I do not consider myself to be a mean or rude person. It is true that sometimes I can fly off the handly a little, and that sometimes I can be a little bit selfish about my wants and desires, I do not think that I am the bad guy in most of the situations I end up in, and I am perfectly happy "liking the person I am inside." So why then is the whole world out to make me look like a stupid jerk?
I got a call this weekend and was told that in order to graduate, not only would I need to continue to tutor Manny, but I also need to visit Mrs. Grijalva, the school counselor who looks like an ugly dog. I have to go today before school gets out, and this is not going to be an exciting event.
On an even better note, guess who called all weekend at my house? That's right, my sister's husband. Trying to "make up" with her in some way. She would just run and lock herself in the bathroom each time, so I always had to talk to him, which was not that fun. He is nice, but he spent so much time asking me personal stuff about her. He kept trying to get me to say how she felt about him and I was like A. I don't know and B. I have my own problems.
I have to go to class now. I will keep writing on these and other stupid situations tomorrow, because that is how I am.
Love,
Ke-Ri
Jan 15, 2003
Well guess why i didn't write yesterday? You guessed it! I am in trouble and they're watching me again. I went into the counselor's office and it turns out THEY KNOW SOMETHING about my website-- not specifically what it's about and stuff, but they know that I do have one and that I am using school computers to type it. STUPID!! Now, from the questions they asked I got the feeling that they think it's some sort of Columbine thing-- like they think I am going to kill my school. Like I even have that kind of energy.
The principal was there too, and he kept grilling me on details and threatening to call my dad. I kept saying "I know my rights. My dad doesn't care. I'll move out anyway." Finally, since they didn't have any real info, they had to let me go. But then, I felt uneasy updating my website the next day at home or at school. Is there a way they can go back and see what you did? besides with the microsoft butterfly? So I am at Josh's for fifteen minutes doing it here. Hopefully his parents won't rat me.
I am putting new husband ads in TODAY. The time has come.
I tried to explain this to Manny, but he is such a jerk he doesn't even care.
Love,
Ke-Ri
jan. 17, 2003
The whole husband re-searching has started off pretty great. I got a couple bajillion e-mails as soon as I put up the ads again (including a few from my all-time favorite band that is not the Barenaked Ladies, GIRL HARBOR).
But other than that things are retarded. I am NOT looking forward to the weekend. I will go into it now with hopes of a new husband. oh, and I promise to add some poetry on monday. I've stopped writing it for too long!
Love,
Ke-Ri