Dream Journal 3
Dream Journal 3
I would enjoy any comments or interpretations of my dreams so feel free to
Email Me or go to My home page
and sign my guest book.(It's toward the bottom of the home page)
Please note some dreams may contain sex,and or violence.
Dreams on this page
Take me to Fighting makes the heart grow fonder
Take me to Whats his face?
Take me to It bit me on the butt!
Take me to Whispering animal heads
Take me to Murder
Take me to The dead come back to life
Take me to How to party
Take me to Blowing in the wind
Take me to The Fonz
Take me to Baby ducks
Take me to Drunk Teenagers and Winnie the Pooh
Take me to Fishing tackle and pot
Hey ma I found another baby
Take me to A threesome,teddies,and ghouls
Take me to The post office kidnapped me
8/29/03 Fighting makes the heart grow fonder
had 2 dreams again. I always wake up once during the night and write notes for a dream then go
back to sleep. When I wake up in the morning I remember another. Dream 2 is called "Whats his face?"
Heres dream one. I'm in the house I grew up in as a child. My boyfriend T (who is a boy friend I had
as a teenager, only in the dream his name starts with a T for real it started with a K) walks in the house
and we hug. I think to myself "I'm glad nobody is home because they cant know about us and I love
him so much I would die if they took him" I walk to the window and pull back the curtain to see what he
drove. It was his motorcycle and I think how are we gonna fit everything on that. Suddenly were in his
pick up truck and its full of our stuff.We are running away together so they (I'm not sure who they are
though, my Dad is one) cant separate us. I say " T were going the wrong way" and he says " I know
I'm renting you a movie,it was supposed to be a surprise" Now were driving along a road next to a
steep drop off and as we turn the corner we come dangerously close to going over the edge.Now we are
looking for a motel. I'm looking
in a magazine and it has a picture of a living room and bedroom we can rent. It's awful, everything is
brown. There are 2 brown upholstered chairs in the living room. On one arm of one chair someone
sewed what is supposed to be a fish tail sticking up and on the other arm is the head. There is
something similar on the other chairs arms to. (some animal) I'm thinking "Damn that is so ugly, who
would make something like that?" The picture of the bedroom shows 2 beds (like in a motel room) and
I think " I don't want me and T to share a room with K (one of my 3 sisters) and ? I cant remember
who but it was a guy, not her husband and not a boyfriend but somebody that is family cause I thought
the bed is big enough for both of them, one on each side. Me and T can have the other bed. But as I
said I don't want to share a bedroom cause I want to be alone with T. I think well we can just ask them
to leave for awhile sometimes. Now the dream changes and were in an office building. There is
somebody there that we want to think me and T didn't like each other so we decide to have a fake fight.
T and I go in a room and lock the door. T has suddenly shrunk to a childs size. I pick him up and drop
him on a bed. "Wait this wont work" I say "it has to look convincing." I go to a big window that looks out
into the hall and tell K to pull down the blinds, then me and T start hitting and kicking filing cabinets
and walls, and throwing stuff.(T is normal size again) then I think we need blood so I scratch a sore
and make it bleed and wipe it on my face and shirt. Then T says " we tell them you won and I have to
do what you say now"
8/29/03 Whats his face?
This is the 2nd dream the 1st is called "Fighting makes the heart grow fonder" Dream 2. I am in a
house with my boyfriend.The problem is I cant seem to remember his name so through the whole
dream I'm saying to myself " I know its either Adam or Allen, but which?" Were in a room laying on a
bed making out. I turn around and there is a baby behind me. I move him up between 2 pillows and
start making out with my boyfriend again. We roll of the bed onto the floor still kissing. The scene
changes and my boyfriend is gone and I'm talking to my sister K. I'm asking her to go ask my
boyfriend what his name is and then to come and tell me. I go looking for my boyfriend thinking "
Damn I got to remember his name" I am in a kitchen getting ready to go down stairs but somebodys
Mom is insisting I drink some Tang. " I don't like Tang " I tell her. She seems upset so I pick up a glass
and take a sip. It tastes watery. " MMM it's good" I lie, then I go downstairs. I go in a tv room. There
are about 6 guys laying around on the floor and couch watching tv. One guy laying on the floor has
couch cushions laying over him, another has a big coat over him. I cant see there faces. I ask my little
brother (who is laying on the couch) " have you seen my boyfriend" he says no. I go in another tv
room with more guys laying around watching tv, some of them under stuff to. I want to ask them if
they have seen my boyfriend but I don't know his name(I don't know why I didn't just say have you
seen my boyfriend like I asked my brother) I begin to think my boyfriend is one of the guys under the
couch cushions or coats hiding from me(probably because he knows I forgot his name LOL) now I'm
climbing up a rickety old ladder on the side of the house that goes to a slide which goes into the house.
