He took both my hands in his and said softly, "I'm sorry."

I glared back at him. "You can't possibly be sorry Tay. Theres just no way." I pulled my hands out of his, and pushed my blonde hair back. "You can't hurt someone that much and not mean it taylor. itz just not done."

He nodded. "It is. I was forced to break up with you, ok? I didn't want you to get hurt." he whispered.

I had enough of this bullshit. I nodded and tried pushing past him. "taylor, get out of my way."

"not until you listen to what I have to say." He retorted. "Please just listen to me." he pleaded.

"I did. I have. now get out of my way!" I screamed at him. He looked me in the eyes. He was about ready to cry. In the two years I'd known him, he never cried. "shit." I whispered.

"I'm sorry. I didn't and still don't want to see you hurt. I'm truly sorry whether you believe it or not." He walked back over to his house and stood on his porch staring back at me. I shook my head, placed the teddy and the flower on the floor then went up to aylssa's.

Aylssa stared at me as if I had fourheads and three eyes. "Not one single person on this whole intire earth would react like that to someone they loved." She snapped.

I rolled my eyes. "Are you gonna let me in or not?"

"Wheres the teddy?" She asked.

"How do you... know..." I glared at her. "Is everyone against me in this??" I yelled.

She laughed. "Get in. come on." She replied and pulled me in.

Over the next hour she forced me to sit through the Jay Leno episode I missed.

i closed my eyes and shook my head. 'This is a bunch of bull.' i muttered to myself and looked at aylssa. She was staring at me. "i'm leaving." I told her and stood up. She pushed me back down.

"your not leaving." She snapped. I sighed and closed my eyes.

Interview time.

"Get over her dude. We're sick of seeing you mope around like this." Zac said as he entered taylors room. He looked around at all the pictures on the floor. "Reminising is just gonna be a little more painful, ya know."

Taylor looked up at his brother. "She wouldn't listen to me."

"Surprise surprise." Zac replied and flopped down on Taylor's bed.

"What the hell is that supposed to mean?" Taylor asked. "Itz not like I chose to make her unhappy. That was coming either way."

"Taylor, think about it. You just broke up with a very nice and beautiful girl that loves you more then you probably actually know, and she doesn't understand two things: one, you broke up with her so she wouldn't get hurt, and two, why you chose something else over her, when she would have done quite the oppisite."

Taylor stared at his brother then looked at some sheet music. He ran downstairs into the basement.

"ohmygosh." I muttered as I approched my house. Taylor was standing there. "Why in Gods name are you stalking me?" i snapped at him.

He looked at me with innocent eyes. "i'm not stalking you. you just don't listen, and are scared stiff to hear something that will make you weak." he replied softly. "I can't say sorry enough, I know that. But theres just a few thigns you don't understand and your afraid to find out.

"are you done insulting me yet?" I asked him boredly.

he nodded. "Would you just listen to this for me?" He asked softly and handed me a tape. I nodded. he smiled and left. I ran up to my room threw the tape in the cloest and flopped down on my bed. I reached under my pillow and felt my razor. three cuts on my upper arm, and I put it away.

"I'll listen to it later." I promised myself and drifted off to sleep.