| SINKING Sinking in my heart drinking the sorrows in my blood diving in the eternal red breathing the insecurity and the regret remembering a whole life of pain a life that I want to forget here while I sink more and more in my chest drowning with lost hopes filling my lungs with memories going mad to every second of solitude in this endless descend Sinking in my heart diving more and more in the emptiness discovering lost hopes and torturing me more and more enduring the pain and accepting my destiny falling and breathing pain as if my peace depended on that and my death was my salvation and the silence in the red of the blood my only relief now save me. By CaetanoJN July 12, 2000 |
| FEAR The situation is indeed occasional, I suffer of a fear that is not natural I fear the darkness that involves me at night, the darkness that hurts me as a whip. I live with fear of what I don't see, of the curel darkness and its courting vile. Fear of what I don't know, fear of knowing of the things that I deserve. Then I run to no where, the fear and I became one. Then I turn and I discover the truth, what drives me away is my own humanity. By CaetanoJN January 12, 2000 |
| YOU GO AWAY The clouds, going and coming Always changing its shape As ephemeral as dreams I imagine, my friends From where you come And to where you are going And why I feel such sadness When I see you departing. By CaetanoJN April 12, 2001 |
| LACRIMA Do you know what happened? I recalled yesterday and cried, I recalled us and I cried my blood. I recalled my mistakes I felt sorry again and I cried. I recalled, I smiled, I smiled of everything that was good. But even so I cried for all those days, of happiness, saddness and remorse, to all this I cried. I wanted you here to wipe my tears. By CaetanoJN |
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