Dream Journal 7
Dream Journal 7
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Please note some dreams may contain sex,and or violence.
Dreams on this page
Take me to Three's company
Take me to Bizarre mist
Take me to Make up and toys
Take me to Zelda and no choice
Take me to Kitten heads
Take me to El Matador
Take me to Hobos,Trains and Water guns
Take me to Death,Babies,and Cartoons
Take me to Bizarre rat thing at Wal Mart
Take me to Psychos and betrayal
Take me to Cute furry critters
Take me to The baby in the pipe
Take me to Whos sleeping in my bed
Take me to .
10/03/03 Zelda and no choice
I'm packing to leave my husband. I'm going back to my home town and an old boyfriend named K. I'm
in a room full of old furniture. Mostly dressers. A handsome young black man is helping me load
furniture on a truck. Now I'm in a house. My Dad is there. Somebody knocks on the door. I know it's S
a boy from my childhood. A little blonde boy about 6 ( which is the age I met S) who looks just like S
comes in. At first I think it's S but then S comes in behind him. He is wearing army clothes and I realize
he has been in the army all these years and has come marry me. I'm very confused. I'm already
packing to go back to K, now S is here, and who is the small boy? Is it S's son? I don't know what to
do. I don't really want to go with S but I don't want to hurt him, + I think I promised him years ago that
I would marry him. I notice he is very short. I'm at least a head taller then him. I'm standing on a slope
(that just appeared in the house out of nowhere) I realize I'm lower down on the slope then S and he
doesn't know yet that I'm taller. I think aha he wont want me when he sees I'm taller then him. So I
say "I'll come with you if you don't mind this" and I walk up next to him. He says " of course I don't
mind" I think well that didn't work.I realize I have no choice. So continue packing but this time to go
with S. I'm in a room in the house now that has a river running through it. There are rupies in the water
( I've been playing Zelda on 64 lately so it's got in my dreams) Also there is a shelf full of hearts
bombs, arrows etc on the walkway next to the river.( more Zelda) I start packing these items and
thinking I'll get the rupies next. At some point S notices I'm unhappy and ask's me if I really want to go
with him.I don't but I feel I have no choice and tell him I really do.
10/02/03 Make up and toys
I cant remember this well. I've been having problems remembering my dreams lately. I'm in a house
with a childhood friend. J. I think we are arguing. I go upstairs in the attic and my cousin W is sitting on
the floor with a big black garbage. W says "my Mom bought us make up" I look and see another bag in
front of me. Then she says " she also bought D.L some toys. (D.L is my 4 yr old son) I see another bag
has appeared at my feet to my left. I sit down and dump D.L's bag and see a whole pile of match box
cars and other small toys. Then I dump my bag and find tons of make up. All the eye shadows and
blush powders are broken. I realize she got them for cheap at a discount store. I think thats ok, I can
still use them.
9/30/03 Bizarre mist
I cant remember the beginning well. My cousin W is flirting with some guy and I tell somebody about it
and we laugh. There was something about Christmas cookies to. Now it's night time and.I'm sitting on
the front of a van on the hood. Somebody is driving it. Were chasing a train. I hear a kid say "their
train is better then ours. They have nicer cars." The train goes up a dirt road and disappears.(were in
the mountains) We follow after. I see a kitten on the left side of the dirt road and other little animals I
cant remember. We seem to be running over them but when I look back to see if they are hurt they
have disappeared. We reach a dead end and go back. Now there are small black birds hopping around
on the road. We get on another road, this one is sand. The van is having trouble getting any traction. I
can see the tracks in the sand from the wheels of the train we are following.(not metal tracks just
impressions in the sand)Now were in a woods. There is a thin wispy mist everywhere. Tree roots
appear criss crossing over the road. The tracks go under and over them in way that is impossible. Then
the van starts going under and over the roots fitting in places it couldn't possibly fit. Now I'm no longer
on the hood of the van. It's like I'm watching from above. Suddenly the tree roots are huge.(At first I
thought the van shrunk but then I realized the roots grew) A giant woman is running toward us. (The
van is like a toy next to her) There is something not real about her. Like a character off of the final
fantasy game. (not cartoon but not real) She runs past and swats me lightly with a long leafy twig.