At the top of the ladder there is about a 2 foot empty space to the slide and I think " I don't know why
they cant make these things connect so it's safer" I go down the slide it's real flimsy and I almost fall of
the side. I get to the bottom thinking " Adam or Allen,Adam or Allen. Where is he?"
8/28/03 It bit me on the butt!
I'm watching tv. It's a bunch of boy scouts sitting at picnic tables under an awning. There is somebody
cooking on a grill while the boys watch. I'm trying to decide if its a man or a woman.(Now I am in the
tv show)He has long hair and a very pretty face like a woman's but a small mustache. I realize it is a
man. Now I'm in a pond or lake swimming with two other woman. (there is alot of other people to)
There is a giant snake,an anaconda in the water eating people and me and the other 2 woman are
trying to kill it. I put some kind of meat on the water(it floats) to attract it. "Here it comes" yells one of
the women. I see it swimming towards us, its huge like,20 feet long. Suddenly it slips below the water
and we cant see it anymore. I'm slowly spinning around in the water looking for it and the damn thing
bites me on the butt (LOL)" hey it just bit me in the butt" I yell. Now the whole story changes and I am
in our bronco (my husband is driving) we are trying to get out of Iowa fast because child welfare (or
whatever its called) wants to take our kids from us. A car pulls in front of us and blocks us. A social
worker lady gets out and comes up to my window. She says rudely " you cant leave didn't you read the
letter?" Suddenly there is a letter in my hand.It says something about don't leave Iowa. I say "this isn't
legal,you cant stop us from leaving" She seems sad now and says "I can try" I say " once we cross the
state line you cant bother us" I turn to my husband and say " hurry lets go" He says " why the state line
is right there" and he points to a double line in front of our bronco. We drive across and then suddenly
we are walking in a mall. There are glass tables,coffee tables,end tables and book shelves (all glass)
all up and down the hall,and little nick nacks on all the shelves. I say " yep were in Utah all right, this is
how they decorate around here." Then I walk into a clothing store and I'm carrying a small dress that
has paper stuffed in the skirt to make it look poofy. There is a room to my left with a stairway but I go
in the room on my right. I look around and think " I should of went in the other room.
8/27/03 Whispering animal heads
I had two dreams again the second is called Murder, and is on another page. Here is the 1st. I am
taking a hot bath. Their are animal heads on the wall next to and above me. Their are 5 or 6
heads but I only remember the mountain lion and the wild boar. I am relaxing with my eyes closed
when I sense something is wrong. I open my eyes and see the heads are slowly sliding down the wall
towards me. I see their mouths are moving and I hear them whispering. I scream and jump out of the
tub.(Suddenly I am fully dressed) I open the bathroom door and call my cousin W. (W and I were best
friends as teenagers but we grew apart and I haven't seen her for years.) I tell her to "come see the
heads" She comes in the bathroom and I close the door and turn around. Another friend K from when I
was a teenager is sitting on a small marble wall. I pick up a plastic animal head from a shelf (not the
same ones that are on the wall, those are real) I start blowing in its mouth like its a balloon. I seem to
have this idea if I fill it with air then squeeze it, it will talk. After I fill it up k holds her hand out and I
squeeze air on it. Now I'm talking to W and K has disappeared. I say " I was taking a bath like this"
and I start taking my clothes of so I can get in the tub to show her. I turn to look at her and she is
sitting on a chair watching a small tv (none of which was there a moment ago) I turn the tv down " shh
you wont be able to hear them" I say. Its real quite for a second then the whispering starts and I turn
and look at the heads. One (the lion) is moving and whispering. I am very afraid and I wish my Mom
was there but she is visiting somebody in the hospital.
