Entry 9/September 25, 2003/ 9:54am
+Currently Listening To: Cube by Gackt.
Just a month into college and I'm crying my eyes out. Wow there is so much homework this year. Last year I never used to study but this year, I'm studying so hard. I haven't been on a goddamned computer for about 5 days. 5 days!! Since when did I, Murasaki, have not been on the computer for 5 days!! Blasphmey. Yeah I guess I am the computer freak and not being on for 6 hours is weird for me. Hoepfully I will have time to update my Sailor Moon site today. Hopefully!! And I want to get started on the Utada Hikaru section of my Jrock/Jpop website. And ye Gods! So many other things.Oh but to calm the senses her is a beautiful poem by Chritopher Marlowe:
The Passionate Shepherd To His Love
by Christopher Marlowe.
Come live with me and be my love,
And we will all the pleasures prove
That valleys, groves, hills, and fields,
Woods or steepy mountain yields.
And we will sit upon the rocks,
Seeing the shepherds feed their flocks,
By shallow rivers to whose falls
Melodious birds sing madrigals.
And I will make thee beds of roses
And a thousand fragrant posies,
A cap of flowers, and a kirtle
Embroidered all with leaves of myrtle;
A gown made of the finest wool
Which from our pretty lambs we pull;
Fair lined slippers for the cold,
With buckles of th purest gold;
A belt of straw and ivy buds,
With coral clasps and amber studs:
And if these pleasures may thee move,
Come live with me and be my love.
The shepherds' swains shall dance and sing
For thy delight each May morning:
If these delights thy mind may move,
Then live with me and be my love
Entry 8/July 23, 2003/ 12:09am
+Currently Listening To: Other Side by Hyde.
What can I say? I am so in love with Gackt-san's music. He just released this new song and I am so in love with it right now! It's called Tsukino Uta which I think translates into 'Moon Song'? 
He has so much talent and this aura that makes anybody fall in love with him. I mean no offense to Khala fans, I like Khala, I think he is cool, but when Gackt left Malice Mizer I felt that this huge gap was left. He had this imposing presence that made it hard not to love Malice Mizer. Since he left, I kinda felt that Malice Mizer was missing something. Khala made a good job of filling in Gackt's place, but still....Gackt is really adorable. Yeah I know he's pretty weird, and that people think he has problems, but that mysteriousness that he shrouds himself in makes him even more interesting. I have to say it again I love Gackt-san! 
The new movie Gackt and Hyde just made together is really good, at least that is what I heard. It's currently being shown in Singapore. Too bad it's not coming to the U.S, I really want to see it!!! Especially that my two favorite idols are going to be in that movie. Yes I love Hyde too! Don't get me started on how beautiful Hyde's music is. Especially 'Snow Drop'. That's the song that made me love L'arc~en~ciel. And Hyde's voice!! Oh his voice is just like an angel. I love to play the song 'Angel's Tale' over and over again, especially when I'm feeling down that song always makes me feel so happy. Just like an angel. *sigh* My two angels....
The Japanese dorama that I was watching has finally finished and I feel so bad about it. I loved that show, it was funny and cute. Mizuki Alissa, has this charm about her that makes anybody want to love her. The dorama is called Diamond Girl her is a summary of what the dorama is about:
With her brilliant looks and dazzling figure, Reika Nanjo is like a finely polished diamond. And to her, that"s all she really cares about, because she was raised to believe that those are the two most important qualities that a woman should possess. Reika is in Australia to "study English," but in actuality, the only reason she"s there is to visit esthetic salons, and get her nails done.
One day, Reika suddenly meets a lawyer by the name of Shinichiro, who is doing an internship in Australia. The two fall for each other as if fate had brought them together. Reika, who is enjoying life to the fullest, suddenly gets a call from Shinichiro out of the blue. He got headhunted by one of the biggest law firms in Japan, Maurice-Makihara Law Office, so he has to return to Japan right away. Shinichiro tells Reika that he wants her to go back to Japan with him, and of course her answer is yes. He tells her that he"ll be back for her, and they will get married.
Reika is now as happy as can be. So she decides it"s time to go shopping for a wedding dress. And just as she is being fitted for the dress, she gets a call from Shinichiro. He tells her that he can"t go to Australia to bring her back to Japan, and that he can"t marry her... This is, of course, a shock to Reika, so she races back home to Japan to find out the reason for all this.