Thats it. Except the whole part with the van had a surreal atmosphere to it. The sky was dark and
clear. It was night time but I don't remember stars. I knew the whole situation was bizarre but didn't
realize I was dreaming either.
9/30/03 Three's company
I am watching three's company (not on TV, it's like I'm there at the studio) Mr Roper is upset with some
tenant and calls them and says something in Spanish then hangs up. He put's his arm around Mrs Roper
and laughs. Only I know the punch line is the person on the phone understood him when He thought
they wouldn't. Now I'm walking through a swap meet. I stop to look at some of them rings made out of
colored rope or something. (I think they're called friendship rings) There are bright green ones and
pink ones.
4/2/04 Kitten heads
I am with David (my soon to be ex husband)at one of our kids school functions. I am still dating Martin
though. There is a big awning with food stands underneath. David samples some sausage from one booth and
says it tastes kinda weird but he gets in line for a plate anyway. I do to. David gets his food. I
remember a tray with 3 compartments 1 on the left, thats the sausage, one on the right, that's hash
browns and one larger one in back with 10 blueberries. (weird) I go to get mine and a womans voice comes
over the loudspeaker and says something about a fire,(I think) and everybody needs to meet at the NE, or
SE corner, or something I cant remember.people start lining up like robots in front of some stairs. (Its
like a football or baseball stadiums stairs) So the people are all calmly going up the stairs (David
included) I'm a little upset cause I was just getting my food and I was hungry.An old lady holds a bowl
out to me (I realize she knows I didn't eat) I grab a handful,I'm not sure if it was the sausage or
hash browns) I start up the stairs after David. Suddenly I hear childrens voices of to my right and I stop
dead in my tracks because I'm sure its my kids. I look but see no one (everybody has left) but I can
hear the voices far to my right. I think should I check this? If I do and its not them how can I find David
or the others again since I cant remember where to meet. I decide to look for my kids. (obviously) I
follow the voices to my right. I swear I can hear my oldest daughter K 14 (I have a 14, 12, and 6,yr old
daughters, I also have 2 boys, 17 and 5) Anyway I'm running looking for my kids. I hear my 14 yr girl
freaking out. I look to my right and see there is a beach (I'm outside now I guess) full of people I keep
running and see kids far to my right and run towards them but realize they are not mine so I run back
to
where I was running before. I see a whole bunch of people having a party on the beach ahead and I
run there and go amongst the crowd looking for my kids. I look and look, I'm pretty sure they aren't
there but I keep looking just in case. Finally I start back up to my path and I notice a girl about 12 with
her back leaning against a tree and I think she looks Jewish then I see a guy who looks 12 but yet 30 (I
cant explain it) he has a beard and I realize its a Jewish family reunion. I start running again looking for
my kids and suddenly I'm back on the stairs of the school only out front this time, I reach the top and I
am outside on a cement landing. with more stairs ahead. I see a boy's head about 8 yrs old on a body
smaller then Barbie dolls (the head is normal size though) only the body isn't human its furry with a tail
and I figure its a cat body since the head is meowing like crazy. Its sounds absolutely scared to death
and sad and I want to help. I approach slowly and ask have you lost your mommy? It suddenly gets
vicious snapping its teeth and looking completely EVIL. I back of fast and run into the school door
behind me.Now I'm walking through the school, it's empty and there is an echo of my footfall. Kinda
creepy.Now I'm in a tiny bathroom, there is barely room to go potty. I'm taking a bath. I decide I'm
hungry and want some toast. Now I'm walking into the teachers lounge. I get some bread and put it in
the toaster just before I push it down I hear a noise behind me. I look through the lounge door toward
the front door, I see a man in a 3piece black suit.I only see him from the neck down though. (his head is hidden above the door frame). I
know he is bad, real bad so I sneak up to the door in a crouch and lock it. Now I'm walking down the
hall toward the same door I just locked. It has been a couple hours since I saw the man I know. I hear
the kitten thing again and it sounds so sad. I want so badly to help it but I'm afraid. I look out the
window but don't see the cat thing. I can hear its sad meow though so I go and slowly open the door, (it
opens to the right) I peek around the door to the right and see the cat on the windowsill.( its an orange
tabby) It's fully a cat now, the child's head is gone. I realize it was scared because it was turning into a
cat but now its ok. I start to close the door and a skunk, a black and white cat and an orange cat are
trying to get in.(The door opens to the left now)I'm pushing them with my right foot because I know,
like the man I cant let them in. They are bad. I think I'm just gonna have to slam the door and hope I
don't smash one.Thats all I remember.