8/27/03 Murder
I'm in some kind of a building (a hospital maybe) with lots of other people. I'm standing in what looks
like a living room and I notice that alot of the people who were there before have disappeared.(I
think we all lived in this place) I know that somebody is killing us of one by one. I go to the head lady
(she is a nurse.I guess she runs the place) and tell her whats going on but she doesn't believe me. I take
her down a hall and through a door with a window in it. We are in a room like a hospital morgue. There
are about 10 bodies on gurneys and I say " see I told you" I turn and see a man through the window on
the door. I notice he is very good looking, long dark hair, scruffy unshaven face (I think that is so
sexy) but I know he is one of the bad guys. I go to the door and lock it but I stand their looking at him
wishing he was a good guy cause he is so gorgeous. He says something like let me in please and he
smiles.(he has a German accent) I think " damn he is sexy, its not fair" and I sadly shake my head no.
I hear a male voice behind me (also with a German accent) and I turn around suddenly very afraid. I
see 3 men Doctors, one of them is talking. Telling me I am really in trouble now because I found out
they are killing people. I see the other 2 men standing by a gurney with a black blanket over their
heads and the body. Suddenly I realize all the people on the gurneys aren't dead yet they are drugged.
The 2 guys are stealing the breath of the man on the gurney and he will die then they will do the same
to the others. I run over and yank the blanket away and pull the guy up and yell run, then me and that
nurse lady start grabbing all the guys on gurneys(they are all men) shaking them awake and telling
them to run. Suddenly the room is empty and I turn around toward the door. The gorgeous guy is
standing there and I think it wasn't his fault he is a nice guy.(I don't know if this was true or just wish full
thinking on my behalf) I walk up to him and we put our arms around each other and start kissing. Also
I'm not sure where it fits in the dream (maybe it was another dream) but I'm in the neighborhood I
grew up in and I see an old friend J from when I was a teenager.(J has a mild form of brain damage
and is a little slow) He is riding his bike and carrying a letter he just got out of the mail. I call him over
and ask if he would like me to read his letter to him. He says yes.
8/24/03 The dead come back to life
I'm in a huge office building. There is a teenage boy whos parents died and I can see him, not actually
see him with my eyes, but in my mind like a vision. He was walking down a sidewalk toward 2 cement
walls connected in like an L shape. He walks around one wall and inside where his parents coffin is.
They are in the same coffin. Its above ground. Actually I think its called a cement crypt. There is a
heavy cement slab lid and the boy pushes it aside. His parents are laying there looking pretty much
normal except the dads chest is laid open like in an autopsy. The boy reaches in his dads chest and
starts massaging his heart and both parents wake up. The mom says " you came" the boy says "I
heard you whispering and knocking on the lid and I couldn't just ignore you" The parents start to climb
out. The vision disappears and I'm back in the big office building. I run to a big picture window and
look out down the street to where the cement wall and the crypt is to see if there coming yet. Because I
know they will be coming and I think to myself " because nothing can come back from the dead
unchanged" I don't see them yet but I'm terrified anyway cause I know they are coming. I run down to
the first floor and start checking doors to make sure they are locked. Two doors I tie the handles
together with yarn. Another door I push a switch to see if it locks it but instead it opens it. So I push it
again to make the door close. Now I'm in a basement and I want to slide a broom handle through the
handles on 2 big doors. I look at the door handles and notice they are connected on top but not on the
bottom so the broom would just fall. I'm trying to decide what to do when my 2 older brothers walk in
and the younger one says "hey sis lets go out and have a smoke" he goes to open the door. I scream "
No don't open it you'll let the dead ones in"
8/23/03 How to party
I'm by and indoor swimming pool. I walk into the dressing room and look for an empty stall to change
into my suit. I open a door and a little blonde girl about six is in there. I say sorry and look for another.
