at the beginning of my site...
one of my top two interests are mermaids. I do not know why I like them. Heh... I guess cuz ...
if I was a mermaid... I wouldn't have to deal with REALITY PROBLEMS!
>_< But we
all have to do
things we don't like RIGHT? O.o
AH well... READ ON. . .
from those who SAY they love her?
When will they help me, Lord?
My answers are just one big blur.
Make them see, Jesus,
what they say is of the one below.
When they see You, get judged,
they will remember Peter and the rooster's crow.
They will say they lived for You,
and believe it in their heart.
But when Your judgement occurs,
they will see, from You, they were far apart.
I ask when, Lord?
When will they let me loose?
Let me loose of this leash,
feeling my head's in a noose.
I don't think they'll ever stop, Jesus,
they will continue to complain.
I know You have known,
my heart's been full of pain.
Now, with You, You know,
when and where, everything.
written on 3-11-04
to this family of mine?
They have changed for the worse,
I thought everything would be fine.
Out of all of them, me, Lord,
I have been living for You, Your law.
Now, my family's spiritual health,
is slowly being torn by a claw.
I know, Lord, that these words,
are somewhat dark in a way.
But I have to write, Jesus,
so I can peacefully lay.
What happened to them Lord,
it's just my best friend and I, now.
I pray that something happen,
to open their eyes, somehow.
I know I need to trust you.
But, Jesus? I try so hard.
Sometimes, I cry too,
I know there will be a reward.
Whatever has or will happen,
I trust in Your word.
now and forever.
I know, with You in me,
I will always endeavor.
Shadows may cast upon me,
and temptation comes and goes.
But Your love affects me,
more than Satan's negativity does.
I love You, Lord, thank You,
for rescuing my only soul.
As I drink from Your fountain,
I become full of love, so whole.
Please forgive me for all I've done,
I will not cease to praise You.
You are worthy of my praise,
just as the skies are blue.
If my brother or sister,
in You, gets down,
can You whisper something to them?
Whisper to them softly,
"My love for you beats the beauty
of a gem." Thank you always, Father.