you always told me to go for it.. to just release and become one with the air around me. you said i should let go of my inhibitions and simply free fall into life. but what if i was really just too afraid to jump? what if i couldn't stop moving long enough to make the world stop spinning and concentrate on the air below? what then? would you push me over the edge? and if i fell, would you fall with me? would i crash to the ground and be fortunate enough to shatter you but save myself? if i fell would i finally kill you? or would a piece of me die with you as well?