I look under the stalls for feet this time and see to more stalls with little feet and even though I don't
see the other 2 girls I know they and the first girl are triplets. I tell the mother they are so beautiful. I
finally find an empty stall and open the door and go in, the door disappears and a curtain takes it's
place. I hear a mans voice and peek through the curtain. There is a another stall in front of mine( it
wasn't there before) the man is standing there. I step back to try and hide because now I am naked. He
opens the curtain and looks at me. I say " pretty bad hu? I'm to fat I know" he says something about
self esteem and starts counseling me like a shrink. The scene changes and I am in an apartment with
a friend (I don't know her in real life) she says she is worried she didn't get the proper amount of sleep
because she was up late partying. I say "wow tell me about the party" she says something about going
to a restaurant and eating Fettuccine Alfredo and going to bed at ten. I start laughing and say "thats not a
party, that Fettuccine will go straight to your butt and hips though you shouldn't eat it" Then I say " I'll tell
you what a party is" suddenly there are more people in the room and I point to some guy and
say "you shoot the gun and get everybody's attention" he shoots a gun and I say to the girl " see now
when the cops come we tell them he did it" then I turn to some other people and say "you guys go find
all the people we were partying with last night and bring them back so we can teach her how to party."
8/22/03 Blowing in the wind
This dream was real scattered. I'm standing at the top of the stairs of my parents house making out
with my husband. Then I'm in my parents bathroom.(Its bigger and nicer then the one they really
have though) My Grandma is there and she is acting like a little girl.She is calling for her Mom and
crying.(she thinks my Mom, her daughter is her Mom) I go to the kitchen to find my Mom and I say "
Mom Grandma is in your bathroom crying she thinks you are her Mom, what should we do?" Then I am
in a parking garage of the Mall with my Mom and my daughter K. (she is 13 now but in the dream she is 4
or 5) There is a sudden wind and newspaper,mail and scraps of paper are blowing all around us in
circles. There is an old man walking by us and him and my Mom start laughing and try to catch some of
the paper. I say " hey guess what K(my daughter) just said it was so cute" but they ignore me.
8/21/03 The Fonz
I cant remember alot in this dream. My notes say the names of 3 friends from when I was a teenager
also my notes say " apartment's, looking, Ernie,Richie and The Fonz. (LOL) Then I remember being in
the basement of a school and they are setting up for a garage sale. I pick up 2 salt and pepper shakers
shaped like old fashioned beer barrels and I wonder if I can get away with stealing them. A lady school
janitor walks up to me carrying a mop and says " you better leave I see your eyes roaming all over the
place" I put the shakers down and walk up to some kids (they are mine in the dream but don't look
anything like my real kids) I tell them we have to leave now. That's all I remember.
Again I remember 2 dreams the first is
8/20/03 Baby ducks
I'm on a Grey hound bus going to visit my family. We stop at a park and I get of the bus and walk
toward a small pond. There are 3 baby ducks, 2 yellow and 1 black. I walk out in the water (the pond
is about as big as a plastic kiddie pool.)I pick up a yellow baby duck. Its so soft and cute. I look down
and notice the other yellow baby is missing. I start looking around for it. I lift the wings of mother ducks
around the park to see if he is there, I look in bushes and weeds. Suddenly I'm standing in the pond
again in the same place as before and I see the other baby duck behind me. I set down the one in my
hand and he sinks. I see the other 2 sink also. They are dead. I scoop them from the water and try to
make them sit upright in the water and swim, but they keep sinking. I see the bottom of the pond (the
water is crystal clear) there are dead baby lobsters and large dead shrimp on the bottom and I don't
want the baby ducks there even though they are dead to. I try over and over to make them sit up and
swim. I'm very sad cause I know they died cause I touched them.