4/6/04 El Matador
I went to work, (all though I had been fired for being continuously sick 2 weeks before. I quite smoking
and I coughed alot then got bronchitis then phenomonia. I had to go to the hospital twice for breathing
treatments and they actually fired me for being sick to often) Anyway I went to work. They sent me to
the mail room ( actually where I worked there was no mail room. but in the dream there was.) A
woman told me I would be sorting mail, then she changed her mind and said that the last time I sorted
mail I made 2 mistakes. I said well ok but that was also the only time I ever sorted mail in my life. I
think I deserve another chance.I know I can do it! A woman to my right who I recognized as a boss (
very important lady) said to me " very good! You stood up for yourself. Come with me." I freaked but
followed her. We each had a P.C. or something on a remote controlled cart on wheels. We were driving
them down the hall ahead of us. I was upset cause I couldn't control mine as well as hers. (See in real
life I suffer from Anxiety,Panic Disorder. I am always afraid of how I look in front of others.Real or
imagined,so the fact I couldn't control my cart in front of this very important woman is a normal
thought to me) Anyway we used remote controls for the carts that our computers were on and almost
crashed a couple of times.She started to try to teach me stuff about the job.( I kept thinking why is she
wasting her time with me? I know nothing about this)We went to leave the room and she started telling
me about this thing everybody had to do. It was something to do with making up pretend wedding
photos of the employees. They paired us off and we had to create fake wedding pictures for some
promotion.I freaked. (something like this would really give me a panic attack)She told me who I was
with.I didn't even know the man. As she was explaining how it worked I started to panic. I was
hyperventilating, sweating, dizzy,and shaky. It was awful. She started across the room. I started to
follow her but got real dizzy and almost fainted. I swooned and grabbed a table to keep from falling.
The lady saw and helped me up.She said this really scares you doesn't it? I'll see about getting you
some help. Now were in a room with lockers along all the walls. The rest of the room is empty. A man
walks into the room. He says hi W I understand your my bride.( It's the guy I'm supposed to pretend to
marry) He bows and says may I have this dance?,and he takes my hands. For a split second I'm
terrified cause I cant dance, but suddenly I can and were waltzing. It's real cool and all my fear goes
away. Then he leaves and the boss lady who had left earlier comes back. She says " I think you better
take a nap so you'll feel better" She doesn't know about the waltz. Now I'm on a pallet of blankets with
one over me. I'm outside on a balcony. I fade in and out of sleep in the dream. At one point I wake up
and my cat is with me.(all though I don't really have a cat) There are also 3 large cats at my feet. They
are bugging me and I try to push them away with my feet but they bite my toes. Then I am asleep
again. Then I wake up(in the dream) and my boyfriend M is waking up next to me. He says "where are
we? How did I get here?" I say "were napping on the balcony at work" A woman is standing next to us
and she bends over putting her back side right in front of M's face. He looks at me and says " I gotta
say it" then he says to the woman " I'm gonna marry you" She turns around and studies M for a second
then takes her shirt off. M says " I was just kidding" but she starts doing a striptease. She ask's him for
one of his pillows. He ignores her and she gets mad and grabs one of his pillows and goes to the other
side of the balcony. I say " of course she took your pillow" She glares at me and throws the pillow
back. We sleep again. ( The fact that I'm sleeping in a dream is really strange I think.) I wake up and
there are about 6 or 7 people in pairs of 2 or 3 having sex. I see the woman who took the pillow with
another woman. I'm upset because I want to see the couple behind them and they are blocking my
view. Then M and I are in an underground building. Like a pyramid or something. Stone walls and
floors. Drawings directly on the walls as well as in frames. They describe what the place is. M and I are
reading them but I don't remember what they said. The place is really cool. ( I realize we are still
