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Jan. 20, 2003

MY LIFE
by Ke-Ri Hanson

My life is so hopeless
I can't even breathe.
My life is so lifeless.
Why can't I just leave.
They tell me I'm stupid.
They tell me I'm wrong.
They tell me I'll never, but never...
belong.

Oh father my dear.
Why did you decide...
To put me away.
So far from your side...?

My life is so lonely...
I'm wondering why...
I cannot just tell everybody
GOODBYE!?


Hello fans.  Things are not good.  Someone has told my father where the webpage is.  This may be my last entry ever, as tonight the hand of discipline will come down on me HARD if I go home.  Since it is the end, there are a few things I would like to say....

FIRST -- To all you JERKS who wrote mean stuff in my guestbook and mean letters to my mailbox... SCREW OFF AND GET LIVES!!  You don't know me and you are  NOT my friends.  I think you all need serious attitude adjustments... and FAST.  This is especially to you, c*nt raider!!

SECOND --  I want to thank all my online friends who tried too hard to help me through this hard time.  Especially Saxon for his sweet song, Hai Ning for the poems, my friend in Malta who said I could stay with her (where is Malta?) and mostly, Girl Harbor.

THIRD -- Josh, you were not a good friend to me when I needed it most, I wish you had been.  Maybe things could have been sort of different.

FOURTH --  Goodbye Manny.  Try to make yourself into a nicer person than you are little boy.  I know in my heart you can acheive it.

FIFTH -- Goodbye Dad and Miranda.  You are terrible and i will not miss you.  I doubt that you will ever miss me as you don't even care if I'm alive.  please do me a favor and do not get pregnant, Miranda.   I am serious about this.

SIXTH -- To my sister, who was my friend (best friend even) at one point in my life.  You made a big mistake with your husband.

SEVENTH -- Screw you, Luke.

That is it.  My Senior Page in a yearbook that will never happen.  I guess my journey on the internet has come to an end.  I did not really get what I wanted, or maybe I did.  I am too close to it to tell yet.

To everyone else that I didn't mention, rock on.  Keep living the good life.  have a good summer and winter and fall and don't come crying to me if your dreams don't come true.  like I said, I have my own problems.

            Love For Ever,
            Ke-Ri Hanson
            Part of the Mystery


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