i welcome you willingly
into the darkness of my mind
into the darkness of my bed
sheets tangled in memories of tonight
sheets tangles in the absence of tonight
you always come at the most
inopportune times.
you bring me false solace
when it is needed the least
but needed the most.
my tears could never convince you
to stay for just one night
for just one dream
just one nightmare,
anything.
i could never convince you
to stay for just a few hours
or a few more than that
or until foreverness
without leaving.
i welcome you willingly,
but in the darnkess of night
you always disappear down my throat
with the devil in a pill.
you never stay.
i welcome you willingly,
but you never stay.
you never stay.