sleeping and are visiting this place in our dreams. weird)We come to a room with a very thin but long
flight of stairs up to a landing going all around a circular room. Then more stairs up to another landing
and on and on as far as I can see. We are in a hall now looking at pictures again when I hear voices. I
turn to M and say " oh shit we got to hide I don't have any clothes on." Sure enough I notice I am
wearing nothing but panties. We go into a room but there are people there so I say " M just stand in
front of me" then I notice M is wearing nothing but pants and his black trench coat. I say " I know trade
me coats yours is longer and I can wrap it around me." I suddenly am wearing a short coat. M hands
me the trench coat and I say "I have to go to the restroom to change." I go in a rest room and go into
a
stall. I cant seem to get my coat of when I hear a male voice. I look over the stall and see a very
handsome black man 2 stalls down. He smiles and says "do you mind" and he holds up a bandaid and I
realize he wants me to put it on his backside. I say "ok just a minute let me get this coat off." I finaly
get it off and go to the stall where the man is. He is in a white robe he turns his back to me and lifts the
robe to reveil one fine backside. He is so sexy I kinda go into a bit of shock I guess cause I just stand
there and stare for a minute. Finally I collect myself and put the bandaid on. He turns around and says
"thanks" and smiles. I look at him and say "do you mind" he laughs and says "oh youve never seen a
black man,ok" and he opens his robe. I cough and stutter and say something like" um yeah ok" and
hurry out of the bathroom. I have the trench coat on now.Now M and I are in a park at a picnic table. M
sneezes and his Mom (who I've never met comes running up and starts handing him chicken soup and
sandwhiches,fried chicken,etc saying " I'll take care of you M" She covers the whole table with food so I
get up and go to another table. I start cutting ham,cheese and bread into bite size pieces then make
tiny sandwiches and stack them up. The stack tips over and some girl on the other side of the table
helps me pick them up. Now M and I are by the car getting clothes out and getting dressed. Now were
back at work. M has to go get ready for a play. I am fired now so I cant be in it. I go to my room (it's a
motel room even though its not a motel) I go in and see a woman taking a bath in my tub. I walk in the
bathroom and see something out of the corner of my eye move on the floor. "I say "what's that?" I
bend down and move some toys and find a pickle.( weird I know) The lady says "it's just a pickle" I
say "how did you get in here?" She said something about the guy who had the room before me. I look
around and see lots of naked male action figure dolls. She says she collects them. A man and a woman
walk in to the bathroom and the man bends down to the pickle and picks up a lizard then they leave. I
go out in the hall and see my Dad. I ask him if he has seen M. He says no but he's here to go to the
manager with me while I ask for my job back. I Realize thats not a good idea cause my Dad is 6'6 and
weighs over 300 lbs and I'm afraid the manager will think he's there to intimidate him into giving my
job back. I start looking for and calling M. At the end of a long hall is a window that takes up the whole
wall. There is a man out side tapping the glass to get my attention and pointing behind him. He's telling
me M is outside. I find myself on a beach. I see small ice sculptures of dandielions and wild flowers and
grass. I look out ahead of me and see a huge lake covered in ice. ( I'm not cold though) Out on the ice
I see a man dressed like a matador. There is a bull chasing him . Both of them on ice skates. I see a
wooden fence (like a trelis) and M is behind it. I run to him. He is dressed like a bull, except he is also
wearing a purple and yellow clown hat. I reach my fingers through the trelis and so does M. We
squeeze fingers and we both say I love you. Then M says "I got to go it's my turn"
4/8/04 Hobos,Trains and Water guns
