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100 facts about me :
1.i desperately want to find that loving and sensitive 'perfect'  man that everyone seems to have. i want to experience love, that feeling that people describe as unbreakable. if something is unbreakable, it's increadibly strong and that's exactly what i need.
2.i get tired of myelf sometimes
3.i don't like raisins
4.i'm very sensual
5.i couldn't live without music
6.i would not be able to live without some certain beings in my life.
7.i love my computer and i'm hooked to the net
8.i have low tolerance for hypocrites
9.i always think the grass is greener on the other side
10.i tend to think with my head rather than my heart
11.i don't live my life to the fullest
12.i used to be a bsb fan *blegh*
13.i used to expect ppl to return the amount of love etc that i always give, back to me.
14.i'm extremely helpful and caring
15.i am such a bitch
16.i don't think anyone's tough, it's a facade
17.i hate lies
18.i don't classify pop as real music
19.i can't handle the fact that i can't remember my own dad
20.i hate the fact that he's sorrounded by negative comments in my mind
21.i say things to sound cool
22.i'm gullible and very vulnerable
23.i, too often, feel very alone and empty
24.i've started cutting my wrists
25.i love pisceans and cancerians to death :p and beyond..
26.i love any form of expression in the art region, be it painting, photography, dancing..
27.i need approval from others
28.i'm looks obsessed and do 100 sit ups each night and play squash 1-2 a week for an hour.
29.i almost never get  headaches
30.i get nervous stomach cramps when my seperation-phobia kicks in
31.i always try to help others with my life knowledge when appropriate..well, always actually :)
32.i'm a new found soccer fan!*lol* esp. for germany and santa cruz for paraguay is a BABE!
33.i talk to my animals and they speak back to me
34.i try and learn and see all the life lessons that i'm faced with each day
35.i always trust and see the good in every person firstly
36.i have loads of conspiracy theories and i love thinking about them.i also believe in them
37.i believe that there is the illuminati
38.i always try and convince people of things which they don't know of and i think would be an advantage to them
39.i dispise the church
40.i dislike the fact that 1st world countries officials preach so much about their lovely country and their "petty" problems and leave countries where women are stoned to death if they show their face in public or look at a man, in squalour.
41.i'm jealous
42.i used to need a best friend as a protection
43.i love intellectual in-depth conversations
44.i can't be around high-society, snobs which sorround themselves with superficiality
45.i always feel with everyone and their anguish
46.the one thing i could not live without in the mornings is my mini-discman.i neeed my music in the mornings.
47.i drive with the schoolbus in the mornings
48.i get home around 3:30 and gotta get up at 6am schooldays.
49.i like coming home.i'm a home-grown person :)
50.i've never gotten any guy i really wanted.
51.i'm ashamed of something that eats at my soul
52.i think rapists, murderers were abused in some way in their childhood so that it would make them do the things they do.i actually feel sorry for them
53.i don't watch any horror or hardcore thriller movies
54.i get nightmares from them and frankly, my soul can't handle them.
55.i don't enjoy drama movies too much
56.i don't find chris tucker amusing
57.i think people are blinded by the fakeness of the 'stars' and think they are like that in real-life. well if you add the kg of make-up, body slimming techniques and suits...that annoys me.
58.i regret not having learned how to play an instrument
59.i envy those singers who have an audience worldwide, get to travel and play THEIR music to ppl that love it
60.i dislike my hands and feet
61.i wish i had a more toned stomach
62.i don't really like germans, yet i am half german
*there are a few exceptions though*
63.i'm very neat and organized when i write or have to study something, everything has it's place
64.i'm lazy
65.i find storms and thunder mixed with rain magical and mystical
66.i love visiting places with history, places which are eerie and mystical
67.my passion is dancing
68.i also have a passion for books and reading
69.i meditate
70.i love watching waves and listening to them crashing down
71.i love forces of nature
72.i love nature in general
73.although i don't always respect it
74.i think i was a witch in a past life
75.i wanted to study philosophy
76.i'm scared of my future
77.i can't take compliments
78.i challenge people mentally
79.i'm not a phone-kinda-person
80.i like handling things in person, talking in person rather than on the phone
81.i'm courageous
82.i like spontaneity
83.i can't stand it when i can't spell correctly
84.i always try and use complicated words in sentences to make them sound grandiose in english class
85.i don't do the best i could academically
86.academics aren't very important to me.
87.i create negative paintings by nature.
88.i have a positive outlook on life.
89.i can't let a dispute between a person and myself lay to rest, i have to settle it then and there
90.i love the fact that i have already met 4 soulmates of mine at my age
91.i laugh at popstars who sit all prim and proper and always give the same dumbass answers and sing songs others wrote and do what the manager tells them to do.
92.i can't stand boybands
93.somebody needs to call the fashion police on christina aguilera
94.i think i have an awesome clothing style
95.i'm a shopaholic
96.i get enough pocket money
97.yes,i'm spoiled
98.ppl say they can often not understand what the hell my friends and i are talking about cuz we have so many insiders
99.i love insiders, they make life worthwhile
100.i'm planning on getting my drivers license in july *just like my honey di* :))
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