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Previous : I will never forget Next : better now Dilemma... I'm going to wake up in the morning thinking that I've made the wrong decision in agreeing to your proposal... but I think I will.. because I know we won't work out if we don't get to know one another better... I know all that... yet I'm super stubborn... guess its partly coz I'm selfish... coz I really like you... coz I know even as friends... I still will fall for you... ******************** but yes... I accept your proposal... to remain as very good friends... to let your feelings grow on me... ************************** yup.. no more rushing into things... it won't work out... am I confident of us working out? guess so... yup~ ****************************** I'm glad you think the way you do really... touched by your concern... coz previously when I had a relationship... I rushed into one... and it didn't work out... but we're still friends... =) ******************************** yes I really really like you... and I think I like you more than you do to me... but I guess it doesn't matter... yeah.. I guess... coz at least its not totally one sided... so I'm happy enough! at least I've got hope eh? haha... plus if we really got together like that then no challenge for you... aye... no fun? haha.. I'm kidding.. *grin* ******************************** I'm glad you thought of the consequences.. basically I think your proposal is great! haha... silly me eh? I'm just being a pain in the ass... suddenly got addicted to you... ******************************* think you're nice... sweet... but you're just too idealistic.... gotta improve! ********************************** basically.. thanx... actually while talking to you.. I'm convinced... my heart didn't ache anymore.. (though it did for a few hours before that.. ) and I felt happy once again... coz at least I know what you're thinking... I'm not lost... not uncertain... *********************************** didn't know how come my heart would ache so much though... its funny... =l ********************************* yes I accept... but I probably can't stop myself from expressing my feelings for you... coz... I don't like to keep things bottled up.. I'd burst into pieces one day... =) but I'd try to keep it low la... key word is try... *************************************** one more thing... didn't you realise that I was crapping again?? I haven't done that since Saturday... I'm back to me again! =) thanx to you though... **************************************** no I'm not stupid.. I thought of all the things your said.. I just didn't want us to end.. coz I kept thinking my feelings are one-sided... and that sucks... I had to make sure you had feelings for me too... =) and the fact that you keep telling me you don't want to hurt me means you care righto? am I being self-deluded here? nope... ok la.. I'm quite practical actually... just make sure you live up to what you say.. that we stay as very good friends... leaving that option open.. frankly I don't know what will happen.. right now I feel that if eventually we don't end up together I'd be very hurt.. but who knows? by then I might be too used to having you as a friend... hrm.. possible? ****************************************** so yeah.. you didn't have to repeat what you said like 100 times... gek now? made you waste your saliva... *************************************** seriously from the bottom of my heart... thanx! =) *********************************** have a good night's rest... =) �@ �@ Previous : I will never forget Next : better now �@ �@ �@ |