Jennifers Songs
Page Six
Dying insideOooh aaahOooh aaah I was once a very happy soul Never had a fear Never had a worry A happy family I once had Long ago I thought I had it all Everything a girl could dream of But when that day came That day that split us all apart I was depressed, I know That this has hurt me so My pain was a burden What happened to you? Why don't you care? (don't you care?) You used to talk to me Once in a while I can't understand What's come over you It hurts me to know you don't care It angers me to not hear from you You took my emotions and screwed them All up I need you to come back into my life I'm dying inside I'm trying to hold myself up Trying to hold my head up high Dying inside, father Cuz you're no longer here In my life I'm trying so hard Not to think about all this pain and suffering You've caused me But it's hard for me Why can't you see that we need you? Why must you be with that other Woman? (whom you left mother for) Don't you see what she has cost you? She has mentally abused me And I no longer care for her She has brainwashed you You left your own daughters For a world of loneliness and pain I'm dying inside I'm trying to hold myself up Dying inside, father Cuz you're no longer here In my life I'm trying so hard Not to think about all this pain and suffering You've caused me But it's hard for me Why did you do this to me? You abandoned me You threw me out of your life And left me in a world of cold darkness Now I have no fatherly figure Because of your cold hearted ways You don't even know what's going on anymore My heart is broken I am on the ground on my knees Crying and screaming Punching things in Wanting to know Why you don't care (reaching out for you) But I'm feeling nothing Why?! Why?! I can't believe would let that woman Hurt your kids While we were there with you Everyday another nightmare to live every night a new fear to fear I'm crying Come back to me please? I'm dying inside Trying to hold myself up Dying inside, father Cuz you're not here To be the father you should be I've tried so hard Not to think about all the pain and suffering You have happily caused me But it got the best of me I hate you now father You're a no good unloving dad My sister has not stayed out of trouble Because you decided to abandon us You're such a freaking dog If you're gonna do this to us Then why do I waste my time on you? My life is not exciting anymore I have been angry I have been sad You have screwed me up My life has been miserable The only thing that Is happy and exciting in my Life Is my boyfriend My one and only love He is always there for me He will never leave me Like you did You're not a father You're not anything to me anymore You're just a figment of my imagination I hate you! I hate you! You left your kids and never returned Why are you doing this? Look what you've done to me! I can't be happy now I have no father A big piece of me is gone You are the cause of this! I'm dying inside I've tried and tried But I can't hold myself up (I am nothing) I have to look up to my friend's dads As a father to me (I don't know what's real) Now all I think about Is the pain and suffering I have been left with For the rest of my life (all because of you) You say you love us You say you care But you don't even bother To write or call us It's hard not having a father To look up to It's hard to deal with all these problems You left me with So I am forever dying inside Forever crying (because of you) |
Legions of DeathUpon the hands of doomLies our fate Taken by the great minds I look into the mirror Of fortune Tell me what lies before me Is death lying next to me? Or is faith on my side? Voices all around me Call out for pain They sing songs of darkening light I can't be bound by you I can't be held down My soul is crying My head is spinning My body breaking down The legions of death are calling my name Don't let them take me The moon shines down on your Way to hell Bring to me my immortality I can't be bound by you I can't be held down My soul is crying My head is spinning My body breaking down Save me Ignorance is not blissBlack clouds hover over meI see nothing I must look past this There is more going on than I know Mankind is destroying everything What once was Is no more The beauty The innocence The peace The sanctuary Ripped from the face of the earth It no longer exists It no longer is It will never be What the freak has this world come to? This is not what it used to be Everywhere I turn a murder A rape A kidnapping Mankind is going after its own kind What the hell is happening? What the hell are their problems? We must stand up and fight against it Because of all this death and destruction What once was Is no more The beauty The innocence The peace The sanctuary Ripped from the face of the earth It no longer exists It no longer is It will never be This world has gone into complete darkness Mankind is unworthy of trust Unless you have a select few That you decide to trust Otherwise If you trust the wrong ones They can always just throw it back In your face Or stab you in the back Or do something worse They could be using you And just get back at you Let not, them fool you Let not, lies into your head Do not kid yourself Do not be blinded To what is going on around you The beauty The innocence The peace The sanctuary Ripped from the face of the earth It no longer exists It no longer is It will never be Mother nature will have her revenge And when she does I will laugh in the face Of mankind And the death bell will toll again Do not trust anyone Someone once told me And I have made the Mistake of trusting One too many times So now, I no longer trust Anyone Except for whom I decide to put My trust into Which are now a select few What once was Is no more The beauty The innocence The peace The sanctuary Ripped from the face of the earth It no longer exists It no longer is It will never be Mankind is taking precious homes From the creatures of the earth And putting out homes on it Where will the creatures go? We keep taking their home to put Ours on it The world will come to a horrible end And it will be the fault Of mankind Which whom destroyed the beauty The innocence The peace The sanctuary Of the earth What once was Is no more And it never will be Ever again |
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