain you wont see.
Tears of rain,
takes all my pain away.
Take a knife to my heart.
Make my pain decay.
Watch me fall apart.
of being who I am.
Trying to block running water of emotion,
acting as a dam.
Yet, I fail to do it,
too weak to hold pain so damaging.
Feeling that my pain is easy,
is something you are imagining.
You tell me to get help,
yet, you'll do nothing to help me.
When I fail,
you ask,"how hard can it be?"
Anger inside that is threatening,
something I must get rid of.
I used to be free,
fly like a dove.
No more freedom.
Trapped by emotions inside.
When I want them gone, they wont come.
Deep regret haunting,
this dream of mine.
Stop lieing to me and telling me everything will be fine.