8/20/03 Drunk teenagers and Winnie the Pooh
am walking through a camp site looking for something. A teenage boy starts stumbling of toward the
bathroom and he says something about going before he drowns. He walks towards me and I take his
arm and help him walk. He is very drunk. I tell him he needs a shirt. There is a few people sitting on
the sidewalk and as we walk past a woman I reach down and scoop up a shirt from the sidewalk behind
her.(I guess I stole it) I hand it to the boy and suddenly he is walking in front of me wearing purple
pants(the shirt changed into these) and he says " how do they look?" I notice they are way to short.
Now I am in the street in front of an antique store. I have a bunch of my personal belongings
(books,clothes,etc) in boxes and bags and I am lining them up on the street. I am leaving home (my
husband and kids) I'm running away. I get my stuff lined up and I go into the antique store to look
around. A friend from my past is there (C from when I lived in the neighborhood we called little New
York) There are alot of used clothes and we are looking through them. I find a long heavy night gown
with Winnie the pooh on it. The inside is very soft and fuzzy and I think how nice it will be to curl up in it
on cold days and read a good book. Its for a pregnant woman I notice but I get it anyway because I
think its even better because I will be able to pull my legs in and really wrap up in it comfy since its so
big. Besides I think now C can barrow it to. I start looking for books to buy. I wake up
I have been sick for over a week with bronchitis.Today is the first day Ive felt well enough to work on my journal.I had 2 dreams last night that I can remember. The first is-
8/19/03 Fishing tackle and pot.
I'm standing with my Dad in front of a house in the neighborhood where I grew up. Somehow I blew up
my husband's car and it's just a shell now. My husband comes out of the house and I point to the car
shell and say "well,how do you like it?" He laughs. Suddenly its dark and I'm standing by a large
window well. (It's as big as a stairwell but no stairs.) My Dad is still there with me. My oldest brother
comes walking by and points to a pile of stuff and says " look fishing tackle" and he walks away.I turn
and see a large pile of fishing sinkers, I say "Dad look" I walk up to the edge of the well and look in.
There is more tackle down in the well, hooks,bobbers,lures,etc. I see a pipe sticking up in the well and I
put a foot on it and climb down in the window well. (By this time my Dad has left also) I start to gather
up fishing tackle and suddenly I'm very afraid. I turn to the building and see a door in the corner. It's
an old fashioned plank wood door with a small window. I walk up and scrape layers of dust of the glass
and try to see in. It's an old filthy boiler room. I'm really scared now and I run to the pipe and try to
climb out of the window well but I cant get out. I start screaming for help. I sense (I don't hear it) the
door open behind me and I go very still and quite. Another door is next to me(It wasn't there before
yet I feel as though it was there all the time.) This other door slowly opens outward and I realize an old
man in the boiler room behind me opened the first door(the one with the window) and he blew on the
2nd door to make it open. I hurry and run out. I notice I come out on level ground above the window
well again even though I climbed no stairs. Now I'm looking in the basement windows of a house and I
see teenagers having a party. I know my 16yr old son is in there so I decide to go get him. I'm in the
basement in a large room with tables and chairs,a pool table and stereo. I see some kids at a table and
I walk up to them and they start talking. I cant remember what they said though. I accidently nock
over a glass of amber colored liquid, (Brandy maybe) I feel embarrassed and start to clean it up with
napkins. I leave the table and go through a door behind me. My son is sitting on the floor with a couple
of other kids smoking a bong. I say "what are you doing?" my son says "oh come on Mom don't look so
shocked I've been smoking pot since I was 10" Thats it except I had another dream called "Hey ma I found another baby".Dream 2 is below
8/19/03 Hey ma I found another baby
I'm in a park.It's real pretty with grass and flowers and trees.I'm walking along a path toward a pretty
little stream with a foot bridge. There is a baby wrapped in white rags laying in the middle of the bridge.
I hurry toward him and suddenly a boy of about 12 is bending over the baby. He is dressed in filthy
overalls,with no shoes and messy hair. He yells " hey ma I found another baby" and he picks it up and
crosses the bridge and goes into a cabin that just suddenly appeared. I hope the baby will be ok. Thats
all I remember.
