| :: M0i et M€ et My§€lf :: | ||||||||||
| oh boy ::: me +i'm 18 +i'm the very open-minded person that believes in what has proven to her as something believable..i'm a sceptic i.e i find it hard to trust +too often i believe in the good of people and go down to the pits when i'm often mislead. +basically it comes down to two beliefs : you either believe in the good..or the bad. +i love sunsets and the sky in general. +photography has recently came into my life and i love expressing what moves me, in it. any form of expressing my feelings i find awesome, like art in general. mainly because i need approval, by myself. +i'm very critical of myself and one could say..obsessed with my outer shell +i love traveling and the history/culture of foreign countries fascinate me. +i also see philosophy as an ancient wisdom eventhough it's being misused and abused by politicians and general propaganda. +conspiracies fascinate me and i love conspiring with fellow like-minders! +let me switch to the dislikes :: something just popped into my head : teenyboppers and pop. teenyboppers : big nono. ok pop, it's catchy - i won't deny that...but it pisses me off, that genuine bands which actually put a lot of effort in creating awesome songs and executing them, are left on the side street. +i love the smell of fresh mowed grass and good food (love food) +i love the simple yet complicated things in life +i love strong, deep lyrics ...like Fiona Apple's or Tori Amo's...they're godesses +i love reading, but only books which are intellectually challenging, with deep meaning(s) ~ such a passion! lol +i have a passion for animals and i can't handle animal cruelty +i dislike stereotype names ...i love names like Leah, Milena, Milan, Cameron, Eden +i love my family and friends *big hug to you all* +i'm extremely caring and helpful and loyal and sensitive and emotional :sum me up ~ Cancerian +i do believe in astrology but not too intensely +i love meeting new interesting people but that happens every blue moon +people who help others while putting their own lives in danger make me cry ~ i admire those people +i love watching movies +i often analyze people when i meet them, and catagorize them +i can get very psychological with people i don't like... +i have a seperation-phobia +i'm partially scared of the dark +i love spontaneous things ;) +i love interesting people full of wisdom ;) +i always find something better to do than what i should actually be doing +my mom's alcoholic but finally recognized it and promised to work on it +dad died when i was 10 ~ ...the whole process lasted 1 and a quarter yrs and i have large inner scars from that. i never knew about them until i finally went to an awesome therapist brian. he enlightened me. he's more spiritual and also a hypnotist...he's awesome :) +i'm really close with my brother +i cannnooot stand fakeness +i swear too much +i believe everything is "meant to be" +i believe in reincarnation +black nailpolish is my friend +i'm not what i seem to be +i dislike models with a passion ~ misconceptions about things ANNOY me and there's a gr8 misconception about the actuality of models +i'm 5'7" +i'm a liar +i'm an artist +i'm a poet +i'm emotionally unstable +i often act as if someone is in the room with me and talk to "them" +i talk to myself. loudly, harshly, softly...any way actually. i love talking to myself, i release a lot of unwanted emotions out like that. |
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| ~ if seeing means believing then i do not believe ~ | ||||||||||
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