This was written with love please read with feeling, I would like you to feel all the emotion I put into these words. Thank you!
This is a page to tell you
a little bit about me.Now I have to stop
and think what there is about my boring life you might want to know.
Well here goes.
I am 43 and I live in the beautiful state of New Hampshire. With
our four distinct seasons. I was born to a family of ten children. Basically
I fall pretty much right in the middle. Ihave five brothers and four sisters.
Yes you guessed it, even right to the end.
Would you like to know a little about my family? If you answered no
you will have to skip down the page because here I go.
There is Sandy. I cant tell you much about her she did not grow up
in our house. What I do know is she has two beautiful daughters and a
love for animals.
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Then there is Dennis he is also married and has three children and
two of them now have children of there own.
Suzan is next. She was married at a young age and has four children.
She used to be a beautiful person until the drugs took over her life.
Onward we go lets see who is next. Oh yes it is me well I am
going to skip me for now and go onto.
Ronald or Ronnie as he likes to be called. Well what can I tell you
about him. He is married and has two wonderful children.He enjoys
fishing at any time of year. Let me tell you a story of what happened
when he talked me into going ice fishing with him.
Here the ice gets so thick you can drive your vehicle onto it.
Well it was a warm day nearing the end of the season. Not wanting
to leave his vehicle parked on the side of the road. Ronnie decides
he will drive onto the ice, and yes you know it. We were stuck the ice
was melting and there was eight inches of slush on the top. I may
be exaggerating the depth of the slush just a inch or two. :) Back
to the story! Anyway he sends me out to knock on doors to use
someones phone. At this point I must tell you it is early Sunday
morning. Well I walked for a ways before I found a house with a
vehicle and the promise of a telephone. If you knew me you would
understand it took a lot for me to walk up to that door and knock on
it. I DID IT! I knocked it was answered by a sweet old man who
when i asked if he might have a phone I could borrow, assuring him
it was not long distance. He preceded to tell me very sweetly
that he did not have a telephone.
As I started walking away I noticed the box on the side of the
house. You know the one the phone company puts there when they
install your phone.
Totally defeated I walked back to
where Ronnie was. Oh as I see now off the ice. At this moment a truck
pulls up beside me and who do you think it was but the little old man
who doesn't have a phone.
He notices the tire tracks coming
off the ice and sees my brother is no longer stuck.
As I said he is a very sweet not allowing me to use his phone and
explains he and his wife were alone at the house, and with all the nuts
you hear about on the news these days he was not going to take a
chance.
He did get into his truck and come to make sure I was alright.
Gotta love him.
Then there is Brenda the fire- walker. Yes give her a little
firewater and she becomes the fire- walker. Now here is a woman you men
should get to know. She loves snowmobiling, camping, all that
outdoorsy stuff. Oh and I should mention she likes to take off on
her motorcycle for hours at a time. She is divorced and has three
children and a grandchild. Yes it's grammy riding that motorcycle. That
makes her sound older than she really is. She is a person with a
zest for life and ALL it has to offer.
Let's see oh yes Larry. He is a great person. Will help you how
ever he can. Just don't cross him he is a bear. He has a great wife
and two handsome boys.
Robert here is a man who would give you the shirt off his back and
not think twice about it. He has two beautiful little girls and
married into four more. WOW six children I hadn't thought of that
before now.
Then there is Jerry. Now this is momma's boy.He still lives at home
with our mom and dad. Can be a very helpful person if he wants to be.
He enjoys doing things for older people.
Tammy the youngest. A sweeter person you would ever meet. Though
I guess her boyfriend would probably have something to say
about that. Well I think it is time for another bit of history.
Let me tell you about Tammy when she was a baby.We didn't see her
most of her first year of life. She had meningitis and was in Boston
children's hospital.
When she did come home to us she had scars on her little ankles
where they had sutured needles into them. She could not move her left
side and she was so pale. This is where the hard work came in. We
would sit just out of reach of her and have her crawl to us. This was
so painful. To watch my baby sister drag herself along, but as time
went by don't you know she did it
she was crawling then walking. Now
to give you an idea how much I love her.
I was going out to the bus. Yes this was quite some time ago.As I
said I was going out to the bus when I heard crying. I looked back
to see Tammy standing in the window looking at me crying.I don't have
to tell you I never made the bus that day but I will tell you, Tammy
and I sure had fun!
To all my brothers and sisters I LOVE YOU !
To everyone. My reason for telling you about my family is that
I believe, you can tell a lot about a person by knowing something about
the people who influence there lives. These are the people who are
closest to me and I believe the biggest influences in my life.
Now let me tell you about mystify16 the person.As I said
I am a 43 soon to be 44 year young woman. I am afraid of
people, and now you know why it took all I had to knock
on that door that day. The fear takes hold of your heart
and squeezes it. It feels like you are about to die. You
cant breath and it feels like everything is closing in
on you and you cant get away.
I also have a problem with depression. these days I
have a problem remembering things. I cry all the time and
I jump at everything. I also have a problem concentrating
on one single thing, my mind seems to jump everywhere.
I love animals. I like going camping, fishing once in
a while, I used to like to go for a walk in the evenings. I
love a good movie but who doesn't right.
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