8/8/03 A threesome,teddies,and ghouls
I am in a bedroom with a gorgeous man and another woman.The woman and I are dressed in beautiful
green teddies. Were gonna have a threesome which I'm not to happy about. I want the man to myself.
(I don't play well with others LOL) anyway I get upset and leave the room. There are ghouls in the house
and they are keeping us locked up.(I saw one in the kitchen and they are man like but have huge orb
like eyes,impossibly long, wide jaws and huge fangs. They have 3 fingers on each hand. They have
pale white skin)There are children in the house and I go to check on them. They are in the kitchen
eating dinner with the ghouls. I realize the baby is not there so I go upstairs to find him. I walk into a
bedroom and see tiny feet sticking out from under a pile of blankets. I pull back the blankets and see
the baby,he is crying and I realize he is hungry.The ghouls want him to die because they don't want us
wasting the time to raise a baby. I wont let him die and I begin to nurse him. The man comes in the
room and says "what are you doing? the ghouls will kill us" I said " they all ready tried to suffocate the
baby and I wont let him die"
Additional Comments:
I just finished reading a horror book called ghouls today. And my youngest child is now 4yrs old.
8/7/03 The post office kidnapped me
My husband and our 16yr old son are in the mountains talking to some construction workers. My
husband tried to sell a bike to somebody that works for the post office and they called the police
because apparently years ago my husband hit the guy in the back of his knees with a baseball bat. The
police arrest him and take him to jail. (I don't know if I saw this in the dream or just know it happened)
Anyway now I'm at my childhood home with my brothers and sisters. They are children in the dream
but I am an adult and I'm babysitting them. I tell them to go to moms room to watch a video because
the VCR in the living room is broke. Now I am in a den (which we didn't have in my childhood home)
using a phone trying to get my husband out of jail. Some lady in the den with me offers me a ride. We
are in a car now driving and I'm telling her what happened to my husband. Suddenly were in a building
that is supposed to be the post office. It has stone walls and to the left is a stone cell like room that is a
shower.There is a shower curtain (that would be see through if it wasn't so filthy) for a door. They are
cleaning people in case they have lice or anything, like they do in prisons which this place looks like. A
filthy looking little man who is supposed to be the guard tells me the woman to take our clothes of. She
starts to but I don't want to. I'm embarrassed. The man says I have to, so I take my clothes of. The
other woman is showered first then put in some kind of suit like they wear to keep from being
contaminated. I ask what the suit is for and the man says (this place is full of LSD its all over and it
seeps in your pores" I see the woman and some man (in a suit to) touch a small spot on a window that
is a piece of LSD and it dissolves. The woman then says " my name is Wendy -----( my first and last
name) I say "no no thats me I'm Wendy ------" Some very large woman ( she is a guard to) says "yeah
right" I run over and grab my pants to get my ID. I show it to her but it turns out to only be a picture of
me with no name so I grab another but it's a picture of me and my family but no names. They don't
believe me. Now I'm laying on a bean bag in the same room(the one with the shower) the bean bag is
in a hole in the floor and I keep sliding of the bag into the hole. There is a small bed across the room
but I refuse to get in it. The large guard lady is sitting at a table keeping watch on me so I don't try to
escape. I get up and walk down an incline in the stone floor to look around. I see old machinery and
bars and fences everywhere.I realize there is no way to escape. I start walking back to my cell and
pass a room were I see a girl of about 10yrs old she says "aren't you asleep yet" I say " No! I refuse to
go to bed" The lady guard picks up 2 baby pacifiers and tell's me to get a third which looks exactly like
a womans breast. I do and I follow her on her rounds. We go in a room where a little boy of about 4yrs
old is packing to leave because he has been adopted. I hear 2 men in an office talking about him. The
guy who runs the place says "I think he will be happy his new mom is very kind, he was just in here
watching a Disney video" The other man says "good"
Dream journal 1
Dream journal 2
Dream journal 4
Dream journal 5
Dream journal 6
Dream journal 7
Home