I'm walking along side a train track. I have a backpack and I'm pulling a sled with a sick man laying all bundled up on it. I'm crossing a bridge still following the train tracks. I see the kid that played Marty Mcflys younger dad on the back to future movies.He is also walking the train tracks with a back pack. I stop to check the man on the sled. He is frozen almost solid. I to cover him more but have no more blankets, so I pick him up and put him in my coat pocket. (obviously he shrunk) I enter a tunnel and walk a ways before my path is blocked. I realize they are frozen dead bodies wrapped in blankets. I pull them down out of my way and continue on. Now I'm on a train in an empty boxcar. The side door is open and I see we are coming to a town. I panic and think I should jump now before the train gets to the station and I get in trouble. The train is going to fast though so I don't dare jump. The train pulls into the station. It's like the platforms for roller coaster rides. I get off and look around. Some guy is telling the other train riders where to get clean clothes. ( apparently there was a bunch of us on the train and we are all hobos. I don't need clean clothes so go a different directions towards some voices I hear.I go through a door and I'm on a platform with 4 or 5 girls from when I was a teenager. And one is my ex sister in law. These are all woman I hate. The ones from high school tried to beat me up once. I'm pretty upset when I realize I am on their team for a water gun contest. I'm afraid I'll screw up and they will beat the crap out of me. But they actually welcome me and are very nice and encouraging.Our team is wearing green sweat shirts.( green is my favorite color) I sit down to put these weird slippers on that we all have to wear. I drop one under the platform and crawl under to get it. Suddenly I'm crawling around inside a collapsed tent looking for the slipper. I pee my pants for some reason. I find the slipper and crawl out. I get back up on the platform. I try to keep my back away from every body so they cant tell I wet my pants. Me and one of the girls on my team are squirting a guy and girl on the other team. I'm thinking how do you tell if you win just as somebody announces that my team one. I leave quickly.
4/12/04 Death,Babies and Cartoons
Warning! This is very gross and sad.I am in the mountains at a picnic ground. It's a family reunion. (My dads side of the family) I am
walking around the tables (they are set up in an L shape.) There are old people I don't know eating
cereal and I am breaking up chocolate and cranberry flavored granola bars and asking each old person
if they want some in their cereal. Then somebody from my family (an aunt I think) says "how nice she
is serving everybody else first." I see a bowl of what looks like dip. There is a bunch of scallions next to
the bowl. I think damn that looks so good. I say out loud to my aunt "I want some of this, I will
definitely be back around." I go to the beginning of the buffet and start around, when I get to the dip
it's
gone and I'm really upset. I scrape the last bit out of the bowl to taste. Only now its like hamburger in
tomato sauce or something, it's not the dip anymore. I taste it and it's good which just make me more
upset that it's gone. Now I'm on standing on a rock formation with cliffs then rock walls then cliffs then
rock walls alternating around me. There are about 10 babies all about 5 months old laying around on the
rocks and I'm trying to keep them all back from the edge. I look and see one baby in a diaper and blue
T shirt named Donny is about to be bumped over the edge by another baby.I reach for him and just
miss. I watch him fall and scream, I turn to look for a way down to him and see another baby in a
diaper and red T shirt (his name is Mickey) fall, I scream again and I am so terrified and scared for
them but at the same time I think Donald duck and Mickey mouse for some reason. I yell at somebody who is
with me(I cant remember who) to go down and help them but he says "he's dead Wendy he's not crying or
making any noise so he is dead." I'm screaming, my heart feels broken. Then the guy with me says
"Ahh reinforcements are here, there's Danny." I look to where he is pointing and see my oldest brother
Danny, and his family walking up a hill. Then Danny stops and goes down into a grassy valley and starts
to spread out a blanket. I scream Danny Danny help me, please help me, over and over but he cant
hear me. His face keeps looming up in front of me then fading back to the valley. I move all the babies
to the center of the rock and run to get Danny. I come out of a cave and see my Dad directly in front of
me and Danny to the right leaning on a rock smoking. I run to him crying saying Danny I've been
