Poems by my niece Jennifer
Crying outI am all alone in a dark roomI hear many things But they are not what I want to hear It's driving me crazy I'm hurting I'm dying Will someone please hear me? I need someone Who will understand my pain I keep thinking of you And how you died I don't know how I feel anymore I'm enraged, confused, lonely I cry out, but no one hears me I'm crying out for help Nobody listens Nobody cares Alone in a room so dark And it frightens me Wish I could just wash all the pain away But I can't, I can't Need someone here To help with my fears Help me with my mind I hear them They call out to me But I just ignore them Make them go away! Forever calling, forever crawling Forever dying, forever crying Seeking all the answers I find nothing I see nothing I still hear them They won't leave me alone Someone help me please? Someone please hear me! Sitting all alone Still wondering Still trying To make it through I can't stop thinking about you Why must you haunt me? Yes I still love you But why did you let them do this to you? I wish you were still here To ease my pain To make things right again Since you have gone Things have not been the same I miss you I need you Here with me again But nothing can change What has passed I try to let go of the past But I can't let it go It always comes back to haunt me The dark room I sit in Is the only comfort I have And that's not much at all Please tell me you feel my pain? This pain has always been It won't let me go In a darkened room With no light Is the only way I can try to forget All that ever happened I am forever crying out Forever falling Forever dying Forever crawling My soul inside is bleeding Forever bleeding My cries are never heard I have been forgotten I have been lost Forever crying out But still no one hears me I am forever lost Forever…… My Only DesireAs I lay beside youAnd watch you sleep I begin to think back On the day we first met How I fell in love with you That day All I wanted Was to be with you And never leave Now here we are In perfect love We are lost in a world That no one remembers I continue to watch As you lie fast asleep I caress your face softly And kiss you softly I smile as i think Of how much i love you Now i know That my only desire Is not to lose you again It took me three years To realize how much you meant to me And how much love I have for you I have never known How happy i am with you Until now Now all I want to tell you is Everything that I have always Wanted to say to you For the three years that I held it in But my only problem is I can not find a way to say these things To you I am sure they will come one day When the time is right But right now My only desire Is to keep you as long as I can Because the Gods have smiled down On us And they decided to let us be together Once again. |
My Dying BreathI am lost and confusedWhat is going on? Everything around me is dark All I see is black or grey what has happened to me? I lie on the ground motionless Trying to piece together the pieces Of the event before I ended up here on the ground All I remember Is screaming and yelling Trying to remember What was said Why can't I remember? All I want to say Is I'm sorry And I love you All I ask of you Is to hold me now I am holding on to My Dying Breath To live as long as I can Everything is fading Leaving my mind like the wind I am losing my ground I don't have much longer Please hold me now Hold me before I lose My Dying Breath I am so sorry I love you The Welcoming MoonlightAs I sit by a streamI think back on my life I watch the sunset and I look up and see the stars appear I am one with nature I have become one with the mother and one with the moon the moon rises and sends a welcoming beam of light down on me I welcome the moonlight and breathe in the sweet scent of the air the flowers are beautiful in the moonlight and the moonlight is free and beautiful the stream flows peacefully and freely and the breeze is free and light I drink from the stream and it is refreshing and cool it soothes my soul as I sit under the welcoming moonlight and think back on my life with a warm smile upon my face I look up at the moon and offer her a warm welcome into my heart and soul My LoveI stand by the windowLooking out at nature As I watch The birds fly The bees buzz And the hummingbirds sing I think of you And say to myself My love we have made it We have come this far But when I look deeply into your eyes I say to you My love we have made it We will never perish We shall never part In body, mind, or spirit. Nothing can tear us apart Nothing will break our chain of love That we have spent a long time to build We will remain Forever. Pure LoveI look into your eyesAnd I see the one I love I take a deeper look And I see who you really are I take your hand And hold it in mine I hold you close to me And I never let go When I kiss you Chills run down my spine When you caress me softly A warm feeling runs through me All these feelings I get when I'm with you Could only be the feeling of pure love That is the only thing That these feelings could be Is your love running through my veins This is the feeling I love Because of the way I love you Burnt CandlesAs I lay here beside youI think of all the love we share I also think of all the fun we had Last night I sit up and watch you As you lay fast asleep We have a lot of fun together We will never leave each other A lot of relationships are like Burnt candles on a fireplace But we are not Our love is as strong as chain mail Unbeatable We have been together for a long time But we will never perish Our love will remain. |
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