| Tribute to Janet Wisenan |
| MUM, God saw you were getting tired and a cure was not to be......so he put His arms around you and whispered, "Come to Me". With tearful eyes I watched you go, I felt your heart stop beating rite there in my hand. Although I loved you dearly.... I could notmake you stay. so I wispered it, was ok and you sliped away! A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest, no more pain to be felt. God broke my heart that day to prove to me He only takes the best. |
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| Dear mum, How can I ever start to write this letter when I have so much to say but know idea how to say it. I miss you so much, we all do. It seems so wrong, unreal and unfair. All I ever wanted was for us to be happy together, we were happy weren't we mum? I can't believe that you went away I thought you were to stay. Just when you thought that you were winning your illness took you away. Take my mum mybest friend from me. Kids without their nanny and you without us. are you happy mum? Do you miss us too? who are you with? Are you with the people that you have loved and lost? these are question's I ask my self over and over every night I think of you. I can't sleep I wonder if you do, and where you are. I wonder if you can see me, If you know how much I am hurting, if you know how hard it is without you here and how much I miss you. There are so many things that I wish I had said to you. "I'm sorry" I thought that we had more time I had seen you much sicker before and I was so shore you would come home to me. Did you know that you were going mum? Did you keep it from us? I understand if you did but I wish I could have eased your pain in some way. I'm glad that we where there for you at the end. I know that you knew we were. I will never forget that look in your eye as a silent tear ran down your face as I held my hand over your heart and kissed your face. told you it was ok to go. NO MORE PAIN MUMMY REST NOW I said! It was so hard to say goodbye the hardest thing I have had to do in my life. I know that you are not in pain anymore mum. You do deserve much better than that. "You are so braveMum" You have had so many troubles in your years but you never complained. I feel like you have already missed so much, Christmas, birthdays, school trips and such. I wish I could have one more day with you. I rember our special hugs in the kitchen "oohh what I would do for just one more" to see the smile on your face and the laughter in your eyes when the kids played with Tianna ,before our good bye's. I know that you would be laughing as always to see what they do now how we all play with her ! Please remember mum that you are loved by everyone. I love you so much and I know that when the times right for me to join you I wont be scared because I know that you will be there waiting for me. With love in your eyes and a smile on your face and you willl say 'cup of tea please' LOVE !! I miss you so much mum MY HEART AKE'S Love you always unconditionally your little girl Karen XXX |
| MY MUM.....MY BEST FRIEND.....FOREVER MUM YOU ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE !! |
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| I GIVE YOU CANDLES TO LIGHT YOUR WAY |
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| THE BUTTERFLY The butterfly stands for transformation and beauty arising out of apparent death. To the Chinese the Butterfly symbolizes immortality. |
| ROSES The first records ot the rose date back to 3.5 billionyears. It is traiditional symble of Victory,Pride and Triumphant Love. The Rese symbolizes Feminine Beauty and Maternal Love |
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| with love from your daughter |
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Please take the time to look at this special page it was made with love from Karen & Shazza |
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| I DONT KNOW HOW TO STOP MY HEART AKE |
| Dear MUM oohh what I would to turn back the hands of time !! I would put my arms around you and not let go!! I would change so many things. I would have not let you stop me that night on friday the 10/9/04 when I got home from sydney after looking after nan for you. I rang you as soon as i got home at 1130pm you sounded unwell on the phone and I told you I was coming over! you said no you would go and have a nib and call me back, (I should have got in the car and just turned up) when you did you sounded a little better I still wanted to come over but you told me that I had done so much and that the girls would arive from perth at 6am and that i needed to see my family and get some sleep befor going and getting them. so we chatted for a little bit and I went to bed. I can never forget that night when the phone rang at 3:56pm rob ran to the lounge and graded the phone then i grabed the other one ..... all we harer was a gasping sound on the other end (oh mummy how my heat broke at that very moment) I rember it so clear Rob and I both yeld at the same time oohh god its mum, I called 000 as we grabed for some clothes.... Rob drove so fast but it felt like a life time! ( I should have been there mummy) |