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Previous : Feeling Good Next : Numb Sleeping awake... ********************** have been up since yesterday... and I haven't slept at all... suppose to be dead on the bed now but I really wanna type out my feeling right now.. am feeling quite screwed up inside.. coz I just had a miserable 60 mcq psychology test which I studied 6 hours for... geee.. one hour per chapter.. plus some rotting session... hrm.. I think I'm pretty good ... but sorta blank out at the test... even fell asleep! wah... but somethings I remembered very clearly.. so I guess should be fine... =) left at around 11 from costumes.. walked pass blk 3 while they were having blk supper.. was feeling a bit vexed over the test so didn't have the mood to stop... Yk thought I was pissed off or something.. but he was really nice... brought me food and for the first time actually sat down in my room to accompany me... heh.. improvement? yup... Engin blk can be a really nice place to study... if not for the fact that there was some extremely whiny gal screaming away.. I'd have better use of my time... gee... fell asleep for around 10 minutes.. gee.. forgot to message Yk and he got bit worried... ah... my fault... in the end he offered his room for me to study coz Eujin was going elsewhere to do his work... so there I went... studied there for a few hours... until I was brain dead... ironic... coz I was studying Psych? hrm.. anyone see the link? ok nvm.. *************************************** so anyway.. by 6 I was done with psych... spent the next 2 hours staying awake... talked bit their secondary school days.. hrm.. interesting... mine was a healthy and protected one.. their's well... bit crazy I must say... can't thank them enough for staying up with me... in the end no one slept in blk 6... Phua ended up in Joyce's room.. Shingfeng was just loitering around.. so... Eujin, Yk and I are the survivors!! haha... ************************************* finally caught the movie Turn left. Turn right.. gee... I actually cried at the end.. it was super stupid and super sweet! ah... I wanna go to the fountain!! wanna be those white pigeons.. hrm.. maybe go funfair and carry a horse back? heh... totally made myself at home in the cinema... coz Yk and I decided that we won't make it for the 455 show at JP.. ended up in JEC.. and caught the 515 show just in time! =) good thing there were only a few miserable people in the cinema... so we practically had the whole place to ourselves! *wahahah* after the show. decided to go shop around JEC... ah. that place.. reminds me of PJ days.. hm.. miss my OG mates.. wonder how they are... so yes.. we spend quite some time there shopping.. eating... hrm.. not bad! ******************************* I have good news! I'm more in control of myself now! at least of my emotions.. or maybe coz at this point I feel nothing but exhaustion... after hanging out with him... talking.. crapping... realised that maybe I have been too into the idea of getting into a relationship... hrm... too much on infatuation I guess? could be myself more today/yesterday... maybe coz I feel more secure.. knowing that he cares... yup... =) got to know him a little more... I like the relationships that we're having now... yup! the taking things slow and getting to know each other.. ya.. I think I can survive... =) ******************************** talking to Weizheng is good... he's always able to offer me the mature side of things... feel like I'm talking to GC... haha.. quite nice to know that I've made another close friend... coz we're both quite open with each other... basically I'm an honest gal.. so if anyone asks me stuff I'd just say.. haha.. but its also coz I know he's a nice guy and he's quite self disciplined.. hrm... nice friend made! =) ************************************ Previous : Feeling Good Next : Numb �@ �@
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