I love you always
Scott !!

Nanny
This photo was taken on the 18/12/04 I had just bath our little girl
I made you a promise that I will keep, to look after TIANNA for you.
she is ok now...but did you know she was sick she had cancer in
her chest, the vet did a operation as you would know! Thank you for looking after that day and for letting her come hame to stay.
As you can see Nanny she is happy with me and our family
We all love and look after her for you, If she was not here I dont know what we would do !!
and I dont know how mum would  be  as I know it is tianna  that is helping mum get thruogh athe day as well.

Please  listen to this song !
Artist: Nelly
Album: Suit
Song: Over and Over










over and over

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again

And I can�t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad,
yeah Cause it�s on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can�t take it yeah I can�t shake it
Nooo


I can�t wait to see you want to see if you still
got that look in your eyes that one you had for me
before we said our good byes,
and it�s a shame that we
got to spend our time being mad about the same things
Over and over again, About the same things
Over and over again
Ohh

But I think she�s leaving, Ooh man she�s leaving
I don�t know what else to do
(I Can�t go on not loving you)


Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again
And I can�t keep picturing you with him and
it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its on in my head, I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again yeah and I can�t take it yeah I can�t shake it
Nooo


I remember the day you left, I remember the last breath
you took right in front of me,
when you said that u would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now  and this chose I made keep
playing in my head

Over and over again, Playing my head
Over and over again
Ohh
I think she�s leaving, Ooh man she�s leaving
I don�t know what else to do
(I Can�t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again
And I can�t keep picturing you with hit
and it hurts so bad,
yeah, Cause its on in my head I think about it
over and over again, I replay it over and over again
And I can�t take it I can�t shake it
Nooo

(Now that I�ve realizes that I�m going down,
from all this  pain you�ve put me thought every time
I close my eyes Is like it ?
I can�t go on not loving you), Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
and I can�t keep picturing
you with him and
it hurts so bad, yeah cause its on in my head
I think about it over and over again, I replay it
over and over again and I can�t take it I can�t shake it
Nooo


Cause its all in my head, I think about it over and over again
And I can�t keep picturing you with him and
it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its on in my head, I think about it
over and over again I replay it over and over again
and I can�t take it I can�t shake it
Nooo


Over and Over again
Over and Over again
Cause it�s all in my head
This is my song for you
NAN
I listen to it every night
This is my Nan,
I love you NAN and I miss our special time we had together just the two of us...... when I would make excuses to stay at your home with you, I know you needed me as much as I needed you.
NAN you made me feel special when no one els could
and now I feel I have no special place anymore.

This is some of the things I did with my NAN

I called in to Nan's almost every day
if I seen Nan was having a bad day Mum and I would make something up so I could stay, I would make Nan cup's of tea and try to get her to rest, but if Nan did not want to, then I would get Nan to do something with me like craft or my homework as I knew if Nan kept doing things she would not think about her pain.
I would help bath Tianna, feed and brush her, we did a lot of things together I went to the shop, helped with the washing, Nan even let me move her furniture around, I would get the curtons down and we would wash them, we did gardening together, I painted Nans pot plants and Nan loved them, we would read and play games, Nan alway's made me feel speical.
I LOVE MY NAN !!
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