screaming for your help. I tell him about the babies and ask him to go check the 2 that fell. I hold out
my hand and say I'll take the cigarette. It's clear like glass weird. He drags hard on it and finishes it in one
puff. I'm pissed that he is more worried about finishing the cigarette then the babies but at the same
time I'm mad he didn't save me a drag.(I recently quit smoking) I guess time passes then Dannys back and he says 2 of the
babies are dead and one is hurt real bad. He shows me pictures and said the cops came and took
these crime scene photos. One shows Donny (the baby in blue dead on his back.) The second, now this is
really sick. I recently saw Stephan Kings Dream catcher movie where the alien comes out peoples
backsides so that must be where this came from. Anyway the 2nd picture shows Mickey on his side his
bottom is all bloody and there is a doctors gloved hand in the picture holding some of Mickeys insides, Heart, kidneys and such. I
scream and throw the pictures and run back to the babies. There are 4 left. One is really tiny and he's been skinned alive. I wrap him in a blanket and put him in a shoe box and I'm trying to
carry him and the other 3 babies. The ends of the shoe box are ripped and the baby keeps trying to
slide out. I'm screaming why didn't the damn ambulance take him to the hospital when it was here. I
am
trying to climb up on a rock above me when Danny comes and reaches down and gets the babies for
me. He moves them to safety but I start to fall of the cliff. I yell to Danny to help me.(this is where the
dream changes) He comes back riding an elephant. He directs the elephant to pick me up with it's
trunk, the elephant tries but cant. Danny gets down and says to the elephant cant you get her? The
elephant shakes it's head no then disappears. Now Danny starts building a remote control airplane with
a rope attached to fly to me, even though all he has to do is reach out and grab my hands and pull me
up. While he builds it I manage to get up to safety on my own. I say "hey its ok I made it."He says "yeah
well I want to fly this anyway." He stands up and starts it flying, it goes around then down off the cliff and
crashes into the lake. I go over to the edge to look and fall in. Its about 20 feet to the water. I
immediately get tangled in the rope dangling from the airplane and struggle to swim. There is a
Tyrannosaurus Rex to my left and sharks to my right. I hold the airplane up in front of me with one
hand
and try to untangle myself with the other all while trying to stay afloat. I finally get untangled and swim
to my right. I use one hand to hold the airplane up in front of me so the sharks and T Rex cant see me. I
swim into a tunnel and a shark comes after me from behind. I see a door to a bathroom ahead of me
and realize I am in a partially submerged building. (there is air up by the ceiling) I quickly swim in and
turn to shut the door but the shark gets his nose in first so I start whacking it with the airplane. It wont
leave so I jamb the airplane into it's face as hard as I can. I hear a pop and green goo comes out it's
head. It's dead. I quickly swim out and over to an elevator before more come. I swim in and instantly
the doors close the water is gone and I have become a chalk drawing of a cartoon character on the
back wall of the elevator. I see two woman in the elevator talking but I know they cant see me. I realize
in
order to be human again I half to win by getting higher up and laugh thinking to myself I did it, he will
never suspect I'm in an elevator. (who wont suspect I don't know)The elevator goes up about 3 floors and I turn
human. I yell "alright" but then the elevator keeps going up and I'm instantly a cartoon again. I come
out on the roof and realize I have to go back down a couple levels so I start looking for some stairs. I
go in a door and find myself in a cave. I'm on a ledge and below me is a river of bubble gum balls that are
soft like marshmallows. There is another ledge across from me. The whole thing is in cartoon. On the
other ledge is a cave and the cartoon characters ED,EDD, and EDDIE are hiding in it. The cartoon
characters on my side (who I don't recognize) are throwing the gum balls sometimes whole
sometimes chewing them first at the ED'S cave. I jump in the gumball river and start toward the ED'S. I
decide I want on there team since they are my fav cartoon. So I go to help them.