Now back in Japan, Reika tries to call Shinichiro"s cell phone, but he doesn"t answer. She then goes to his apartment, but he isn"t there. The person that lives next door tells her that Shinichiro moved out about a week ago. So poor Reika is left not knowing what to do. She"s got one more chance, and that is to try to reach Shinichiro at the law firm that he told her he was going to work at.
Now standing in front of the ultramodern, mammoth Maurice-Makihara Law Office, Reika is caught off guard by the size of the building. She can"t just give up and turn back without seeing Shinichiro, so she goes inside. However, to her dismay, she is told "without an appointment, we"re afraid we won"t be able to help you." After all, this is one of the top three law firms in Japan. Determined to see Shinichiro no matter what it takes, she spots some girls heading inside for an interview, so she blends in with them. The funny part is that she gets hired! "Now I can finally see Shinichiro," she tells herself. But Shinichiro is away on business for three days.
Reika later finds out who she"ll be working for. His name is Kosuke Nabeshima. Unlike all of the other lawyers that work at the firm who have great language skills and are considered to be some of the best in their field, Kosuke is assigned all the tasks that none of the other lawyers would ever touch. What"s worse is that Kosuke is a terrible boss, treating Reika like dirt and forcing her to serve tea, make tons of copies, and input information into the computer all day long. The only person that is nice to her is the new lawyer on the block, Shiori Sonada.
Not being used to this kind of work, Reika is confounded a bit. But she knows that if she hangs in there a little longer, she"ll be able to see Shinichiro.
Cast: Arisa Mizuki, Goro Kishitani, Sachie Hara, Shosuke Tanihara, Masanobu Katsumura, Yumi Shirakawa, others.
I recomend this drama to anybody because it's so sweet and charming, it could really lighten up anybody's day. Well that's it for now! Ja!
Can I say how pissed off I am right now? I can't believe that...that J.K Rowling!! How could she do that to Harry's God father? He was my favorite character!! I kept crying after I read that book and you could tell I was in a very depressed mood because I didn't update any of my sites. But now I'm back!! Anyway, recently I've been playing Final Fantasy level VIII. It's awesome and the graphics are great especially when it comes to the FMV of the game. I love those parts! So if I were asked to compare between LOTR's "The Fellowship of the Ring" and Final Fantasy VIII, I'd have to say it is very hard to compare between them. In terms of frightening action, LOTR comes in first. Sometimes that game can become so freaky, especially the parts of the Mines of Moria. I would freak myself out sometimes. Maybe that's the only thing that makes LOTR better than FFVIII. But if I were to compare the regualr action, it would be really hard to do that since both are amazing. I can't wait until I get the LOTR "The Two Towers" game. When I get money from my parents, I'll have to buy that game first, then the Inu Yasha video game. Well I've been contemplating making a LOTR of the ring website with guides and cheats for the PS2 game "The Fellowship of the Ring", the songs and poems mentioned in the book, a small shrine for the genuis J.R.R Tolkien and some mp3s from the soundtrack. What am I saying?! I'm still going to contemplate?! Of course I'll do it! Also I'll make a Harry Potter shrine as a part of that website and when I get the Harry Potter game and finish it; I'll place guides and cheats for that too! Yes! Another great idea! Oh, but I'll have to finish my two other sites before I start doing anything for LOTR & Harry Potter. And I will not start a layout for it so I wouldn't get over whelmed and I wouldn't be able to finish the other sites. Well gotta go and work on my other websites before I start creating a layout for Harry Potter & LOTR! Bye!
+Currently Listening to: Dreams Come True by S.E.S
The 5th Harry Potter book has finally been released!!! And after the long wait I have to wait for at least one more week for my sister to finish the God damned book. So? I can't help it if I "accidently" tell her the plot? It doesn't mean that she should torture me and make me wait until she finishes the book? Hehehe, I know, I'm hopless! That's all for now!
I just hate how my sister can be very childish sometimes. Just because I don't want to watch some movie because I'm not in the mood, does not mean that she could start cursing me out. I don't feel like watching a movie, is that so wrong? Why can't she just understand me? She never gives me a chance to say what I think. She just talks about how unjust I am to her! Me unjust?! I am always trying to make her happy and I'm always helping her whenever she needs it, but when I need help in something she rolls her eyes and treats me bad. Why?! I'm always trying my best but in the end she makes me feel like dirt. I hate the way she can manipulate me into believing she's right and I'm wrong, even though I am right. I just want to be left alone, why can't she just grant me that one wish? Is that a selfish wish like she says? I want to know, am I really being mean? I don't know anymore.....I don't know who's right and who's wrong anymore. I am so confused....:(
+Currently Listening to: Rivers by Hikaru Utada
Well, today I just finished one section of Sweet Embrace which is the L'arc~en~ciel section. I like what I've done with that section so far, so hopefully I'll be able to do the same with the other parts of that site. The only thing that is driving me crazy is trying to find a perfect layout for my old Sailor Moon site. I've been thinking about deleting it, but I couldn't just bring myself to do it. I hate how I could never bring myself to get rid of old stuff. No wonder I have so much junk! Anyway, I submitted a request for a certain website to make for me a nice layout and hopefully she'll be able to finish it for me within the next two weeks. I hope it turns out like how I've hoped for it. Well I'm going to try to upload two to three mp3s by tomorrow to get the site going. So I'll get started now, jaa!
