This will be my small contribute to my girlfriend's and the mommy of two of my angel's web page.
These lines are not the easiest for me to put into word's. As I don't always have the easiest way in putting my emotion's in to word's and this is a handicap for me. Let's just say that I am inept in this area. And this often lead's to huge frustration with my girlfriend and resulting in many pointless and useless confrontation's between the two of us, thing's that could have been avoided if I was a little bit more understanding and in contact with my girlfriend's situation, feeling's and emotion's.
This sometimes lead's to frustration at my end and the thing is that my girlfriend will suffer for my frustration. I wish so much to help and understand her reaction and emotion's. And to tell you the least I am completely lost and helpless.
I don't know if you will have any idea of how this feel's when she is crying and feeling completely lost and you are in a situation where you have absolutely no idea of what to do to help this person that is lying helpless and crying in your arm's. I know how it feel's. And when I open my mouth and try to comfort her it is usually the wrong thing that comes out of it.
Some times I just feel like packing it all together and giving up!! When you feel completely lost and despaired, one tends to act irrationally and completely stupid. But giving up is not the right thing to do.
If the the two of you love each other you stay together and ride the storm.
I believe most of you know how a tornado is behaving. When it is approaching all hell and mayhem brakes loose and you think that this is it! But then it is completely quiet and you believe that the storm has passed, it must have! You are in the eye of the Tornado and times are somewhat normal and quiet. Everything is as it used to be and you feel that the hard time's have passed and everything will be as they used to. But this is only you brain playing with you. It is not over, you are only half way there!
But together you can ride of the remaining storm. Hang in there. It's the only right thing to do. But you can not do it alone!