4/14/04 Bizarre rat thing at Wal Mart
I am in Wal Marts parking lot.There is a party for employees. (My boyfriend works there) It's dark,the
sky is overcast and there is a slight drizzle. Somebody goes into the store and come out with 5 or 6
riding toys for the kids. (They're horses on wheels) I want to go in and get one of those big blue balls
with the handle that you sit on and bounce. Also a pack of Marlboro light 100's. Even though I quite
smoking 2 months ago and I always smoked Pall Mall light 100's. Anyway My boyfriend and I go into
like a big garage empty except for a large cardboard box by the backdoor. We crawl through the box
into a tunnel of cardboard boxes. Were able to stand up in them very soon. We walk through the tunnel
of boxes and come out in a storage room. I see one of the blue balls to my left. I go to get it and see
one with a soft cloth covering. Its green and painted like a frog. I laugh delighted by my find and pull it
out and start bouncing on it. I'm saying "bouncy,bouncy,bouncy" and laughing. Now I'm sitting on one
end of a table.There is a guy sitting on the other end. I see rats running around the room. I see one
that is long like a ferret. It's back legs have been broken. They were broken a long time ago and have
been mended to where when he walks his backside is dragging and his back legs are in front of him.
It's really weird looking. I start screaming and Chancellor Duncan off of the TV show 3rd rock from the
sun says oh cut it out W your just faking. Actually I was just faking but I didn't want him to know that
so I said " no I'm not. I'm really scared" I watch the rats a little more then I notice I cant see the weird
one. Now I really am scared because I cant see what its doing. I spin around on top of the table looking
for it. The back of the table is solid and I see the rat climbing toward me. I scream and start jumping
about on the table. The guy on the table with me swats the rat across the room with a broom. I look
down and see the back of the table has a hole at the bottom. I know it is a tunnel that goes under the
building. The rats are all lined up single file and going in the tunnel. The weir rat comes and just before
he goes in he looks up and smiles at me. A really really bizarre smile. It freaks me now just
remembering it. Now the rats are gone Me and the guy are sitting on the table still. I'm eating a bowl of
oatmeal. I see another guy across the room holding a microwave bowl with enchiladas in it. He is
waiting for his turn at the microwave. I say "whats the matter,don't you like pasta?" (even though I'm
eating oatmeal and I love enchiladas) He say's " well sure for breakfast or lunch, but for dinner I want
MEAT!" Now I am going back through the cardboard tunnel looking for the turn of to where the
cigarettes are.
4/15/04 Psychos and betrayal
I'm with my Mom and my 16 yr old son at a second hand store. I want to look for some shorts, but I
know my Mom is in a hurry so I don't. We get to the check out and I set some items on the counter. I
don't remember what except There is a pair of Jeans for My son and on the floor next the counter is a
kitchen chair I'm buying. The cashier says the jeans are $3.00. Suddenly my Mom disappears and my
ex mother in law (who I never really cared much for) is in her place and she says encredulously "
What? How much? Well thats just ridiculous! We can get them at (I cant remember what she said here)
for less then that cant we W?" and she turns to me. I just shrug and she tells the cashier to put the
jeans back. Then she disappears and my Mom is back. I pay for the stuff and we head for the door. I
realize I didn't pay for or get the chair so I go back and pay and bring it with. Just before we go out the
door we see a man we know.(not in real life) We stop and laugh and joke with him. He says something
about racing us. My Mom and I run out the door to the parking lot. (My boy is no longer with us) We run
through the parking lot looking for our car. The man is looking for his. Suddenly the atmosphere of the
dream changes. I realize the man is going to try to get his car first and run us down. We finally find the
car and are going down an alley we come to a fork and are trying to decide if we should go left or right
to get away. Now I am with a friend (not in real life) and we are running up a long flight of stairs at an
old high school. The man is behind us. He is covered in blood from his victims and carrying a large
butcher knife. We are screaming for help. We get to the 2nd floor and see lots of students at desks and
teachers standing around. As soon as they see us they now whats going on and the all start screaming
and running back the way my friend and I came. My friend and I go into a hall and close the door. My
friend says" Whats going on? I don't get it, I thought he was our friend" I say "yeah well he lied to us
and obviously isn't our friend he betrayed us so just get over it" (I am normally not a rude person so
this bothered me) We go back through the door to look for away out. We come around a corner and he
is there. I don't remember exactly how it happened but I got his knife and killed him then I see his
body draped on the window sill with even more blood than before. I look down and see I am bloody to.