+Currently Listening to : Make Yourself by Incubus
I'm in a really good mood today because I just figured out how to make a css layout! Yay! *and nobody cares* Anyway, it's been driving me crazy for days, and now I have it all figured out. Also I just wrote this fanfic yesterday in the morning. I couldn't go to sleep unless I wrote it so I stayed up from 5:00am in the morning until 9:00am writing it. I couldn't find a really good title for it, so I called it 'Always'. It's an Inu Yasha fanfic and it centers around Kikyo. And I actually got 7 reviews!! All my stories only got 1 review, but this one actually got 7 all in one day!! If you want to read it, you could go to my 'About Me' page and scroll down to the 'What I Like To Do' part. There you'll find a link to my stories at fanfiction.net. I think by clicking my pen name Murasaki you'll find it. I don't know I guess I forgot. As if anybody cares anyway. *imagine me standing on an stage talking to an empty room* Great now, I've become bitter. I'm not in a good mood anymore. Geez, I always manage to do that.......well sayonara!
+Currently Listening to: All Dead by L'arc~en~ciel
+Currently Reading: Isolde Queen of The Western Isle by Rosalind Miles
What is the meaning of life? Is it to sit here and build websites all day with no goal in mind? Does sleep have no meaning in my life anymore? Do I have to live as a walking vampire? *gasp* What's with all the angst? Must have been that chocolate I've eaten. Damn and here I thought chocolate is supposed to make me happy. *sigh* Anyway I seem to be in a pretty good mood today, considering the embarrassment I had at the theater today. You see, I went to the movies today (which is a big thing considering I've never been to the movies before except for three times. Besides does Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles part 3 count?) Anyway back to the problem at hand. I went to the movies and saw the Matrix Reloaded, which I have no idea what the hell it's talking about since i haven't watched the first part yet. (I know...I know, where the hell do I come from? Well if you look in the 'About Me' page, you'll find that my planet is Uranus and I guess that explains it all.) So I wasn't ready for the *ahem* "steamy" scences in the movie. All I could do was everytime they'd kiss I'd cover my eyes with my hand, and that's only KISSING! When it came to the other "scences" I was practically dying from embarrassment as my face was blushing so hard. Thank God it was so dark in there. But then came the part where I was made fun of. Some guy looked at me and started laughing. I of course blushed even more and glared daggers at him. Hey what was I supposed to do? My father being the traditional over protective guy he is has teached my sister and I never to look at any "bad" scences. (And that includes kissing scences).And what makes it even worse is that when the movie gets to the good part, it leaves us off by "To Be Concluded". I was so mad, just when the movie was getting to the good part. Yeah...yeah, laugh. *grumbles* Anyway, falling asleep here......ja!
Ugh! I just hate html, it sucks so much. Why does it have to be so hard?! Oh well,I guess building the website I'm working on will be useful. At least I get to learn how to use advanced HTML. Currently I'm listening to Utada Hikaru's Rivers. I love that song, it is so beautiful. I heard that she was going to Columbia University in New York, is that true? Well if it is, then that is so cool because my college is right next to Columbia University (I think?) :P. Anyway I just took this quiz to find out which character I am from the Chinese drama Meteor Garden and I turned out to be Hua Zhe lei, cool huh? Click on the picture to find out which Meteor Garden you are.
In the japanese anime he is supposed to be Hanazawa Rui. He is my favorite character. Meteor Graden is actually a japanese anime called Hana Yori Dango, but it was made into a drama by the chinese. Actually I realized that some anime were taken by the chinese and made into a real life drama, like Peach Girl and Marmalade Boy. Anyway I'm falling asleep now.....I'll write later bye! P.S: I'll try my best to get my other website working so I'll be taking requests soon! Look through my list and send me what mp3 you would like to hear, ok? Ja na!!
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