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Numb ********************** Monday morning.. and here I am sitting in front of the computer.. feeling brain dead and extremely exhausted like I've never been ... shall not attempt to sleep or I might just skip another SS lecture... feeling quite accomplished because I managed to catch up to Lecture 5.. which mean I only have about 2 more lectures to go before I'm on time! Good.. Sunday not wasted at all.. =) managed to wait for brother to return from the Airport.. quite happy that we're back to normal! haha.. he's not angry anymore! so am quite happy! plus he kept stuffing me with food from Taiwan.. geee I miss that place! the food it just PUUUURRRRRRFECTO! delicious would be too mild a word to describe the food I had yesterday... hahaha... *salivates* came back hall pretty late... called Lihling... ah.. haven't spoken to her for 2 weeks... gee... sorry gal... too many things have happened... but glad I called you! Thanx for being such an angel! you never fail to cheer me up and clear my doubts... gee... I really wish I could give you a big hug...! *BIG HUGZ* miss you so much! know you miss home quite a lot.. promise to call you more often k? now that I'm more settled in... =) meanwhile you just take care and don't fall sick k? ********************************** btw I love that "sending a box of SARS virus thingy to his room if he bullies me" wahaha... miss that kinda crap talk too! wahahah! *********************************** had my first BOP meeting... ah.. not bad la... sorting out photos... haha... got to see all those photos.. taken during orientation... took 1 hour plus to sort all of them out.. people are ok... but I'm just anti social... haha.. didn't feel like mixing around.... ************************************ had one chicken wing for supper which YK very kindly offered... studied in their room again but ended up eating most of the time.. haha... finally decided to give up studying at 4... heh... Phua wasn't even back when I returned! gee.. she's good ah... ********************************** Told Lihling that I feel that I've grown stronger... its just simply amazing how she can read my mind... how she is able to see things the way I see them.. how I feel ... even more amazing that she can see the link between my feelings towards JP and him... I guess thats just what happens when you know someone inside out eh? Thank you gal... I just can't thank you enough... I'll never figure out how you can understand such things without even being attached before... common sense eh? offering me views from his point... you're just good! yes... I do feel stronger ... and I'm glad I haven't disappointed you.. there are times when I feel that you'd want to bash me up for being the way I am... but I promise you that I won't break down... I will be strong... in fact,I have! *gleams* ************************************** I really miss talking to you... miss hanging out with you... doing stupid things and making a fool outta ourselves no matter where we go... snatching stupid camera at Orchard MRT station in front of hundreds of people with Wenqing... smashing ice-cream on you during your birthday.. (oh ice-cream... that very incident that left a deep scar on my reputation with Wenqing telling the Uncle that I haven't bought ice-cream before!?!?!?!?) the late nights.. the stay-overs... the stupid quarrels we had over some childish friendship problems.. the letters that we wrote to encourage each other.. the times when you were down... those times when I needed help... the times when everything seemed hopeless in our friendship...I'm glad we survived... I miss you gal... ******************************** In actual fact... I'm really happy with the way things are now.. I'm more able to focus... more willing to give up certain things... guess being easily contented with things do me good! I'm happy with just one little message.. one look.. that'd just keep me going on all day... now I don't even need those... =) I guess .... people do grow stronger in adversity righto? ************************************* �@ �@ |