I drop the knife and turn. My friend is standing there with another butcher knife and she smile evilly at
me and says" So I betrayed you get over it" then she lunges at me and I wake up.
4/16/04 Cute furry critters
I'm in the basement of my parents house. (the house I lived in as a teenager) There is a blanket all bunched up on a couch. I see tiny white furry critters. They are about as tall as my pinky, pure white with big blue eyes and absolutely adorable. They see me and hide in the folds of the blanket. I want to be friends with them so I set up a place on the floor with tiny items. Tables and chairs, Dishes with real food like a tiny roast and vegetables. Toys, bikes, all kinds of stuff just their size. I go to get more and when I get back my sister in law is cleaning everything up.I tell her about the critters and show her a trombone made from a small fork and spoon and some metal and say (see they made this) I get the stuff back from her and set it up again. Again I leave to get more. When I get back my sister in law is there and my stuff is gone again. I set it up again and again she takes it only this time she refuses to give me my stuff back. I am so angry I want to beat the crap out of her. Unfortunately I woke up first.LOL
4/17/04 The baby in the pipe
I'm standing next to a van where a man is lifting an umbrella stroller with a baby in it out to me. The stroller is facing away from me so I never actually saw the baby. (I'm supposed to baby sit him)The van pulls away and I start up the driveway pushing the stroller. My friend J from childhood is there. Apparently the baby is her little brother. She looks at the stroller and says "wheres the baby?" I say "hu?" and I lean over and notice the stroller is empty. J says " he must of fell out" we both run to the curb where the van was parked to look. He is not there. We run up and down the driveway looking for him. On my way up the driveway I hear what sounds like a baby crying to my right. I run over to a window well and look inside. Its full of old newspapers,sticks and leaves. I reach in and scrape the stuff to the side to reveal a hole that leads to a pipe. i lean down and listen and I think I hear him crying. I start screaming "Oh my God" I stand up and see people coming towards me. They are detectives here to look for the baby. One is a woman. I grab her arm and pull her to pipe in the window well. I'm screaming " he's down there, hes down there" but she doesn't believe me. I get angry and go into the house and down to the basement to follow the pipe. The basement has a maze of baby blue pipes along the ceiling. I follow them to a room where one ends above a well in the floor of the basement. I listen but cant hear anymore crying. I Start to think maybe the baby never was in the stroller in the first place because I don't remember seeing him when the man gave me the stroller.I hope thats what happened and want to call the man.
4/19/04 Whos sleeping in my bed
This is very short. (Uncharacteristic of me I usually dream long) I'm lying in bed on my right side. I think I'm awake (but I'm not) I see a rat run up on my boyfriends pillow.(he works nights so isn't home) Then I feel the weight of somebody first sitting then shifting to a lying position on the bed next to me. I start saying "help me, help me" over and over. Then I wake up still calling out help me. It was very scary. Worse then any of my other nightmares except maybe for "Death,babys and cartoons" which was really scary at a couple points.
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