I really thought our love was much to strong
But that little slut just proved us wrong
I still care and that's my fatal flaw
Cause sharing you will surely kill us all
You're just a...
la la la la la la la la la.
You're nothing but a little lyin ass bitch.
Saturday, February 9, 2002 1:25pm
I broke down and put a quote from a song or movie up there a la Julia.  Or de Julia.  Just like Julia.  It just seemed fitting for right now, I don't know if it will continue.

Do you ever walk into a room and the first thing you hear is your name, but it wasn't directed to you?  If so, do you really wonder what, or in what context, people were talking about?  Yeah me too.

So John Mukai wanted to switch with me so he'd work this afternoon and i'd work this evening.  I was real reluctant to do it but now I am really glad I did.  I woke up at 1.

So Nidhi is coming home this weekend but I didn't think she was going to and I told lauren we would go to andrew's and i'm pretty sure Nidhi doesn't want to do that.  So I don't know.  I guess I'll just have to see how things go.

I just drank too much.  Orange juice.  It just tasted so good I couldn't stop. 

I just talked to Nidhi on the phone.  Something in me feels a sense of closure.  Like this is really over, or at least almost over.  And right now I am listening to "New Slang" by the Shins and it's very fitting.  Not they lyrics but the music.  It's very peaceful. 

Speaking of music, I made Abbey the most kick-ass mix ever.  I really have outdone myself.  I will give it to her when I go to work.  I do not want to go to work.  I haven't worked a saturday night in the longest time.  Wow.

I will leave you now.  Hmm, your thing of the day....ah ha.  You see in that time between when I typed the elipsis and the "ah ha" I searched and searched for a present for you.  But here it is.  This is a poem Julia wrote with magnetic poetry, which by the way does not have the word "hole."  If you don't know Julia, she's not usually this depressing and this was written a long time ago.  But here, I liked it and so should you.
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